After reading the film, I also worked in the paint factory for half a year.

Film (Southern Song Dynasty? Zhangyan is green and clean, far away from shallow continents, graceful and unique. There are still remnants, how hot can it be if you don't show your autumn heart The same is true for mandarin ducks. Don't talk to the yarn washer. I'm afraid that the song of complaint will suddenly break the wind, but Cui Yun will break it. Looking back on the Han dance in those days, I was afraid that it would wrinkle when flying away, leaving a folded fairy skirt. Love that blue, still fading fragrance, still sighing and snowing. The cabbage is as clear as lead water, and the west wind blows away all night. I like watching the net, practicing flying and dumping the moon in the lake.

On a hot summer day, I feel restless. Maybe only by doing something similar to reading old sayings can I calm down a little. Then, I opened the dictionary and saw Zhang Yan's long-lost poem Thin Shadow.

During the day, George and Jun told me that they got a call from the office of the director of immigration in Ontario. The day after tomorrow (August 2nd, editor's note), the director of the Immigration Bureau will meet with me and several officials of the China Immigrants Emergency Assistance Fund to discuss Jiang Tiaoqiao's suicide and express the government's concern about the immigration situation in China. He said that he wanted to hear our opinions and suggestions.

China's Guangming Daily reported: "A China student named Jiang committed suicide by jumping off a bridge in Toronto, leaving behind a pair of underage children and a helpless wife. According to newspaper reports, Jiang is 44 years old. 1979 was admitted to Tsinghua University to study nuclear physics and obtained a master's degree. 3 1 year-old, promoted by Tsinghua University as the youngest associate professor in the whole school. From 65438 to 0996, Jiang went to Purdue University in the United States to study for a doctorate in nuclear physics, and received his doctorate in 2000. After moving to Canada, I couldn't find a suitable job anywhere and actually worked in a paint factory. In 2002, Jiang entered the University of Toronto with great depression to pursue his second doctorate, which he obtained this spring. Since then, he has been looking for a job everywhere and there is no result. " Not even a letter of rejection was received. "In this case, Jiang has reached a dead end."

Top students who are not easy to learn are rare. Keren left like this, making everyone sigh.

I read this poem "Thin Shadow", and it is actually extremely rare to discuss the tone and rhythm of the words. The word "thin shadow" was first written by Jiang Kui in the Southern Song Dynasty, and its origin is also found in Dimfragrance. "Dimfragrance" and "Thin Shadow" were both written by Jiang Kui at the same time. Yongmei took the first two sentences of the sentence "Thin Shadow is shallow, Dimfragrance floats near dusk" as the topic. Dimfragrance emphasizes the coolness of plums, while thin shadow emphasizes the quietness of plums. The whole word is a hundred crosses. The first ten sentences, five rhymes; Ten sentences and four rhymes in the back film. Use case of rhyme. Rusheng is no longer used in modern Chinese. But since Jiang Kui, few people have written lyrics in Dimfragrance and Shuying's tone. What is rare is that Zhang Qian was able to recite the lotus leaf in these two tones and wrote two words, including this poem Thin Shadow, also known as Red Love and Green.

"The garden is very clean. To Asashima, Tingming. "

"Blue Garden" refers to the lotus leaf. The lotus leaf-shaped round neck of "Biyuanzi Street" has the characteristics of Biyuan Street. Zhu: The tune refers to the small continent in the water. Pavilion: describes the towering appearance, high appearance. "As far away as the shallow continent, graceful and beautiful" describes the long-term vision and writes the graceful and fresh posture of the lotus leaf as a whole.

Jiang's life experience actually represents the universal essence of a generation of China people and a generation of new overseas immigrants since the reform and opening up and the resumption of the college entrance examination: knowledge, education and achievements, just like the lotus leaf in this word, stand tall on a continent.

"There is still a legacy, and it doesn't show the autumn heart. How much heat can it roll?"

"Legacy hairpin" should refer to the tender lotus leaf that has just emerged from the water and has not yet unfolded. This sentence is about the close-up of lotus leaves and the poet's reverie: from time to time, there are a few tender lotus leaves that have just emerged from the water, and the leaves have not been stretched, like a woman's head. How much heat can it hold? Close shot describes the beauty of the unexpanded lotus leaf color, while daydream reflects the poet's concern for the lotus leaf.

Not all fresh lotus leaves will unfold one by one. Isn't it the real life around us? How many people in this world can grow up without being wronged? How many people always get good results in life and career, and opportunities are always given to them?

It is said that because of Jiang's excellent academic performance, he got a foreign doctor and became an example for students in his hometown. Everyone was puzzled by his plight abroad and was shocked by his suicide. In my opinion, the word "accident" used in Guangming Daily's report that he "accidentally worked in a paint factory" representatively reflects many China people's deviation from the standard of life value measurement. China's education system blindly encourages students to get ahead and must make achievements; However, the ability to cope with life setbacks is not cultivated and educated enough. However, on the road of life, setbacks and difficulties often go hand in hand. Only by treating and coping correctly can we cope with the low tide of life.

Who says doctors can't work in paint factories? My personal experience is strikingly similar to that of Jiang: I am younger than Jiang, but I went to college with him in the same year and got good grades, although I was not a top student in the college entrance examination that year. When Jiang 1996 started to study for a doctorate, I had already received my doctorate for many years. The work I started after my doctor's graduation happened to be the most elementary R&D work in a paint company, which can also be called "actually working in a paint factory". At that time, I was the only one from China, and everyone else was from the West. But after half a year, I was promoted to do advanced research and development work; After half a year, I was promoted to the head of research and development; After ... ... my road is like this lotus leaf, slowly opening.

