Soong Ching Ling and her nanny

19 15 One day in the middle of June, Soong Ching Ling, the second daughter of the Song family, was suddenly placed under house arrest by her father Song Jiashu!

Soong Ching Ling is an outstanding second among the three sisters in the Song family. She is very delicate and pretty, not only her skin is white and crystal clear as jade, but also her figure is light and graceful. Of course, the most beautiful thing is her bright and charming eyes. Friends and relatives jokingly call it a flower, which is not as gorgeous and charming as peony and rose, but as elegant and beautiful as magnolia and narcissus. She is very much like our girl with oriental classical charm. She looks quiet and gentle, speaks softly, behaves demurely, and is petite and chiseled. Because she is cute and obedient, she is most loved by her parents. Mother, in particular, regards her as the apple of her eye.

However, what "dogma" did this girl, who has always been famous for her quiet Wen Ya, commit today? Why was he imprisoned by his father?

Let's elaborate on it.

After Soong Ching Ling was born, her father Song Jiashu gradually became rich because of his successful management of industry. Therefore, Song Jiashu bought land and built a building in the suburb of Hongkou. This building is on Yuhang East Road today. Its architectural form is half-Chinese and half-western, which can be summed up in eight words: the combination of Chinese and western, and the deputy is one, which can be said to be just right. Although the main building is not grand, it also looks solemn and majestic, which is quite eye-catching. The scarlet gate and the brown fence are endowed with the color of oriental art; The roof of Qiwei looks like a western-style villa. Behind this building are several smaller houses, some of which are servants' residences, others are kitchens, small restaurants and storage rooms; Behind it are vegetable gardens and gardens. There are vegetables in the garden all year round, and flowers in the garden all year round.

Although Soong Ching Ling spent a happy childhood in this quiet and lush place, in her view, it is also an "iron cage" for her 22-year-old self. She was placed under house arrest because her parents opposed her marrying Sun Yat-sen in late autumn this year, and she hastily chose another husband for her in an attempt to arrange a marriage. To this end, Qingling felt very distressed. She has been silent all day, or sitting in the room, or pacing around the room, like a depressed caged bird, in a very bad mood. The original white and ruddy face is now shrouded in a faint fog; A pair of eyes that were originally expected to be bright now seem to be covered with a layer of burnout; It is full of blue and melancholy light.

As a girl full of admiration for Sun Yat-sen, it is natural for her to feel disappointed and sad. She couldn't put out the burning fire of love for Sun Yat-sen, but at that time she didn't have enough courage and methods to rush out of the "iron cage" and run away from home.

She was troubled and tortured by inner contradictions.

It is inevitable that she will face a major choice in life, but it is not easy for a well-educated woman like her to make up her mind. Soong Ching Ling has always been calm on the surface, which hides her restless thoughts like a flood. She stayed in the bedroom almost all day, her face was sallow and haggard, and she frowned her slender eyebrows from time to time. Sometimes I stand up and walk under the window, look at the sky, look at the trees, look at the free-flying birds, and then walk slowly back and forth in the house for a long time.

She doesn't hang famous western paintings in her bedroom like a lady in China's upper class. Around the snow-white wall, even the famous oil painting "The Last Supper" was not hung. The large busts of father and mother Ni were set in a light green frame and hung on the wall above the small spring bed. She studied the photos of her father and mother. She looked at the "eternal smile" on her parents' faces and let the river of memory flow slowly in her heart. ...

189365438+1October 27th (the 10th day of December in the 18th year of Guangxu reign), Soong Ching Ling was born on the Huangpu River in Shanghai. She became an industrialist after she became a missionary, and her family was a revolutionary. From the moment she threw herself into the arms of this family, she was loved by her parents in every way. Especially in the eyes of mother Ni, Qingling is the cutest child. Because among the three brothers and sisters in the Song family, not all of them have the stable, shy and wise character of Qingling. Although other children also have different personality characteristics, many of them are excellent, but they are not as good as Qingling in all aspects. Maybe this is why Ni Guizhen is a little partial to her.

