Fang Teng: I haven't heard of you before. Now I'll touch you myself.

-lev tolstoy

I believe in providence, fate and God.

I have never heard of a profession called CRC before, and I don't know what kind of profession it is. Later, during my most sad time, I learned from my friends and still didn't understand.

But at that time, I urgently needed a way to release myself, as if this was the last straw I could catch. If I catch it, I can be calm and stable. If I don't catch it, I will fall into an endless abyss.

I don't know if you have the time.

All the despair and difficulties in the world have been met by you. Your life is aimless, confused and fearful. You question your ability, your major, and even your reason for living. Every day, I am more desperate in despair, thinking about spending a mediocre life like this.

When I was most desperate, Fang Teng's recruitment information was like a bright light, which lit up the way forward in the dark and led me to find the direction.

From the day I knew, I pestered my friend to ask her what CRC is, what she usually does, what conditions she needs and what professional requirements she has. My friends have been very patient, telling me bit by bit and helping me answer questions. At the same time, I looked up a lot of information on the Internet, and looked and touched it bit by bit to learn.

My friend shared Yilin Medicine with me and told me that there was a lot of relevant knowledge in it. I spent a week watching all the videos and texts, knowing that the core of China Resources is GCP.

Finally, I'm not so white. With a certain understanding, I asked my friend to help me submit my resume. At that time, my resume was also made temporarily. It's simple. I don't have rich work experience, a great major and amazing human resources expertise. So a simple resume was lying in HR's mailbox.

I wonder if my resume can be favored. Although the result is small, I dare not give up easily. I started praying, praying for attention. God heard my prayer, and finally, almost two weeks later, I got an interview call for my first test.

The first test is simple. Sister Jiang is very gentle and asked me many topics that have nothing to do with work. This is more like an ordinary chat between two people, and my nervous heart gradually calmed down.

Maybe gentle people have a trait that makes people want to talk. In the chat for more than an hour, we talked a lot and knew that I was an inexperienced white girl. Sister Jiang Yan only asked me about my work, my understanding of China Resources and my plans for the future. Finally, she told me that if I passed the initial exam, I would receive a second interview notice within one week.

Another miserable week. I waited and waited every day, praying to get a call as soon as possible, but by Friday, there was still no notice, and my whole body and mind were filled with loss and panic. Just when I was desperate, a strange number called and told me that I had passed the initial test and would arrange an interview in a few days. You know what it's like to suddenly go to the clouds from the bottom of the valley, just like the kind of happiness that I finally got after eating candy for a long time when I was a child.

Song's second interview notice made me even more uneasy. My friend told me that the second interview would ask some professional-related questions. I went through all the notes I had made before to make sure that some basic theoretical knowledge could be answered when asked. Song's second interview call came in advance, which made me feel relaxed instead of nervous when I was caught off guard. The next conversation was not very difficult, and almost no professional issues were involved. Sister Song's sweet voice and gentle tone made me more and more relaxed, and the process went smoothly afterwards. She told me that she would feed back what she knew to the department head.

Another week of waiting, approaching the Spring Festival, I still haven't received the news, and my mood is getting worse and worse. One day, I was attending a friend's wedding. It's already past six in the afternoon. It was dark at six o'clock in winter, and it rained that day. I got a call from Sister Lulu, thinking that she had passed the second interview and told me that she was admitted, but she just told me that she was the head of the Southwest Division and received feedback from Sister Song, hoping to get to know me better.

A week before the Spring Festival, I still didn't receive the admission notice, and I was in tears. My friend told me that the company had recruited an inexperienced newcomer before, and an experienced one competed with me. Maybe I didn't get my hopes up. At that moment, all my sufferings seemed to be infinitely magnified, and I deeply understood that I was not good enough after all.

With the last glimmer of hope, I reluctantly called Sister Lulu to ask for the result. She told me that if there were almost no problems, she had already reported them to the headquarters. Do you feel the spring wind blowing gently on your face, giving birth to hope in your heart? Have you ever felt the feeling that a drowning person can't breathe in the water and was rescued from the water to breathe fresh air when he was suffocating? That's how I felt at the time.

All anxiety and suffering are worthwhile, and all waiting and anxiety are worthwhile. I will always be blessed, not the one abandoned by God.

When I received the offer from HR, it seemed that all my worries were solved. I seem to see my new life on the other side smiling and accepting me, ready to hug me.

When I went to report years later, my colleagues were very good. Everyone gets along well and helps each other. This is really a loving family. Later, it was Sister Qin who helped me get familiar with the workflow, told me what to do and how to do it, and patiently taught me to answer my questions in detail, so I totally understood.

Now, I have been in Fangteng for more than two months, and I have never been so happy. Whether a job is long-term or not is an important factor, one is a sense of belonging, the other is a sense of accomplishment, and there is a company atmosphere, which makes me feel. When I was most desperate, Fang Teng accepted me. I really appreciate it, and I am also very grateful to those who have helped me. I love you.

Now my life is regular and full. Besides work, I have other time to develop my hobbies, arrange my spare time to the maximum and do what I like.

I never thought that one day I would become what I like, but now I have done it and gradually become a person I like very much.

Years can be expected, and there is still a long way to go.

Thank you, Fang Teng, for God's care.

May we always be young and always have tears in our eyes.

Jane Baoyu shared the daily punch on the 22nd.