Morning Diary

20 1 1 At the end of August, when I was still in Fujian on business and attending S6 Yuba's reading of Dida's new auto show, I was suddenly informed by the headquarters that the entire marketing department would lay off employees, either changing jobs or giving me a month to find a job. The news came so suddenly that I couldn't believe it was true. It was raining the day before I left Xiamen. Xiaoli and I went to Gulangyu for fun, but it was time to come.

After returning to Shenzhen and talking to the leaders, I chose to find another job. At first, I thought there must be many good jobs in the city, so I took my time to submit my resume online. September soon ended. I only tried two or three companies for the first time, and then there was nothing. And a lot of resumes are sinking into the sea. I'm about to go through the resignation formalities, and I'm beginning to worry, worry and doubt myself.

I didn't work in this major in my first job, and all the courses of product design and UI design were rejected due to lack of experience. Only the sales posts in the automobile industry and furniture industry responded, but I refused; Huawei, global sources, Baidu, Sony, and China film studios have all been interviewed, but they have not been given a second chance.

5438+1in the middle of October, I finally couldn't help it. I chose Eddie Monto in the home textile industry, which is a newly established brand department. The department boss is also a new leader who jumped from the cotton age, and the members are all recruits.

When the new official takes office, the boss wants to implement a set of big company practices in this company, but it is not harmonious with the boss and other department bosses. After going in for half a month, the department boss couldn't stay any longer, so the department was dissolved. Once again, I am facing job transfer. This time, I chose to leave without hesitation. Although the time is not long, I found that the management of this company is full of loopholes. 10 years later, it is far from the local industry leader.

165438+1At the end of October, I saw the exhibition assistant position of Asia-Pacific Media in the talent market. I was interviewed by the human resources department and passed the first level successfully. That night, I crammed online and got a preliminary understanding of the company and the basic knowledge of the exhibition. The next day, I just entered the 27th floor of the News Building. The whole floor was decorated with uniform bamboo products, and the employees of the company also wore formal clothes, silently adding points to their hearts.

The second interview was with general manager Luo, the exhibition director, and her capable and young image was silently added. After understanding the basic situation, I began to talk about salary, which was seriously lower than my expectation. She asked if she could accept it and come to work tomorrow. I thought about it, but I agreed. Then I met Mr. Luo, the boss of the company, and asked two questions, where I came from, what major I studied, and signed my name, less than a minute before and after. The next day, I came to the company early That day was 20 1 1 year165438+1October 24th.

However, the exhibition industry is not as beautiful as I imagined, and the company is not as beautiful as the first impression. I'm new here and have no experience. Call the exhibitors' residence every day, review the contract, register the contract and other trivial matters. I often work overtime until 90, plus an hour's commute, and there is no one to talk to.

All this is so different from the past that I have the urge to leave every day. However, I persisted until the end of the cabinet exhibition in March. After becoming a full member, Mr. Luo affirmed my work performance, so my state gradually improved. Then assist the staircase exhibition in Shanghai, the shower room exhibition in Zhongshan and the redwood exhibition in Zhongshan. Although I arrive at the office early every day and finish every task seriously, I still haven't convinced myself.

Until the arrival of Miss Su. Miss Su has just come to the exhibition department to do some chores for the shower room exhibition and paste invoices for the wardrobe exhibition. She said that she is almost a professional ticket sticker. I don't know why once, I chatted with her on OA, and she was still in the adaptation stage of this job.

So I exchanged my feelings about this company and this job with her and encouraged her to stick to it for a while. Then, Miss Su and I went to the canteen to eat together and began to talk about everything. In the process of communicating with her, I also combed my emotions. Slowly, I began to accept this company bit by bit, got used to working overtime, and stopped complaining about the long journey to work.

However, what really made me suddenly enlightened was that two graduate students were facing the stage of finding jobs after graduation and learned that they also encountered the problems I had encountered. I realized that all of us will encounter these problems whether I am a graduate student or not (at that time, I gave up my postgraduate study at Baowu University and failed in Tongji University's achievement major course).