In the days when Soong Ching Ling was under house arrest, she recited Ji Bolun's masterpiece praising her mother more than once:

The sweetest word a person's lips can utter is "mom" and the sweetest cry is "mom". This is a simple and meaningful word, full of hope, love, comfort and all the intimate, sweet and beautiful feelings in people's hearts. In life, mother is everything. When she is sad, she is comforting; When depressed, she is hope; When she is weak, she is strength, and she is the source of sympathy, pity, love and generosity. Whoever loses his mother loses his chest, his hands and his eyes. ...

Soong Ching Ling repeatedly recited this excellent work when she was in pain, which showed her deep love for her mother. She felt an "eternal smile" on her mother's face, as if a warm hand was soothing her heart. Besides, she often thinks of the sapphire brooch that her mother gave her when she went to study in the United States. She has always regarded it as a treasure and kept it with her. What impressed her was a bottle of wine, a bottle of maple syrup and a sweater vest sent by her mother at that time. These things were given to her after she arrived in America, but she was reluctant to use them and kept them all the time. Decades later, no matter how the war broke out and how they moved, these gifts were preserved and are now displayed in the exhibition hall of Soong Ching Ling's former residence in Beijing. This shows her deep and delicate feelings for her mother.

If Soong Ching Ling loves her mother very much, she also has deep feelings for her father Song Jiashu, and there are many unforgettable memories that she will never forget. She can't forget her father's infatuation with the motherland. 1On July 27th, 883, when my father was sent back to work in Shanghai after graduating from Vanderbilt University Theological School, he wrote a warm reply to Dr. Yang Allen, head of the Shanghai Missionary Mission of the Southern Methodist Church in the United States: "It has been several days since I received calligraphy, and I am really not very happy. I see that you have completely dedicated your work, life and spirit to God. I hope God will give me the gift of seeing you as soon as possible ... After I finish my studies, I hope I can bring light to the people of China. My goal in life is to do good, respect others and praise God. Be kind to others and protect them from eternal punishment. May God help me. "

This letter, full of infinite love for the people of the motherland, has been engraved in Qingling's heart, expressing her love for her father.

She can't forget that her father secretly supported and assisted Sun Yat-sen's revolutionary activities based on his superior position in Shanghai's religious and industrial circles, and helped this great pioneer of democratic revolution advance the cause of democratic revolution. After many conversations with Sun Yat-sen, he was deeply excited by Sun Yat-sen's grand ambition of "expelling the Tatars and restoring China", and realized that to overthrow the decadent rule of the Qing Dynasty, the problem could not be solved by the "gospel" of Christ, and the people must be aroused to carry out democratic revolution, so that he began to change from an industrialist to a revolutionary, which was the most fundamental turning point in his life. Soong Ching Ling especially admired his father's turning point, and he was particularly happy that his father would soon become an enthusiastic supporter and close friend of Sun Yat-sen..

Naturally, she can't forget her father telling him his experiences as a teenager in the form of telling stories. He is the son of the motherland and people, and he deeply loves his motherland and people. Supported by this strong patriotic and democratic thought and inspired by this lofty ideal, he showed courage and foresight in cultivating himself and his brothers and sisters without fear of difficulties, violence and twists and turns, which made Qingling never forget. Because of these, it has a great influence on her growth.

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One past after another floated to Soong Ching Ling's mind, making her painful heart more painful. To be fair, it wasn't that she didn't want to elope to Japan at that time, and she gave up this wish by marrying Sun Yat-sen.. Many years later, Qingling said to her friend, "I really made up my mind, but I can't make up my mind." After all, my parents raised me hard. If I leave them, I will disappoint them. However, I admire Dr. Sun very much, just like there is a fire burning in my heart, and I can't put it out ... "

Yes, Qingling couldn't get rid of this huge contradiction at that time. Even after sleeping at night, my mind is still thinking and fighting over and over again.

Sometimes, Qingling thinks about how painful her parents will be after leaving home and tries to suppress her love for Sun Yat-sen, but it is like a gourd in a water tank, which will eventually float up. Not only that, but even like the cover on the coal fire enhances the firepower, the more tolerant it is, the fiery heart of love will burn tenfold.

