Everything is the best arrangement.

I often feel confused, I can't find the direction of my life, I'm always busy, drifting with the tide, and when I get to Qian Fan, I will eventually find the way that suits me best inadvertently. When the dust settled, I realized that everything was the best arrangement.

I want to tell my story, which is very common and simple. If someone can get a little comfort or encouragement from my words, I think it is worthwhile.

There is a saying circulating on the Internet that there are three paradoxes in the process of personal growth and life choice. 18 years old, who was asked to choose his own major without knowing anything about the subject and knowledge; 22-25 years old, when they have no idea about the operating rules of the business world, let them choose their work direction; 25-28 years old, asking for a long-term partner who knows little about himself and interpersonal relationships. I think this is normal, in fact, most people come here like this. Life is like this, just like a one-way train, which can't turn back and can only stop at the designated station. But every stage has a stage of scenery, and there is no absolute difference between good and bad. Everything is like drinking water, and you know it well.

I was born in the rural area of southern Shaanxi, and my family is not rich, so I have almost no chance to meet people with special culture, no money for me to learn talents, and no chance to see the outside world. Before I went to high school, I hardly went to the county except to see a doctor. High school is closed management, there is no opportunity to go out, and of course there is no financial support. In a word, my vision is very narrow. Even universities in China have only heard of Tsinghua, Peking University and Xi Jiaotong University. When I volunteered for the college entrance examination, I knew nothing.

In high school, my grades have always been good. In the final sprint stage, I don't know if I didn't master the review method or psychological reasons, and my grades slipped. At that time, my parents asked me to take one exam, which was very simple for me. But I still want to get into a good school, but I'm in a bottleneck. 2065438+April 2008, the class teacher told me that there was a platform for the sunshine college entrance examination. As long as it is a rural hukou, you can apply, and when you volunteer, you can enjoy the special plan of colleges and universities, which means you can drop a few points appropriately. Of course I'm happy. So which school should I apply to? I looked at the schools that approved special programs in colleges and universities, but I didn't understand anything. Results I chose Shaanxi Normal University.

In fact, according to my usual grades, most people think that I can easily enter Shaanxi Normal University by taking the naked exam, and it is not worthwhile to waste the opportunity on it, so I can choose a better school. Finally, as you all know, I made the right choice by mistake.

I didn't know these schools at that time. Why did I choose Shaanxi Normal University? First of all, it has special plans for colleges and universities. Second, the teacher is the person I have the most contact with since I was a child. The teachers I met are very kind to my students, and they have more or less influenced the establishment of my outlook on life and values. The head teacher, Chinese teacher, history teacher and political teacher of senior high school all graduated from Shaanxi Normal University. I think it will be good for me to be like them in the future. In addition, my grandfather used to be a teacher, although it was only a few short years, but according to his grandfather, his students respected him very much and had a bright future. I yearn for teachers' sense of value and happiness, and hope to be full of peaches and plums in the future. If you apply to this school, it would be great to take the naked exam. If I fail, then the college special plan can help me.

In the process of filling in the materials, some episodes appeared, which was once frustrating. Here, I would like to thank my good friends Ray and Bai Jiaxuan in particular. Thank them for their encouragement and company.

When I volunteered for the college entrance examination, I finally used the special plan of colleges and universities. When I volunteer, no one around me understands. I turned to my class teacher again. Her living room is crowded with people. When everyone is busy choosing a school, I am at a loss. Because I'm not sure whether the college special plan can help me? My family asked me to choose finance. Should I listen to their arrangement? At this time, the class teacher gave me a push. She said that I was simple and steady, suitable for being a teacher. When I reported to Shaanxi Normal University, I learned that the special programs of colleges and universities recruit normal students at public expense, and only Chinese language and literature, English, ideological and political education and history are elective courses. At the suggestion of my teacher, my first choice is Chinese language and literature, and my second choice is English. Finally, I became an English junior college student.

I prefer China language and literature. After learning English, I had a chance to change my major, so I gave it up. Because I think learning English is also good, I met like-minded friends and teachers who care about me. If I study Chinese language and literature, I may not be happy. Because I said I like it because I haven't touched it yet. In the English department, I studied hard and got a scholarship, so there is no problem in choosing English. Learning English doesn't affect my learning Chinese. I still like reading and writing. If Chinese language and literature were my major, I might hate writing.

