In life, cherish every opportunity!

? After reading Lu Yao's novel "Life", I felt that one's life really depends on one's own efforts, but sometimes no matter how hard you work, you are not as high as others. Family background sometimes affects your life, your own efforts can change your life, someone else's words can change your life, and even someone else's words can make your life undergo earth-shaking changes.

? Sometimes life will be smooth sailing, and sometimes life will be bloody. Times can change your life, society can change your life, family can change your life, knowledge can change your life, noble person It can change your life, and villains can also change your life. Life is often unpredictable. Some people have a wonderful life as soon as they are born, while some people may face a tortuous life as soon as they come into the world. There are thousands of kinds of life, but in the final analysis, the person who can best control life is yourself. But sometimes I can't help myself. Relying on heaven, earth, and others is not as good as relying on yourself in the end.

? The life of Gao Jialin, the protagonist of the novel, is really changing rapidly. If it were not for the unreasonable behavior of the brigade secretary Gao Minglou and Gao Jialin had been his private teacher, maybe his life would have been fine. Follow this path until you become a formal teacher, and you will be filled with peaches and plums all over the world. You will never show mountains or rivers, and you will live forever.

If he is replaced by the secretary's son, he can be his farmer at home with peace of mind, marry Qiaozhen happily, and live an ordinary life in his own small mountain village. Maybe he might also become a good hand in rural areas. Wife and children are on the hot bed. But his desire (or ideal) makes him uneasy about working on the rural land for the rest of his life, so once he has the opportunity, he will give up his true love and find a new one. In his heart, he longed for the real life after arriving in a big city, the life he longed for, and the life he was looking forward to in which he could realize his own value. Because he stole people's love, a letter of report from Kernan's mother made all his good things come to nothing. His so-called ideals burst instantly like beautiful soap bubbles in the sky, more like a rainbow after the rain. It appeared in the sky and disappeared without a trace before it had a chance to show its style. Then he returned to his home, to the land where he was born and raised, and his true love Qiaozhen quickly got married as soon as he was abandoned, leaving no room for Gao Jialin. . So after returning home, Gao Jialin really had nothing, his job was gone, his true love was gone, his new love was gone...all of this seemed like a dream. Real life is when you wake up from a dream.

? Everyone has a different life, but there are often striking similarities in life. Sometimes because of a mistake, sometimes because of a small step, it will cost you a lifetime of effort to change. I also had a life similar to Gao Jialin's. I didn't get admitted to college after high school. Originally, in the 1980s, students had to take pre-study exams before entering college. There were fifty-eight people in a class, but only four people were pre-selected. And these four Among individuals is me. It was just that after the pre-selection, I overestimated my abilities and relaxed my studies. After the official college entrance examination, I didn't get into college. Because I was introverted and embarrassed to go back to school for fear of meeting my teacher, I returned to my hometown. It’s just that my hometown is a plain, while Gao Jialin’s hometown is a high loess slope, but the life in the countryside is similar to that of Gao Jialin. His hometown is similar, and life is extremely difficult. I have another advantage over him, that is, my father is a soldier. He later transferred to a local place and had a regular job, which provided a source of income for the family. But even so, family life is not free from that difficult situation. I did farm work at home for a year and then went out to work. Through hard work, I became a regular worker. Through my own efforts, I also arranged a job for my wife, who was working as a farmer at home. But for me, I was still unwilling to accept this, because when I failed the college entrance examination, several classmates asked me to repeat the exam, but I didn't go. Several classmates asked me to go to another place to take the college entrance examination (now called college entrance examination immigration). Because my family was in trouble and I didn't have travel expenses and other expenses, I didn't go. Finally, someone persuaded me to join the army. However, because the day of the physical examination happened to be farming on my family's private land, I Didn't go again. I lost opportunities time and time again, which is why my life has always been bleak. My life was dull without any ripples. In the end, I was just an ordinary worker. The other fifty-four students who were not pre-selected, after working hard, repeated their studies. In the end, I was admitted to forty-three colleges (college and high school), but because I gave up temporarily, I became an ordinary worker. With the advent of reform and opening up and the market economy, the enterprises were restructured in 1996, and all of a sudden they became laid-off workers (actually, they were falsely laid-off). There was no unemployment benefit or other subsidies. The unit just forced the employees to return to their respective jobs. Home. This is the same as when Gao Jialin returned to his hometown in the end. But people will never be defeated. Later, I found another job (that is, I went out to work). This may be a better way to put it. The place I went to was a state-owned unit, a logistics company established by the Provincial Railway Bureau. I did delivery and receipt work. Although I am doing mailing and receiving work, I also work part-time as a warehouse manager. After others have finished their work, they can get off work, but I still have to continue working, registering all the goods that come in and out that day in the ledger, and then input them into the computer. . This completes the day's work.

The logistics company I work for is, to put it bluntly, set up by the railway department to take care of internal employees who are about to retire. The employees of their railway bureau work every two days and receive salary and bonuses. However, temporary staff like me and I do the hardest and most tiring work, and have to work more than 100 hours more than regular employees every month. . There is no social security, not even working meals, the salary is twice as much as theirs, and there are no benefits. In order to reduce the burden, the railway bureau outsources the people in the mailroom, so that they pass all the responsibilities away. . The Labor Law seems to have no effect on them. We work from dawn to dusk for about 350 hours every month.

? I am just a little tired. In any case, this is better than Gao Jialin. After all, I have a job in the city. Although I have backache and leg pain every day, I still feel good about it. Life is full of hope. At least I can receive a salary of more than 3,000 yuan a month, which can solve my food and clothing problem. The only thing I hope is that there will be no health problems. Otherwise, not only will I not be able to go to work normally, I will also not have medical insurance and I will really not be able to afford to get sick. So although the work is tiring, as long as you are healthy, it is better than anything else.

? If I had continued to re-study, if I had gone out to immigrate to take the college entrance examination, if I had gone to serve as a soldier (at that time, I was 100% sure of my grades in the military academy), everything might not have been like this, but all of this None of them were done, so the road of life has been extending downhill. But I firmly believe that after this downhill road, there should be a smooth road. Life cannot always be an uphill road. Just like your stock chart, when there is a valley, there will be a peak.

? Although I am not sure about my life path in the early stage, I want to continue to work hard in the future life path to make the second half of my life more meaningful and more successful. Being a late bloomer, I am currently working hard in this regard, hoping that I will be reborn as a phoenix in ten years. I also hope that Gao Jialin in life can be like me and abandon all complaints and strive to control his own life ship. He must always believe that only by working hard can he get closer to his goal.