A Brief Introduction to Looking for Xiao Bing

Age: 17

Weight: 55 kg

Birthday: 1990.6.27

Height: 170cm

Place of birth: Shandong

Languages: Cantonese, English and Chinese.

Yearning City: Hong Kong

Personality: rebellious, publicity, etc.

Popularity index: high

Future ambition: film and television

Personal major: computer

Hobbies: Listening to music likes to go to strange places.

E-mail: 5555xiaobing @163.com.

"important award"

Excellence Award of the First Middle School Students' Composition Competition in 2003

In May 2006, the little angel reporter's ID number was 06 182 14.

In August 2006, he joined the Writers' Committee of the Center for Contemporary Culture and Art (Campus).

Certificate number 5084

September 2006 Campus reporter

In May, 2007, Time Gone Never Returns was published.

In July, 2007, he won the third prize of the second new classroom national innovation composition contest.

In August 2007, he won the second prize in the national "Century Cup" creation competition.

In June, 2007, 165438+ 10 published "One's Travel".

June, 5438+February, 2007, the first prize of the Global Chinese Young Writers Writing Competition.

June 5438 +2008 10, the book Resignation was published.

In April 2008, the 7th National Junior Star Competition won the gold medal.

Member of China Writers Committee in June 2008.

Won the title of Gong Sheng in the "Network Composition Competition" of Innovation Composition Network.

Silver Award of Youth Group in the 3rd Harmonious China "Bing Xin Cup" Literature Competition

Second prize of the 9th China Young Writers Cup essay competition.

〓 Resume of work 〓

16 years old, a person went to Xianyang net city to do network management. Laochuan worked as a waiter.

17 years old food factory worker

Now, the waiters in Gotham are in a mess.

I feel that writers are too vulgar. Therefore, as a newcomer after 90, I have experienced a lot.

"personal collection"

2005: Ignorant years, where is the future?

2006: K is at the beginning of the journey of life and poetry.

2007: K 2 at the beginning of life, wandering sacrifice, lost direction

2008: Vocational College Discipline and the Lost Summer

Xiao Bing's Classic Quotations

1. Some people's lives are beyond others' reach, just like fish will never live with birds in the sky.

2. Every humble place is a wonderful world. But we can't get involved at the same time. However, we all left … ran away … and fell in the same place we just visited …

3. Tired of life and people. Suddenly, I'm nostalgic again. This small town, which has lived for three years, has never been to an untouched place, people or things.

Who knows what will happen tomorrow.

Those lonely skies have not completely walked out of my world, and I am still sad. Those birds are still crying and singing sad singles. Those long-lost wounds still haven't healed, and my heart is still aching.

No matter how many days later, what will happen to us. We must live happily, because we will all die for a long time.

7. If one day, time goes far. I will watch the sunset alone. I don't know where you come from. However, you are my legend and my dream is the legend of the world. Sadness will be reborn.

8. Many things, after a long time, will become another thing. Parting can only make some people know how to cherish. No matter what I say, time is still passing.

9. I know that I can visit Satan for you, break the wings of angels, but cross the swamp of human nature. If I were a fish, I could leave the sea for you. If I were a bird, I would give up flying in the sky. However, you can't play with my feelings, you will regret it.

10. You have staged cruel plots against me again and again. I savored this last bite of your blessing and waved goodbye to you.

1 1. Why did you choose to bury the youth I gave you, and why did you burn incense with the letter I gave you? This is our sad growth. I don't blame you.

12. If given another chance, I will go to a new strange place and live another life anonymously.

13. This endless summer, you suddenly said to me: You are so annoying. I suddenly forgot what I wanted to say to you. At that moment, fate dominated everything, and the feeling you gave me didn't exist at all. What I gave you was just a lie I made up carefully.

14. It is raining again. I looked up, and it felt good to be kissed by the rain. Suddenly want to say: I love you for ten thousand years.

15. withered flowers wither on one side and new life opens on the other. Constant reincarnation. My world will not be half of yours. Because my loneliness won't let you see it.

