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Hello, I am willing to help you when I see your confusion. I won't let you know that I 1989, 20 12 graduated from college. Because I have a heavy ideological burden in senior three, especially in senior three, and there are some family reasons, it's a pity that I can only study in junior college for personal reasons. Do you know what I am doing now? I'm taking an examination of a primary school math teacher and signed up for a training class. I don't rest until after eleven o'clock every night. I work especially hard, mainly to learn math knowledge in senior high school. Because it has been many years, it is very difficult to learn now, and mathematics was not very good at first. Now married, I have two children, the older one is in my hometown with my grandmother, and the younger one is sent to my aunt's house over one year old. Because I have to study, I don't have time to take care of them, and the teacher recruitment exam is coming. I am very nervous, I sleep very little every day, and I really work harder than when I was at school. If I hadn't thought so much in high school, I would have been admitted to North China University. It's a pity that time can't go back, so I study very hard now, because I want to have a stable 1 job and have time to spend with my children when I rest. So I want to tell your children not to think too much. The task every day is to study, know everything you can't, and don't think too much about interpersonal relationships and things. Everyone is a classmate, others are good to you, and so are you. If others don't care about you, you will ignore his existence. There is generally no intrigue at school. Friendship on campus is the most beautiful. My friends now are all high school and junior high school students, and college students have little contact because of their long distance. So follow your inner peace and try to catch up with your studies. Nothing is more important at present.