Is there a moment when you think the world is unfair to you?

Childhood should be a time of pure happiness. We don't have to care too much. Sometimes, right or wrong, we just do what we want and don't care what others think. Sometimes, even if we are satirized by others, it doesn't matter. We still do what we like. It was easy to be satisfied at that time. You can enjoy yourself when you are full and warm. It seems that the sky is falling and we have nothing to do with it.

For others, there may be no difference between now and before, and I still have a good time every day, but for me, all this only stayed before junior high school, that is to say, I haven't really made myself happy since junior high school.

Because of the feud in my previous life, I was also involved. At that time, my parents had a bad temper and they decided to divorce. But at that time, my mother was pregnant with me, as if it had been several months, but she still went to the hospital, trying to end my life and let her find her own happiness naturally. For various reasons, the final result was that I came to this world, but what she did at that time had serious consequences, and I was not a sound child.

In fact, when I was very young, I heard all this, but I was too young to have any consciousness. But as I grew up, I became sensible, and I gradually began to care about it. But just because I care, I have bound myself and can't move forward. I began to pay attention to the way others looked at me, began to guess their reactions, and my personality became more and more withdrawn.

If you don't like to communicate with others, life will become dull and have no fun. I am particularly sad and more helpless. Feeling abandoned by the world. I live in my own world every day and don't want to take a step. It's not that I don't want to, it's that I don't have the courage, it's that hurdle that I can't get through.

I even began to complain about life and everything related to life. I really feel that the world is unfair to me.