16. Endless black, disappearing blue. You know that. My thin youth, like cicada, can't stand your destruction.

17. The bright light in summer tore a hole in the ground. I hid in the corner of the classroom, and it was quiet around. I began to write new words with a pencil. To commemorate my dead feelings, it sounds like the night wind, heartbreaking.

18. I don't believe that meeting you is just a passing thing. I believe it will always be a mystery.

19. Youth paints and colors on the wheel of fate. We rode bravely on the time machine, leaving a period of lush years, which we will always miss.

20. The noise, speed and crowd around me have disturbed my thoughts and memories. 、

2 1. The street lamp is still struggling to support the black canopy, but at the corner of the building, the flash is always off no matter how it vibrates, and there is endless darkness ahead. I bravely took every step. I am not afraid that the next time will bring me pain, although I have no Guanyin or the protection of the gods. But "they" are in my heart.

22. I stood alone on the playground, counting the sunsets in a few days. I believe that the stars in the midnight sky are bright and eternal.

23. Everyone needs to change, and everyone should change, or degenerate, or progress.

24. I still have a tender face and bright young eyes. But it doesn't change. My innocence, my naivety, my willfulness. My child's temper cannot be changed. I don't want to grow up. I'm not afraid of regrets that will haunt my future life.

25. Refusing to miss is the past after all; Refuse to miss, after all, living in another world; Reject distractions, which will eventually make people worse; Refuse to miss, never loved others; Refuse to believe, never believe in yourself.

I can't tell you how much I miss you, as if I were floating in another world. I think of your face. The scene of our life together is like a repeated movie clip, not repeated, but not boring.

27. I really should take back some things, put down some things and be a good boy.

28. Life has torn a crack, leaving a scam full of lies in my youth. I feel a sense of destiny. The road is endless, and I am still moving forward. I can't escape, so I fall and wander.

29. I am not a saint. I know I have many bad things, and these are the reasons for my existence. How can I survive in this realistic space without them?

30. I walked a lot, drove a lot and went to many places. Finally, I didn't expect that I actually liked vagrancy.

3 1. At first, I chose to smile at everyone. Finally, I found that I was wrong, and I chose to put it down. What you can't let go will last forever, and the world you can let go is there.

32. I am in front of you, and I am still flying alone. After meeting you, I stopped because you sang with me.

33. Those vague, looming happiness began to come back from the Tropic of Cancer and began to exist most clearly in the grid of years.

34. Maybe no one thought of the wandering people all the way and never said that I was so depressed. A strange transcendence separated by 130,000 waters, a peaceful state of mind, and a desalination of the highest realm in the world.

35. You said: depressed life, depressed people, depressed world.

People around me also say: depressed, depressed yourself, depressed everything.

No one says I am not depressed, no one wants to live my own life, no one knows how beautiful this life is and how to maintain a harmonious state. They, they, they will involuntarily think of meaningless depression to suppress their lives.

36. I began to tell everyone around me that I was not depressed. They all think that my life is so happy and that I am still not lonely when I am alone. I thought I was smiling and living so happily.

However, I spent so many days alone. I have never been so silent in all these years.

However, I can only say that I am not what you think.

I finally found out that I was depressed, too.

37. Now, I seem to be listening to you: I am so depressed. Now you're not with me. Time has separated us. I want to go my way, you have a dream.

38. I still walk alone and live alone.

I know that I can't control my growth without God's right and Satan's evil power. I am just an ordinary person who can only write and fantasize. Do a very humble job.

40. However, some people are still close to themselves because of fate. Why? Why? It has been a mystery for so many years. Solve the mystery and we will grow up.

4 1. I saw my hair hang down naturally, grow up and wreak havoc in the four seasons, and draw obvious beauty.

42. I once bravely confessed to a girl. When the other person disagreed and suddenly disagreed with me, I understood.

43. None of this is necessary. Even if everyone leaves my world and makes me lonely, it's because I'm too bad or too good, and I won't be so sad.