I especially like the word fate. There is a destiny in the darkness. Fate let me meet English, because I have no fate with Chinese language and literature, but I have a deep fate with English. If you don't learn English, how can you have the vision and knowledge of English speakers? How can I get to know my current mentor and friends?

In a blink of an eye, I'm a senior and it's time to find a job. Recruitment in Shaanxi started very late, and schools began to recruit in the middle and late June of 10. I am lonely in my bones. I don't like lively Xi 'an and Xi 'an who has no sense of belonging, but everyone says that Xi 'an is good and Xi 'an has many development opportunities. I'll just let nature take its course and start the interview. I handed in a micro-course to Xi 'an Middle School and participated in an interview with Tieyi Middle School. Even I went to Xianyang. In the end, some failed and some succeeded. I have grown a lot by participating in the recruitment. I am aware of my own shortcomings, the grim employment situation and the cruelty of society. Seeing a large number of graduate students looking for jobs, I realized the importance of the first degree and the support of national policies. I found that the process of finding a job and handing in resumes at public expense was almost unimpeded, and I began to be glad that I chose a public expense normal student to work in a middle school with a bachelor's degree.

Looking for a job depends on strength, opportunities and sometimes relationships. I am grateful to the national policy of free normal students, to my parents who support me unconditionally, to the guidance of the class teacher, and to myself who works hard.

By the end of June 1 1, my internship was over and I began to think alone in the dormitory. I remembered what the head teacher of the internship said: If you want to stay in Xi 'an, you can stay anyway, even if your middle school or primary school doesn't teach well. If you don't know yourself, you will probably go back to your hometown.

I think this statement is very reasonable. What to do depends on a person's mentality and determination. I began to lose sleep, thinking about what kind of life I really wanted, and I talked to people many times and asked for their opinions. Finally, I found that it was just a suggestion. No one can really make a decision for you, because no one dares to take responsibility for your life. I began to recall that I was never ready to live in Xi or Xianyang before I went to Xi and Xianyang for an interview. I will never be suitable for Xi 'an. Why do I sometimes struggle? Because I think too much, it seems that staying in Xi 'an proves that you are very capable and will make others look up to you, but I have to admit that I am sometimes vain. When I was depressed, my uncle came to Xi 'an to talk to me and told me that everyone had their own choices. It's not necessarily good to stay in Xi 'an. He supported my choice. My family, teachers and friends also think so.

After thinking it over, I gave up the job fair held by Xi Education Bureau on February 1 day. Now I have decided to go back to my hometown Shangluo. Which school should I go to? My roommate Jessica said that there must be something exciting for me. She likes the working environment of the contractor and can learn from the master. It was Master who touched her. What about me? I don't know. I'll list the schools Shangluo can go to first, and then prepare for the interview. The best school in Shangluo is Shangluo Middle School, where there is a teacher named Chen Shuzhen. She once gave a lecture in our college, and I think it is good to learn from her. I got the phone number of the principal from a friend and learned about the recruitment process, so I began to prepare materials. Special thanks for encouraging my roommates and friends, guiding me and helping me contact Mr. Ma in the recording classroom.

On February 4th, 65438, I got up early and went to the stall of Shangluo Middle School. I was very excited when I saw Mr. Chen. Because I had passed the first round, the jury was very satisfied with my performance, so I had another simple interview, and the school expressed its intention to sign the contract to me. I am very happy, because I know that the English of this school is very strong, and I also know Mr. Chen, and I will know more teachers in the future. My good friend also signed this school, and I will be very happy in the future.

What if you don't stay in Xi 'an? Everyone's choice is different. As Jessica said, it's enough to impress yourself.

I don't know why, there is a force guiding me forward. Whether it is volunteering for the college entrance examination or looking for a job after graduation, everything is the best arrangement.

I hope that every friend facing the choice will be firm in his mind and choose carefully, and don't regret it if he chooses. No matter where you work, you should be ambitious and indomitable. You have to believe that each road has different scenery and is worth appreciating.