Late one night, Qingling couldn't help asking herself and answering: "Remember 1900 September 8th?"

"Remember, remember, how can you not remember? That day, Dr. Sun came to visit my father, and I met him for the first time ... "

At that time, Qingling was only 7 years old, and she was still a child who was not sensible. But she stood beside her father and looked at this extraordinary visitor with wide eyes, attracted by his conversation with his father. Sun Yat-sen's strong patriotism and dedication to "feel the injustice in the world and join the revolution for life" made her feel very fresh and beautiful. That feeling left a deep impression on her young mind, which will be unforgettable for her life.

Later, when Soong Ching Ling was a teenager, Sun Yat-sen often visited his father, discussed the road to saving the country, talked about the anti-Qing revolution, and often met her. Once, she heard Sun Yat-sen say, "... Great changes have taken place in feudal China after the Opium War of imperialist aggression against China. Under the invasion and oppression of foreign capital, China can no longer adhere to the "closed door". In fact, the Great Wall of Wan Li has been completely washed away by foreign guns, cannons and crosses. China was forced to sign many unequal treaties and lost many national sovereignty and territory. China has gradually become a semi-colonial and semi-feudal society, and people's lives are in dire straits. However, the corruption in Manchu became more and more serious, and China had to carry out a revolution. We will overthrow the decadent monarchy and establish a harmonious government. Our country should be independent, equal and free, and the people should enjoy survival, development and all the rights corresponding to it; I will strive for this goal, which is a great goal worthy of my life. "Qingling listened to, can't help feeling refreshed. He was forbidden to say, "I want to fight like you." At this time, Sun Yat-sen smiled and encouraged happily: "Yes, Qingling, of course you can help me. Everyone must help me. Only in this way can the revolution succeed, you know? " Like a conditioned reflex, Qingling immediately remembered what she saw in a pamphlet: "We must arouse the people and work together ..." The clever girl looked at Sun Yat-sen and smiled sweetly: "You are right, just like what is written in the book." Sun Yat-sen couldn't help laughing. It was in this laughter that revolutionary ideas such as "for the revolution" and "struggle with * * *" were quietly broadcast into her young mind.

Soong Ching Ling graduated with honors from Westrian Women's College in the summer of 19 13 with a bachelor of arts degree. She learned that the domestic situation had changed dramatically, and the "second revolution" led by Sun Yat-sen failed, so she was forced to flee to Japan and fidgeted for several days. Just when she was planning to go back to Shanghai to visit relatives, she arrived in Berkeley, California, and suddenly received a phone call from her father, asking her to "postpone her trip". She thought she wouldn't wait long, so she only planned to stay in Berkeley for a while. At that time, she never imagined that she had lived here for more than half a month. She did not expect that her father would soon follow Sun Yat-sen into exile in Japan. Song Ailing continued to be the secretary of Dr. Sun Yat-sen. Song Jiashu directly assisted Dr. Sun Yat-sen in his revolutionary activities. At this time, Soong Ching Ling, full of revolutionary passion, followed his father's telegram and arrived in Yokohama, Japan on August 29th, 19 13. At 9: 50 the next night, accompanied by his father and sister, he visited Sun Yat-sen's apartment. Although I met Sun Yat-sen many times in my childhood, I met Sun Yat-sen for the first time as an adult. When she was studying in the United States, she always spoke highly of the significance of the Revolution of 1911 and Sun Yat-sen's overthrow of China's feudal monarchy for thousands of years. She wrote at the beginning of an article entitled "The Greatest Event in the 20th Century": "In the eyes of many famous educators and politicians, the China Revolution is the greatest event after Waterloo and one of the greatest events in the 20th century. The most brilliant achievement of this revolution means that 40 million people have been liberated from the slavery of the extreme monarchy. This autocratic system has existed for more than four thousand years. Under its control, survival, freedom and the pursuit of happiness are deprived. This revolution marks the end of a dynasty, which was cruel and extremely selfish, and turned this once prosperous country into a poor country ... "At about this time, she simply regarded Sun Yat-sen as her own god, and at the same time regarded him as the savior of China. Therefore, when she called on Sun Yat-sen this time, she felt extremely honored. She believes that the great revolutionary she is about to meet will not be in exile abroad for long. She is convinced that this powerful patriot who is ready to devote himself wholeheartedly to the revolution will eventually find a way to return to China and an opportunity to lead the people to continue to struggle for lofty ideals.