At this moment, I find myself regretting my original choice. Subconsciously, I feel that it would be much better if I had stayed at Wuhan University for postgraduate study. Facts have proved that graduate school and work are just two different choices. What matters is not which one you choose, but what you do after you choose.

On August 20 12, the exhibition department opened a new office in Building 2 of News Building, which shows the company's attention and investment in this department. From 20 12 to 12, the department selected five star-rated employees. I am the one with the shortest entry time. I have been promoted from an intermediate project assistant to a senior project assistant, and my working status is getting better and better.

In the year-end summary of 20 12, I made a long speech, analyzed my own advantages and disadvantages, and the direction that should be improved in the future, which is a model of annual work summary. During the year-end interview, Mr. Luo pointed out for the first time that I could consider transferring to the overall planning position.

The cabinet exhibition ended in March 20 13. Because of the small number of customers and heavy workload, we cooperate with Koharu to do some overall work. After the exhibition, Mr. Luo formally offered to be the coordinator and promised that she would take me personally. This position was originally a manager's post, because I just got promoted to a senior assistant, so I can only be transferred to it as an assistant first, but the assessment is based on the manager's standard.

May is the fur exhibition, and I will take over the overall work. Co-ordination is a newly established post in 12, and many job responsibilities and processes are still being explored. In the coming days, I began to be anxious, afraid of making mistakes and missing any work. But everything survived, despite big and small mistakes.

Soon, the wardrobe exhibition project of 14 started. I'm still considering whether to continue as a coordinator. At this point, the performance of the department has been reformed. The coordinator belongs to the service post and the assistant belongs to the business post. The salary of service post is lower than that of business post, and once the project is profitable, the commission ratio is also lower than that of business post. I am a little shaken, but I know that the overall work is more about training. At this time, teacher Yu's affirmation to me at the fur exhibition kept me going. In July, Mr. Luo informed a group of people to be promoted and asked me to prepare, but I was not on the final list, and another leader said it was inexperience.

In August, the company undertook a new case project and held an exhibition+opening ceremony in Shuyang International Huamu City, Jiangsu Province. Originally, this project did not belong to me, but another coordinator was pregnant, and this position was only for the two of us. Of course, this arduous task falls on me. The comfort given by the leader is, work hard, you are inexperienced now, and this is a good opportunity.

However, this is the first time to be held outside the exhibition hall, and it is in another project team. The style of leadership is completely different from now. Local resources are extremely scarce and information is unreasonable. It's the first opening ceremony, and I lack trust in local suppliers, so the communication cost is very high. This time, my anxiety is more serious than when I was at the fur exhibition. I can't sleep, I have no appetite to eat, and I feel sick from time to time. I even wish I was pregnant. Others are still on vacation on the 11th National Day, and my manager and I have already set foot on the train to Shuyang. After 27 hours by train and bus, we finally reached our destination.

During the days of the exhibition, I worked overtime with the manager until late at night every day. The day before the exhibition, I was only busy until 2 am. The leader said he could go back to sleep after the meeting in the morning. But he kept calling me this afternoon and needed my coordination. Insist on closing at 5 o'clock, fell asleep on the way back, didn't eat in the hotel, and fell asleep in bed. But everything has passed, and the effects of exhibitions and activities have also been recognized by customers. **

10 ends, Shuyang Flower and Tree Exhibition ends, and preparations for wardrobe exhibition begin. This wardrobe exhibition is the largest, and it is three projects together. I have two leaders and four assistants at the same time. Although a lot of work has been revised on the basis of the last session, the workload of making three versions of a content at the same time has increased a lot. I made several low-level mistakes in many printed works.

65438+February, the company has a promotion opportunity, and I am on the list. But there is no news yet.

Years later, the workload increased sharply, and the pressure also increased. The leader pointed out on QQ many times that there was something wrong with my working method and my work efficiency was too low, which made him very disappointed. I went to the exhibition hall a few days ago and saw that most of the comprehensive layout had not yet been decided, and the leaders had something to say. This time, I couldn't bear to tell him directly that I had tried my best and had a clear conscience. If you don't think I can do it, you can change people immediately. I ignored him that day and buried myself in the progress.