44. Maybe no one noticed the traces left by the footsteps? Maybe no one knows how many roads we walk every summer. However, time knows that it records countless details of our lives.

45. You once said how wonderful your future is. Although you knew it was a long time ago, you still smiled happily.

46. Every year, the monsoon blows people from south to north, and time meditates silently on the road.

47. I'm still thinking about you. In these three years, I miss our past, a long road, a faded youth photo, and I have stood on it for many years.

48. I stood before God and lied that you were very happy. I stood in front of Satan and laughed, saying that you are not good.

No one answered, and I couldn't give myself an answer.

50. Put your hands together at night. Countless stars are full of my blessings to you. I wish you happiness, happiness and sky blue every day. I just hope you are happy on the road, and I am happy.

5 1. Go your own way, why tell others first? Time is on your way, why are you sad?

52. This is also a dream. Now I suddenly understand that life is actually a long way. Only when time is on it can there be cool colors or warm colors or something else. But you must carry it out seriously, and your world will be beautiful. If you just scribble blindly, you will be played by time.

53. Because time is on the road, there is a beginning and an end, and life goes round and round, so be good. If we walk fast, time will be slower.

54. Who is the angel in whose heart? Who do you miss most? Who is the blue tear in whose eyes? Who is the gorgeous chapter in whose life? Finally, it's not a bubble/

55. In the evening, I made a wish to a shooting star, hoping that you could stay with me. I want to tell the sky: I like you very much

56. Life has increased the chances of meeting you and me. Even if we looked at each other briefly before, I would be happy for many days. If I miss it, I think I will sink with the sunset.

57. Time is still running on the road, and it will take many years. Youth can't stand our luxury. We became very good.

58. Those ups and downs of birds scattered in the forest, on the silent island, broke the cry of every quiet summer. The wind is shining on the water.

59. I am used to running around every corner and the edge of every wall. I always walk faster than others.

60. You are still at the far end, where I can reach but can't break in, staring blankly, walking and watching the sunset alone. Let's just look at each other or understand each other in a few words.

6 1. I just want to tell you that your youth is brilliant and luxurious, and you won't come back after it. You should cherish it. You can't hear me now.

Where are you? I am here. I said I grew up a few days ago, and now I suddenly say I'm old. I want to stop and have a rest in the third year of high school, looking for my immaturity. Then quickly enter the next station like a train.

63. I suddenly feel that something beyond words has entered my life, just like many years later, we were so busy that we forgot our childhood dreams.

64. The bird flew away. I know he will come back next year. What about you? What time are you coming back?

I didn't tell them my name, only you. My route and way. I told you all my secrets. A gray sky.

66. Silence is not because I don't like talking. Just because I'm crazy and savage doesn't mean I'm necessarily bad. I'm still a child. I have always kept my childhood dream. I can selfishly give up some extravagant flowers. Because now, I no longer casually scatter my childhood dreams. This is a different me than before.

67. Actually, it's not far from us, son. We can see it when we pass by. But no one looked back, just watching. Life flies by, no one looks back, no one stops to think about childhood dreams.

68. They will only lead extremely depressed lives, and their dreams will be gradually forgotten. We are not children anymore. And I'm still busy with the college entrance examination, and I'm dizzy and numb. And many years later, dreams will be forgotten. Yes, this is my sorrow, perhaps the sorrow of a whole generation. However, I calmed down, recalled my childhood and looked for my childhood dream.

I want you to know that if a person can be lonely, then he must have great dreams in his heart, but he can't be printed and dyed by the world. Birds are coming, and spring is blooming.

70. I feel that I am living an isolated life and being summoned by the outside world. I am far away, and Lian Xiao feels extravagant.

7 1. Someone is here, crying for me to come over because happiness overflows her world. Someone is there, walking alone, numb and silent, but always silent. I can't go there, I can't talk to them, I can't know their inner secrets.

72. How many people still stubbornly live alone under the sky blue? Who is opposite and who is calling for the past, how many people and one person's city cling to that distant dream around happiness.