At that time, Soong Ching Ling really came to Sun Yat-sen with his father with this unparalleled reverence. She greeted Sun Yat-sen with admiration and reverence and brought him a box of California fruits sent by revolutionary sympathizers.

Sun Yat-sen smiled kindly and said in a steady and clear tone: "Thank you for your understanding and desire for me, and thank you for sending so many delicious foods. At present, the revolution has not been successful and there are still many difficulties. We should continue to work, the motherland and the people need it! " Sun Yat-sen paused and looked at Qingling kindly. Listening to Dr. Sun's teachings, I was full of joy and happiness when I came to celebrate my age.

However, what makes her feel happy and happy is yet to come!

At that time, Soong Ching Ling's father was in poor health, but he still insisted on handling English letters for Sun Yat-sen. As it was not suitable for sitting cross-legged on the floor for a long time in the Japanese way, I asked Qingling for help and soon taught my daughter to assist Sun Yat-sen in his work. Later, because Song Ailing returned to Shanghai and married Kong Xiangxi, she left her job. Qingling took over from her sister as Sun Yat-sen's English secretary and undertook the arduous and dangerous revolutionary work of Sun Yat-sen's communication at home and abroad.

With the failure of the "Second Revolution", the revolutionary cause led by Sun Yat-sen was in trouble. On the one hand, after Yuan Shikai came to power, he openly took refuge in imperialism, stepped up the activities of restoring monarchy, cracked down on revolutionary forces, and sent a large number of assassins to murder revolutionaries; On the other hand, under the white terror, many revolutionaries either lost their morale or surrendered and split, so almost all of Sun Yat-sen's anti-Yuan activities fell into adversity and were in a very difficult period.

At the critical moment of Sun Yat-sen's revolutionary journey, Soong Ching Ling bravely stood up and actively helped Sun Yat-sen with his work. What a tense and happy day it was. Every day, when the sun comes out of the boundless sea, she starts to get busy. Or organize documents, deal with letters and telegrams sent by patriotic overseas Chinese in eastern and western countries and Hubei, Hunan, Jiangsu, Zhejiang, Guangdong, Shandong, Shanxi and other places, or seek and provide information urgently needed by Sun Yat-sen or engage in many other heavy daily work. These things often keep her busy from sunrise to sunset.

Once, Sun Yat-sen was busy all day. When eating, sweat, like soybeans, suddenly trickled down from Sun Yat-sen's round, slightly wrinkled face. He felt a sharp pain in his whole abdomen and had to rest on the cane chair.

This situation startled Soong Ching Ling, who was sitting on the side. She quickly took painkillers and let Sun Yat-sen take them. He took the medicine, and it was already sunset. Qingling helped Sun Yat-sen to bed in the bedroom. He lay down and slept for a long time, and Qingling noticed his expression, which seemed to be a lot more stable. At eight or nine o'clock in the evening, he suddenly opened his eyes and gently called "Qingling"! Then I closed my eyes and went to sleep. Qingling couldn't help worrying, but she kept careful observation and nursing at the bedside.

Night, quiet! Lying in bed, Sun Yat-sen slept peacefully and sweetly like a child. I don't know when the crow of a rooster who woke up too early came from a distance. This sudden noise woke Sun Yat-sen. He opened his eyes, sat up from the bed, and looked at the anniversary sitting by the bed. His eyes were moist. Suddenly, a warm feeling spread all over his body. In his wandering life, he felt the joy of victory and the harmony of revolutionaries. Today, he really felt the warmth brought by a young girl.