From mid-March, I worked overtime for half a month in a row, and in the last few days, I didn't go home until early morning every day. My husband doubts whether I have gone home. I didn't finish washing and packing until 6 o'clock the day before I went to the exhibition hall. I want to go to the office until dawn, but I can't open my eyes. I slept for less than an hour and hurried to the bus stop with my suitcase. Fortunately, I slept for two hours on the bus to the exhibition hall and recovered a lot. **

After arriving at the exhibition hall, because of the comprehensive arrangement, I worked overtime for three days until the early morning. I'm really tired of answering countless phone calls and running around the exhibition hall all day. Halfway through, the leader's wife is going to have a baby. He went back to Shenzhen to accompany his wife, and left me to face the exhibition hall. The next afternoon, my wife gave birth to a boy, which I learned from other colleagues. He texted his assistant and others about the good news, but I was not on the list. When I talked about this with Miss Su at that time, I felt very lost. During the period, I was the only one who accompanied him to work late every day, but in the end I still had no place in his heart. Miss Su and I complained that I worked hard and didn't get the approval of the leaders. It was really boring.

On the last day of the exhibition, the exhibitor's truck crashed into the fire shutter of the exhibition hall. At first, I was dealing with other things, and I entrusted other colleagues to deal with them. An hour later, my colleague forgot to give me feedback, and I forgot about it. The leader told me to deal with it quickly. I rushed there, and I had to contact the exhibitor to pay. I reported to the leader, because the exhibitor was originally a customer on the second floor and moved to the first floor. The leader on the first floor pushed it to the leader on the second floor, and the leader on the second floor said that she could not call the exhibitor, otherwise the exhibitor would ask her to pay. I was angry. Let me solve the problem again, but not cooperate. Do you have such leaders? So I coordinated all kinds of calls and asked Miss Su about the phone number of the exhibitor. As a result, because the name was close, I was given the contact information of another exhibitor. Fortunately, the docking person of that exhibitor had a good attitude and left me alone. So, I asked Miss Su the correct contact information. The docking person was not at the scene, so I asked another person to contact me. At this point, the people in the exhibition hall also walked away. I stayed alone in the wind for an hour and made countless phone calls. Finally, the problem was solved.

The exhibition is closed at night. I was too busy to see the familiar faces of any company, so I hid in the door-to-door service point. I vomited with Beibei and Xiaoli, and I felt much more comfortable. Several times my tears almost fell, but I managed to hold back. The mahogany exhibition on the first floor on the 23rd was also cancelled, and I stayed in Guangzhou alone for one more day.

After returning to Shenzhen, this month's salary has not been paid, and the company has different ideas from top to bottom, leaving and preparing to leave a lot. Beibei advised me not to be silly until the baby was born. I think what she said is reasonable. At least I will stick to the fur exhibition and make further plans.

This is a rainy day on April 6, 20 14, written in QQ space. To my surprise, a month later. Shi Wen, a colleague who used to work in BYD, suddenly contacted me and said that Liu Qi was hiring now, and I could recommend it to you. Please try it.

I took out my old resume, updated the content and layout, and sent it to the world. Unexpectedly, in less than three days, I received a phone call from the Personnel Department of Liu Qi, asking if I could come for an interview at eight o'clock the day after tomorrow. You can reimburse round-trip air tickets and arrange accommodation. I agreed without hesitation.

After I hung up the phone, I immediately checked the ticket and asked for leave. From Shenzhen to Liuzhou, the most convenient thing at that time was to take a bus, and the afternoon bus arrived at 7: 00 the next morning.

The arranged hotel is next to the company. I checked in as soon as possible and finished washing. Unfortunately, after taking a shower, I fell down because there was water on the ground.

At 8 o'clock sharp, I walked into the teacher waiting for an interview. I probably did 70 or 80 people. After a quick scan, there are always ***2 girls. I sat in the front seat, tidied up my thoughts and wrote my introduction on a piece of white paper.

What surprises me even more is that the boy sitting next to me is studying in Wuhan and working in BYD, and now he is my leader.

Life is so wonderful, just like the classic line in Forrest Gump:

When the world closes a door for you, it will definitely open a window for you.