In retrospect, I am grateful and cherish this half-year "working in a paint factory", because during this half-year time, I was with the workers, and I contacted, learned and mastered the raw material performance, finished product formula, production technology and inspection technology of each product; I mixed with every westerner and learned from everyone, which improved my English.

With a series of achievements in improving the company's product formula and production, establishing new industry and enterprise standards and processes, I have successfully transformed myself from a researcher who is used to doing basic and theoretical work and can only write papers into a first-class expert recognized by the international industry who knows how to develop products and make them widely used in industry.

This half-year "part-time job" has laid the most solid and meticulous foundation for the growth of my career, and I have also become an employee in the company with a salary increase of two percentage points every year. I can't imagine what I would think today if all I thought about at that time was why I was a big doctor and I had to complain because I started to do only the most elementary work. Looking back, I sincerely thank God for his love and guidance during that time, which made me understand the truth in Romans 8: 28 that "all things should be worked together for the benefit of those who love God".

The lotus leaf of life does not care whether it can be fully unfolded, whether it can be rolled up with a lot of heat, but whether it has a jade autumn heart and a self-sustaining character forever.

Unfortunately, I didn't know Jiang before, so I can't share my experiences and feelings with him and give him some help.

I also pray for God's mercy and guidance, and wish to take every volunteer charity activity of myself and my friends as a vessel of God, so that more new friends can experience and understand the meaning of life and the true meaning of love, and there will be no more tragedies like Jiang's suicide.

"Mandarin ducks whisper with tilting cover, and don't talk, huan yarn. I am afraid of complaining about songs, and suddenly I will break the wind and break Cui Yun. "

"Lift the lid" comes from the story in Confucius Zi Cong that Confucius and Cheng Zi meet on the way and talk about it, that is, stop crossing the lid "secret language" to show love at first sight. A yarn washer refers to a person who floats yarn. Zheng Gushi: "Thank you, Huansha people, for staying in the rain." "Flower wind" refers to Hua Xinfeng, which is the wind that comes in response to the flowering period. The following "Mandarin Duck Secret Language" is about the joy and pity of lotus leaves for nature. Words describe lotus leaves as dense as umbrellas, but they seem to meet each other. Lovers who fell in love with Yuanyang at first sight, whispering intimately. This kind of honey-like love reminds people of the sadness of Huansha girl. The flowers bloom suddenly, and the songs of complaint suddenly break. Lotus leaves in the whole lakes and marshes are like thousands of Cui Yun, spreading from small to large, showing the "autumn heart" when the wind of flowers blows.

"Looking back on the China dance in those days, I was afraid to fly away and wrinkle my fairy skirt." Xiaque's "Folding the Fairy Dress" uses Zhao's allusion: "Biography of Zhao Hou" contains: "After the Song Dynasty returned to the wind and sent it far away, the emperor struck Ou with a literary rhinoceros. When blowing wine, he raised his sleeves and said, "The immortals are almost immortal, so they are new without them. The emperor ordered the left and right sides to hold their skirts. After a long time, the wind stopped and the skirt wrinkled. Later, he said, "The emperor has always been very kind to me, so I can't go to the gods." One day, Uncle Gong will wear a wrinkled skirt, and I will keep the fairy skirt. Here, the lotus leaf is known as the "fairy skirt" to fly with the wind. Words describe the dynamics and charm of wind and lotus, which makes the poet seem to recall the songs and dances of the Han Palace, and the emperor is afraid that Zhao will soar with the wind. After the strong wind blew, many wrinkles were left on the green skirt, just like a wrinkled lotus leaf.

"Love the blue, still fragrant and withered, still laughing at the snow. The heart of the cabbage is as clear as lead water, and the west wind blows all night. " The poet further associated himself with his life from the fairy skirt. Love means love and nostalgia. Lead water refers to Wei Mingdi's actions towards the old things of the Han Dynasty, such as Tong Ren and Lu Pan, and the Tong Ren burst into tears. The writer of the three sentences of "love" is attached to the fragrance of lotus flowers and sighs that time has changed, and now his temples are like snow. The author of this sentence "Pan Xin" is faced with the scene that the west wind blows off the lotus leaf overnight, which means that the crystal clear and dewdrops gather in front of his eyes like a lotus leaf heart, just like the clear tears shed by Jin Tongxian when he lost his old capital Chang 'an, which will eventually be blown away.

One's life is extremely short. Whether it is past or today's glory or suffering, it will eventually be blown away by the wind like dew on the lotus leaf, and our life will be folded by the autumn wind like the lotus leaf. What we should value is not the possession of the past and today, but whether we always have the fragrance of lotus in this short world.

"I like watching the net, practicing Qiu Guang, and pouring the moon into the lake."

Jiang chose to commit suicide. I sympathize with him and think I can understand him, but at the same time I don't agree with his suicide choice. Everyone will have grievances and pressures in life, but we can still live a life full of confidence, hope and love. Let each of us live well, because one day we will find that God is fair. When he is tested, he will give us peace! Just like the west wind of that year, although lotus leaves will be blown off, there will still be this moonlight pouring from the sky in the lake.