On another occasion, Sun Yat-sen wrote a manuscript at night until two or three o'clock the next morning, and the kind Soong Ching Ling brought him a dinner. Sun Yat-sen is still absorbed in that pen and continues to write his things. At this time, Qingling spoke: "Magodayu, it's already midnight. How can we wait until dawn?" Sun Yat-sen raised his head slightly, smiled at her and nodded, indicating that he knew it was time to rest. However, his manuscript has not yet been completed. If he lets go, he is afraid that his inspiration will be weakened. If not, he will continue to write. Finally, Qingling could not help it. She moved her heart and begged him, "My good doctor, can you put down the pen for me?" There is a deep tenderness in the tone, which contains endless care and consideration, and even a little blame to some extent. Sun Yat-sen knew that she was unhappy because she didn't listen to advice. So he put down his pen and said humorously, "Yes, yes, my secretary!" " "He said, and smiled. It was a grateful smile. Qingling smiled naturally, so clearly.

Like relatives, Sun Yat-sen is also very concerned about Soong Ching Ling, and his concern is full of understanding and generosity.

1965438+One day in the early autumn of 2004, Sun Yat-sen sent someone to invite Soong Ching Ling at night, but she went to the drugstore to buy medicine because her adopted daughter, Okamoto, the landlord of Zhuang Ji, was ill. As it happens, when she came back. I met Sun Yat-sen at the gate. At this time, he really asked, "What, are you sick?" Qingling shook her head: "Oh, I'm fine. What happened to me? " Sun Yat-sen couldn't help laughing: "I heard that you went to the drugstore to buy medicine. I thought you were ill and worried about you. " It seems that you are really fine, unlike you who are sick. A stone fell to the ground. "

She doesn't talk much, but her words are warm, and her heart seems to melt in the warmth. Because she knew that Sun Yat-sen was trying to sum up the lessons of the "Second Revolution" and was busy reorganizing the revolutionary party day and night. Such a small message, he will have that reaction at once, but it can only be regarded as the expression of his true feelings. This kind of true feelings naturally flowed from his kind heart, so she felt particularly valuable. What is the most precious thing for people to live in the world? Isn't it the true feelings between people? Sun Yat-sen does care about Soong Ching Ling at ordinary times, but it is not unprincipled. He is very strict with Soong Ching Ling, especially with her work. There is one thing that Qingling will never forget.

That was on the eve of the first congress of China Revolutionary Party in 19 14. Sun Yat-sen found Soong Ching Ling and said that it was necessary to analyze the basic situation of revolutionary activities at home and abroad for her to collect. Two days later, Soong Ching Ling handed the sorted materials to Sun Yat-sen. At the moment, he was busy dealing with an urgent matter and said nothing. Later, he carefully read this material, found Qingling, and cut to the chase. He said: "On the whole, the materials are well written, but there are problems. How big is Macau? How can there be tens of thousands of square kilometers? " As he spoke, he stared at Qingling and severely criticized: "Remember, you are my secretary, you must be serious and not careless." Qingling's face turned red, and she couldn't help lowering her head, feeling extremely ashamed. She thinks that Sun Yat-sen's words are few, but they carry a lot of weight. This matter, especially these words, has been lingering in her mind, making her unforgettable. Soong Ching Ling deeply felt Sun Yat-sen's concern and consideration for her, but when she failed to fulfill her responsibilities in her work, Mr. Sun always severely criticized her and never gave in. This is the real care and love for yourself. Therefore, she feels comfortable, warm and proud to work beside Teacher Sun.

When two people are in frequent contact, it is easiest to establish feelings.