Many days later, when I passed a large group of strangers, no one paid attention to me. I know this place no longer belongs to my propaganda. No one knows that I am a good boy. No one. I'm still pregnant with the innocence of children. No one knows that I can write a beautiful article, and no one knows that I won the prize easily in the competition. I am ordinary, I am simple. I'm just a clay figurine left by Nu Wa.

74. It was the end of the first ten days of 2008, and it finally snowed. The campus is very lively. It's snowing around me, and suddenly I have a feeling that I just want to be with you.

When I saw you with other boys, I began to feel sad. I suddenly found out how I can be so stingy. But I'm angry.

For a great personality, I decided not to ask you anything. You can be with whoever you want. I want to calm down and face life again.

77. Where dreams begin

In an ancient city

78. Many words are not written down.

Many memories have just been lost.

79. A cool breeze blows and ashes settle, which seems to be a degenerate life. I am often confused in it, but I don't know why.

80. Take the same route every day, do the same things in the same place, and meet some familiar people or strangers. It's boring. It's boring. Well, I never complain.

8 1. Some sad rainy days, the cool wind coming on, disrupted all my thoughts. I decided to leave.

82. I stood in an ancient city and looked up at the sky like a child. The center of the dream began to be torn and shattered by the ties, and lonely flowers bloomed beside it. I am like a wounded bird. I didn't cry when I fell in, and my numb pain began to escape.

83. Madness brought me into another world, where my youth began to become domineering.

Reality shows off me and blocks my dream. Strangely, I didn't cry. I tried to go to the end of the world.

When I came to the end of the world, it was also the end of fate. Everything will change and a new perfect world will begin.

Life and death, everything is incomplete. I'm still running hard, but not for the perfect combination.

I want to create a miracle, stand on the wheel of reincarnation and fall out with the most beautiful smile.

In the picture of stumbling to a stop.

I have no right to refuse to be with you, just like a bird in a cage. But I am satisfied.

Seeing so many students coming and going, I want to go back to school.

85. Solidified thoughts accompany me, selfish people care for my life, and degenerate life pollutes my sacred dreams. I'm really sad. I feel terrible.

86. Nobody knows or asks me why I came here suddenly. I tried to tell them that he was half-understanding and half-understanding, with an ambiguous smile. Their smiles make me despair.

87. I'm leaving. I don't know how many times I thought about it. My father loves me the most. Mom will never really love me. On the edge of 17 years old, I grow up a little and get old a little. Youth is squandered in luxury, just squandered. I didn't cry.

88. I wandered for six days, and then lived in a Laosi Sichuan restaurant. Got a job. I am not homeless. They are also very kind to me. I began to have a place to live, and I could spend it happily every day.

89. I'm tired of walking, and I really don't want to walk any more. Stay in a strange place, put on work clothes and start a new job. I want to retire every day and make progress every day.

90. Finish your money. But I learned how to survive. I am really tired. I haven't been to the internet cafe where I used to live for several days. When the salary is paid on the fifth, after going there once, it will probably be forever. It is impossible to go there on purpose. I'm afraid it brings me the familiar extreme taste and makes me suffocate. I once lived in my place for almost a month, as if I had gone back to the past. Will not return to the past. This is a fact.

9 1. Five days left. I'm deciding whether to go or stay. I don't want to know whether to go or stay now. Doesn't mean much to me. I am really tired, but I don't feel tired. Maybe I'm numb. It's true that I was so numb for the first time.

After a long walk, I was so tired that I finally found a place to stop.

Helpless to do some very humble work, still smiling.

93. Escaped again

Still crazy, still rebellious, still naive.

Want to go back to school?

Want to leave this ancient city

Homesickness is everywhere.

My eyes are full of bustling cars and people in a hurry.

Tears fell down again.

This is a way to reverse the tone.

94. When you get on the train, think about how many people you have met, how many things you have done and how many places you have traveled. I have a long memory. This feeling is really sweet.

95. We walked through the past, with the present at our feet and the future in front of us.

I don't want this kind of life anymore, suddenly leaving and suddenly coming back.

