Who let you read so many books and know the world outside this town? ...

The carriage is full of local accents, and I haven't returned to my hometown for more than half a year. On a ceremonial day, I returned to that remote town, and I grew up amid the noise of the train.

Sometimes I often say to myself that working in Guangzhou and Shenzhen in the north of Hong Kong is so stressful. Should I find an easy job in my second-tier city and go back to be a so-called highly educated "chicken head" instead of "phoenix tail"?

But now, the train is heading for it bit by bit, and the burning desire in my heart beats in my heart bit by bit. I know myself deeply. If there are ten thousand possibilities in my future, then my 9999 won't go back.

Getting closer and closer to home, the little girl who once cried and secretly vowed to leave here gradually became clear in my heart. I seem to see the sense of reality and realism that the car is getting closer and closer to the surface of the earth after every trip. When I was a child, every time I sent my uncle and aunt to live in a big city, I always secretly warned myself not to fall behind. If I had a choice, I would never be the one to send others away in my life.

I love the town where I grew up, but I don't want to live in this "square sky" all my life. It seems to be a paradise far away from modern cities, but it is also a remote place that seems to be isolated from the world.

It seems that what happens in the outside world has nothing to do with it. People will continue to live the life they should live, and will not be blinded by the current financial technology, nor will they be affected by the rapidly changing core concepts of products, not to mention the daily consumption affected by the fluctuation of RMB brought about by the ups and downs of stock and money markets, and will not feel embarrassed and powerless in life because of the rise of house prices.

In a small town, I have a car and a big house without effort. I can enjoy a leisurely life of sleeping in the morning and walking my dog at night. I don't have to worry about whether I can show my ability, let alone the cautious culture in interpersonal communication in the office.

It's such a comfortable town, but I want to escape at the age of 12. 18 years old, I finally jumped out of this world with almost no direct contact with the outside world through reading.

It's very comfortable. The city works from five to ten. It's very relaxed. There are civil servants everywhere. Everyone's face is full of happiness. There are enough three-hour lunch breaks every noon. There is never such light food as salad for lunch. It's safe. There are chickens and dogs, but it's rare and intolerant. Wearing some slightly exposed clothes in the street will be pointed at by people, and it's common to compare with others. Where is the eldest son of A family? It is the daughter of B family. ...

In such a small hometown, I would rather drink red wine alone in the middle of the night in Beishangguang and worry about how to start the project the next day with a wry smile, than raise a glass with friends and relatives who are not lovers for a change and talk about things I don't want to do.

I often think of a sentence: "Who let you read so many books and know that there is a vast world outside Shuangshui Village ... If you worked hard in this world since you were a child, you will now hold the same ideal as all villagers: after several years of hard work, marry a satisfactory daughter-in-law like your big brother and have a fat son, plus your physique, you will become an excellent farmer." It's a pity that you know too much and think too much, so there is such distress that people around you can't understand. "

This is a sentence in "Ordinary World", and it is also a sentence that I often think of when I doubt my own value and choice.

The train slowly sailed to my hometown, a remote town far from the bustling city. As long as there is a slight sign of trouble in this place, it can be known all over the city and spread to every corner. I'm walking towards it bit by bit. I am familiar with it, but I am ...

"The world belongs to young people and the future belongs to young people."

Postscript:

But I later found through observation that even if you live in a second-tier city or a city outside the second tier, what you want is still equal to what you should work for. There is no one who wants to be promoted without worrying about his performance and working hard. When I look at the city from the work pressure of the first-tier and second-tier cities, I find that it is actually the attitude of life in the first-tier and second-tier cities.

Staying in a first-tier city is a fast-paced choice, but I personally think that a second-tier city like "going home" has never been a representative of incompetence. But gold always shines, no matter where it is. As long as you are a brilliant ore in your bones, you will not be mediocre all your life.