This is the case with Sun Yat-sen and Soong Ching Ling. Through frequent contacts, Soong Ching Ling saw many precious things from Sun Yat-sen, such as ardent love for the motherland and the people, great ambition to change the destiny of the motherland, unyielding will to fight for lofty ideals, warm and courteous attitude towards others, modest and prudent style towards friends, lofty thoughts, calm mind and wisdom. All this makes Soong Ching Ling feel heartfelt admiration. As a secretary, working beside Sun Yat-sen often feels like climbing a mountain or facing the sea, enjoying infinite beauty. At the same time, she often feels the passion burning inside her. What does this passion mean? She can't say for sure, but she feels like a water lily on the snowy mountain in front of Sun Yat-sen, surrounded by hot springs, warm currents and bonfires. Until the national liberation, Soong Ching Ling remembered the fiery, intimate and harmonious scene at that time. It was really a time when two people were soul mates and had a close relationship. Soong Ching Ling realized that Sun Yat-sen's ideal was her own, and she was devoting herself to a great goal. Therefore, although she worked hard all day, she had no regrets. As she said in a letter to Song Meiling who is studying in the United States, "I have never been so happy. I think this kind of thing is something I wanted to do since I was a child. I am really close to the center of the revolutionary movement, "she once said with great pride. "I can help China, and I can also help Mr. Sun who needs me."

On the other hand, the failure of the "Second Revolution", especially the suffering and loneliness suffered by the armed struggle against Yuan, gradually made Sun Yat-sen feel that Soong Ching Ling was an inseparable assistant when he graduated from the revolution and a caring person in his daily work and life. He has never received Qingling's help and care, help and comfort. "There is only one son who can be intimate for life?" Bai Juyi, a great poet in the Tang Dynasty, lamented that bosom friends were hard to find, which was exactly the same as Sun Yat-sen's thoughts at that time. Soong Ching Ling's quiet, gentle, steady and dignified manner, as well as the smile and gaze on Zhang Jun's beautiful face, are like spring breeze blowing in his heart.

Philosopher farage said: "Love is synonymous with friendship and a reliable guarantee for us to fight for the same cause." . Love is a good companion in life. You and the woman you love sleep in the same bed, because the same ideal binds two hearts together. "

How well this candle has been said in ancient and modern times! It is the same ideal to save the nation and change the destiny of the motherland that makes Sun Yat-sen and Soong Ching-ling gradually establish a deep camaraderie in revolutionary work and adversity, and make them love each other.

One evening in early June, 19 15, the magnificent sunset still smeared golden light on the bushes in front of the apartment as usual, making the pine tree blush like a bride. After dinner, Sun Yat-sen and Soong Ching Ling had a little free time, so they went for a walk arm in arm. The fresh air in early summer and evening in Tokyo is pleasant. They bathed in colorful sunshine and walked silently on the asphalt covered with pine trees. I don't know how long it took before Sun Yat-sen suddenly talked about the activities of revolutionaries at home and abroad. Although Soong Ching Ling studied in Shanghai Chinese and Western Girls' School as a child, she graduated from the Literature Department of Xian Sian Women's College in Macon, Georgia on 19 13 with a bachelor's degree in literature, which can be said to be a talented woman. However, in front of Sun Yat-sen, she always felt very shallow. When talking with Sun Yat-sen, she felt that she lacked talent. Sun Yat-sen was a great man of that era, a great intellectual and a great politician in China. His revolutionary courage and theoretical attainments, as well as his knowledge and talent in military affairs and diplomacy, are rare at home and abroad, and no one is worse at doing great things than him. On that day, Qingling listened to his lecture, and his eyes showed irresistible admiration and admiration.

During Sun Yat-sen's conversation, Qingling interrupted from time to time, and the two talked very speculatively. Suddenly, she turned to look at Sun Yat-sen and said softly, "Tomorrow, I will go back to Shanghai to visit my parents who have returned home because of illness, and I intend to tell them about our marriage." At this time, she smiled and whispered, "Look, is this ok?"

Sun Yat-sen didn't nod immediately. He hesitated for a moment, his voice a little nervous: "Qingling, I really feel good about you, and I began to feel love silently." This is not because of any other reason, but because your words and deeds and appearance are excellent, and your nature is more gratifying. However, I still have to say that you should be very cautious about our marriage, think about it for a while, and then ask your parents for advice before making a decision. "

"I have considered everything." Qingling said, "I think it's time to ask the old man for advice. We can't delay any longer."

