Female international student: How about finding a foreigner as your boyfriend?

The aesthetic taste of foreigners is well known. Chinese women with flat noses, small eyes, dark skin, and pear-shaped figures are their favorites. At least this was my opinion many years ago. After going abroad, I have always been resistant to foreigners. I felt that they did not know how to appreciate me, a beautiful and elegant Chinese girl. Marrying them is really like what the saying goes, a flower stuck in "foreign dung". Based on this, when I see the happy expressions of the girlfriends around me holding their foreigner boyfriends, I can't help but be mean to them. In their eyes, I seem to be the fox who can't eat the grapes. Living here, it's obvious that I am. Foreigners, most of the people I deal with are foreigners, but in the past few years, I have never received any expression of love from foreigners, not even the slightest favor. Gradually, I also believe that foreigners are indeed not suitable for me, or that I am not suitable for foreigners. From my boyfriend to my ex-husband, I have always eaten "Chinese food". In Berlin, a city of immigrants, my "yellow pearl" stood out among people of different skin colors and had my own followers and lovers. I was "flattered" and often looked at my beautiful face and average figure in front of the mirror, wondering when did this foreigner's aesthetics change... I met him very old-fashioned, at work. , a German. When he saw me for the first time, he thought I was Japanese. It was not because of my appearance, but because of the exquisite and compact mobile phone in my hand that made him think that only small Japan is... His prejudice insulted me and I was scolded. Afterwards, his admiration for my "patriotic heart" emerged spontaneously. He was surprised and curious about the Chinese girl's self-consciousness. In this way, we got closer day by day, and he, a foreigner, became my boyfriend. Over the past few years, there have been arguments and quarrels with each other. Fortunately, communication between China and the West has prevented the differences between Chinese and Western cultures from becoming a stumbling block in our lives. My boyfriend is very proud to have a Chinese girlfriend and often mentions us to his friends. "There are so many outstanding Chinese people, why did you choose me?" My boyfriend often asks. "There are so many plump women, why did you choose me who looks like a washboard?" I always answer.