I want to pay homage to this life and these retained memories as beautiful memories, but they will not enter my life.

96. It is often said that to be an ordinary person, you should be careless in your life.

97. Time, years, years are passing, and we are still growing. A long time ago, in order to save them, I put my watch forward three minutes, but what about "them"?

98. A panic is a month, and then a new year. Time does not return, memories can return, and those unhappy pleasures have turned into happiness.

99. Life is the stage for our performance. Life makes us confused, some people fall, some people waste their time, and some people are at a loss. Some people face it bravely. Time flies, no matter whether the next second is happy or sad, I will greet it with a smile. To express my love for life and cherish time.

100. Someone is leaving, and others will leave next. They are all my best classmates. The unpredictable will be staged one after another. God made me suffer this kind of pain, but I don't care to use "light" to resist, so as not to get too hurt.

I am a flower, for whom do I bloom quietly?

& lt to their decadent youth >

In the midsummer after the college entrance examination, the sun seems to hang overhead forever. White people who sting don't open their eyes. It's overwhelming. The whole world seems to be pure white.

The stadium once pointed to this place and said: You must come here to work after the college entrance examination. As a result, this statement really came true.

It is a bustling song city.

How to describe life now?

The rendering of songs never seems to stop. Katsuragi is an entertainment place for the rich and social hooligans.

Young people who eat, drink and be merry. A girl who can do anything for money. I think, in the end, their ending will be very tragic.

Nobody here trusts me.

The world is so dirty that dreams and innocence are nowhere to be put.

When I am about to turn eighteen, I am accepting a drastic change in my life.

Forced me to grow up quickly. But I don't want to grow up yet. Live a happy and simple life like a child forever. That would be great. They knew, so they laughed disgusting.

Is everyone secularized and become like you?

They began to teach me to work hard.

They said to me: Ha, little friend. What kind of work should you do?

I said, oh.

They also told me that wherever we go, we should keep our feet on the ground.

I said, yeah.

However, I am still alone, and I still like to take a strange road with my bag on my back.

I still have no words for you. Cultivating feelings with you is fruitless.

And when writing, my mind is always blank.

It has been like this for many days, and this life is no different from killing me.

Under the scorching sun, if you add a sultry wind. What style should it be?

This is the style!

This is also the time when I go out.

Staying in this place for a long time will only leave a lot of boredom.

Do those things every day, make so much noise every day. Every day I look up and see the blue sky.

Hey, you know what?

Now, I work hard every day. You can chat with many girls every day.

I wonder if life now is a kind of happiness.

However, I finally know that it is not.

If I let go now, I will never miss anything here.

Isn't that why I stay here?

Because this place is my destiny takes a hand.

A road in this place is actually called Xi 'an Road. My hometown is Xi 'an. Moreover, my colleague actually stayed in Xianyang for three years. I said so, so he spoke politely.

When my fate ran out, I disappeared from this place. You also saw an innocent child here.

Face the difficulties of others. I still can't say the most vicious words. I can only quietly isolate some people from my world, forever.

Now, I'm leaving.

In fact, time is fixed from the beginning. Three months at most. At least not yet. Maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow. Maybe many days. However, it will never last forever.

I am thinking that they can earn a lot of money every day, live like ladies every day, and smile all over their faces every day. If, time passes. They are old, so what will be left?

Will you leave regrets, will you leave sadness?

There is always a distance between post-80s and post-90s. Say that what is done here is wrong and what is done there is not good. No matter how much you scold me, I can't be a post-80 s person.

They are not just a young lady. And I ... and I ... ...

I seem useless now.

Tsinghua said: The girls who come here are all for money.

I saw them smiling when they greeted their guests. At that time, I was wondering what kind of style their mood was.

Don't they think their youth is a kind of decay?

If I leave, it will continue here. There are thousands of Qian Qian song cities and thousands of Miss Qian Qian in the world. what can I do?

I just want to tell you that some things can't be exchanged with money.