Indeed, in her eyes, he is the most worthy of her love. His loveliness. It is because he regards the motherland as more important than life, because he bravely shouldered the burden of history for the freedom of the motherland, and he is ready to dedicate everything to his precious life. It is also because he tried his best to accomplish the great cause he yearned for and achieved the goal he pursued ... Soong Ching Ling, who has been in the world for 22 spring and autumn, has ever seen such a charming man? Is there such a lover who combines the virtues of the Chinese nation for thousands of years? She felt satisfied. She seems to feel that this tall, straight, brave and tenacious Sun Yat-sen, like the most beautiful flower in the world, is deeply planted in her moist heart. In that case, what is there to consider? The remaining thing is to get parents' consent and then marry the person you love. She said firmly to Sun Yat-sen, "After a long period of deliberation, I know that nothing makes me happier than you and serving the revolution. I am willing to work with you and devote myself to the revolution. If I don't do this, what's the point of life? " ! "

Listening to this heartfelt speech, Zhong Sun deeply felt Soong Ching Ling's deep affection for himself. Although 49-year-old Sun Yat-sen had a marriage, in all fairness, he never enjoyed such warmth, never bathed in such warmth and beauty, and he felt satisfied. He even felt that he had spent 49 spring and autumn years, waiting for a woman like her. Over the years, with frequent contact with work and life; With her understanding of the revolutionary reality

And his profound understanding of theoretical issues, he felt that his love for her was getting deeper and deeper. However, for a long time, he kept this feeling painfully in his heart, not to mention that the wheel of love has been driving his heart, bravely chasing his beloved idol like a golden car chasing the sun. Although sometimes, maybe in a flash, he still can't help but reveal something. His heart is full of contradictions. On the one hand, he and Qingling established a deep friendship between comrades in distress and began to fall in love silently. He felt how happy he was to get her love; On the other hand, he was troubled by his age and other issues, and didn't want to make it clear to her. He even advised her to be very cautious about their marriage many times. It is for this reason that when Soong Ching Ling took the opportunity of today's date to explicitly ask him about the combination of the two, he still advised her to "be very cautious and consider more time." However, love has its own laws, and everything must bow to it. No matter the old traditional customs, no matter the age gap, or the friendship between father and son, it seems that it is not enough. Sincere and mature love is the supreme law

* * * The same ideal shortens the age gap, and my gentle and lovely girl and the man who is almost "destiny takes a hand" have become lovers in love. What a happy moment. Soong Ching Ling looked at Sun Yat-sen around her, and looked at those eyes that were not only extremely keen, but also full of emotion. She felt a strong impulse and irresistible tenderness in her heart. Before meeting Sun Yat-sen, she had never been in love, nor had she tasted the taste of love and being loved. Sun Yat-sen's confession, especially his advice to her to think carefully, deeply touched her heart. Although it is a few common words, she appreciates the sincerity contained in them and the deep affection that makes her heart tremble. At the age of 22, she heard a man's frank voice for the first time, saw a great man's open mind for the first time, and knew for the first time that a revolutionary who was deeply admired and loved by the whole nation also had contradictions and anguish, as well as love and pursuit. He devoted himself to the revolution, devoted himself to the people's cause, and made every effort for the freedom, equality and prosperity of the people of China. * * * The same beliefs, interests and pursuits, so that two boiling hearts can be closely combined and get his love, which is my blessing and happiness. So, regardless of her age, she once again clearly and firmly said, "Dr. Sun, if I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have embarked on the revolutionary road and become the soldier most needed by the motherland." This is what you, my dear, gave me. What kind of love should I use to repay you? As long as you like, I will always accompany you and join you in the revolutionary cause. "She said, her eyes shining with expectation, as if eager for Sun Yat-sen's attitude.

Soong Ching Ling's heartfelt words roared into endless love in Sun Yat-sen's heart like a spring tide. His heart trembled, and every vein was filled with infinite happiness and satisfaction. He can no longer control his feelings. He looked at his beloved, with shining eyes and a solemn expression in his bright smile: "Well, suit yourself!" " "

Qingling finally waited for her long-awaited words. Happiness suddenly filled her whole heart.

Soon, Soong Ching Ling arrived in Shanghai and missed her day and night after coming back.