I'm sorry I was born a man.

Life is the rarest thing in the world, and most people just exist, that's all. Oscar Wilde

This sentence in the title of the article is adapted from Sorry I was born human. Most people think that the sentence "I'm sorry for being born a man" comes from Osamu Dazai's Disqualification on Earth, and the following corrections are made.

As far as I know, there is no official Chinese translation of the article "The Flag Bearer of the 20th Century", which means that "I was born a man, I'm sorry" is unlikely to be translated through this article by Osamu Dazai. This sentence is widely known by China audience through the movie "Abandoned Pine Nuts". The words "Sheng, すみません" written by pine nuts on the wall impressed many moviegoers, and many film critics later quoted this sentence. Of course, this sentence has repeatedly appeared in many comments about the disqualification of the earth, and even became synonymous with Osamu Dazai and the disqualification of the earth, which led people to think that this sentence originated from the disqualification of the earth. From Sushen, Zhihu.

In recent years, there are more and more works reflecting the problems in real life, most of which are presented in the form of movies, such as the life of abandoned pine nuts mentioned above. Among these problems, human loneliness is the biggest theme.

There is nothing to be ashamed of when you are born, but you are sad.

The movie I want to share with you today is about "People's Loneliness"-"Walking on the Blood Road in Xun Mei". This film is based on the murder of Wang Jiamei, a girl who made a sensation in Hong Kong in 2008. Wang Jiamei, originally from Hunan, remarried with her mother at the age of 13, and dropped out of school in the third grade to support her family. On April 27th, 2008, Wang Jiamei, aged 16, disappeared. The Baidu Encyclopedia entry "Wang Jiamei's murder case" is carefully expressed as "Wang Jiamei's murder case, which happened in Hongkong on April 27th, 2008. Wang Jiamei, the deceased, believed that he was brutally dismembered after being killed. There is also a saying that some people's bones were mixed into meat stalls in the market for sale. The incident caused a great sensation in Hong Kong. "

The film was released on 20 15, and won five performance awards (best screenplay and best cinematography, ***7 awards) for the first time in 35 years.

Why did this film win so many honors? Let's start with five acting awards.

Aaron Kwok for Best Actor

In Weng Ziguang's new book A Room with a View, there is a passage about Aaron Kwok: "Aaron Kwok, who played Zang sir in Walking in Xun Mei, said that he auditioned for this role that day and put a dozen glasses in front of him. He picked them up one by one and put them on his nose until he put on a pair of big round glasses with black frames. He was suddenly surprised and realized that this was Mr. Zang. Later, during filming, he didn't let Mr. Zang leave himself. Through Mr. Zang's glasses, he even caught a glimpse of a kind of dawn and hope belonging to human nature in his own ferocity. "

Best actress in spring and summer

In most people's eyes, spring and summer are unknown In 20 13, she switched from a model to an entertainment circle, and then appeared in two TV series, My Heart is Brilliant and My Doctor Husband. Almost all of them were soy sauce, but there was no fire. In the same year, he starred in the movie "Blood in Xun Mei" and then in the TV series "Good Times", but it still didn't catch on. In fact, after winning the Oscar for best actress, spring and summer are still not so hot. She is a typical drama star who is not popular, but this does not affect her acting skills at all. This 92-year-old newcomer has made many first-line stars feel ashamed.

In the film, she plays the victim Wang Jiamei. As a new immigrant, while being laughed at by her classmates for her Cantonese pronunciation, she dreamed of becoming a model helplessly and even in despair. The grievance, patience and various details of life of this role, to some extent, are in tune with Xia Chun, who also went to Hong Kong from the mainland to develop and once suffered a setback in his acting career. At the end of the film, Wang Jiamei's performance of courting the murderer and finally dying will make people realize that the 92-year-old girl winner Xia Chun is culpable of punishment.

White-Best Supporting Actor, Best Newcomer Award

Bai Zhi graduated from the Drama Department of the Hong Kong Academy for Performing Arts in 2003. After graduation, she joined the Chinese and British Troupe as a full-time actress. There is a consensus in the circle that actors from drama are not bad at acting, such as Mr. Chen. In the film, Bai only plays the murderer Ding, a wooden gangster at the bottom of the club, who drives an old truck to deliver goods for a living. He is not a bloodthirsty madman, but a "good man".

He also has his own closed feelings in his heart and has been a spare tire for a long time. When I was a child, I witnessed the shadow of my family's car accident and secretly loved others. I couldn't live in deep pain. This scene, in fact, is not less than the role of actor Aaron Kwok. Bai, who was born in the play, only invested great emotional strength. In the film, he doesn't talk much, his eyes are always drooping, and this emotional distorted character temperament is immersed in his bones. And I have to admire the director's casting ability. In appearance, the white matter is 80% similar to the real murderer Ding Qitai, and the sense of substitution is stronger.

Jin Yanling for Best Supporting Actress.

Veteran Jin Yanling plays Wang Jiamei's mother. This actress, who has been in the film industry for decades, has gone from a porn star and a teenage girl to an old-fashioned housewife and mother, and it is also handy to handle this provocative and brave mother image. Her tears of excitement at the awards ceremony and her frankness of "coming to Hong Kong to film every time she gets divorced" make people sigh that "drama is like life".

The story of this film is simple and sad. It has been two years since Wang Jiamei moved from Dongguan to Hongkong. Unable to leave the family of her mother (Jin Yanling) and stepfather, she turned to the road of helping girls. Ding (), a deeply injured truck driver, found it online. They chat like friends on MSN, share each other's stories, talk about love and hate, and talk about life and death. I met Ding on the day of the murder. Two people are playing in the house, k, a room full of joy.

Finally, they went to bed. During sexual intercourse, she told Ding that she wanted to die, and Ding grabbed her by the neck until she died. A day later, Ding surrendered himself. Zang Sir (Aaron Kwok), who is in charge of the investigation, is a strange policeman. He often doesn't care about the case, but he gets to the bottom of the characters in it. Even if there is enough evidence to sue Ding, he still wants to know more about Ding He. He wants to use his enthusiasm to see what is happening in our time. He hopes to find out the real reason, prove that human nature is evil and light a dark lamp.

Xun Mei is not an old-school detective film, and a lot of time is spent on the changes of He Ding. The movie * * * is divided into four chapters: Xun Mei, a lonely man, walking in a pool of blood, and a room with a view. The themes of each part are distinct, and the combination reflects the creative consciousness of anti-climax. The focus of the story is not to solve the case, but to find out why people change.

Finally, one day, in the bustling Hong Kong society, these two dolphins with the same frequency met. In the process of making love, Wang Jiamei sent a signal to beg for death, and this lonely and helpless person like her actually received it.

In the final trial of the film, Ding talked about why she had to be dismembered and her face torn off after being killed.

He felt that Wang Jiamei was tired of life. She "didn't want to be a man" and "felt sorry for being a man". The film has spent a lot of space and features here, so that the audience can clearly see the process of Ding cutting internal organs and rushing into the toilet to scrape her face with a knife. Only a few shots will be shot through the glass to dilute the blood. So please watch this film carefully, so I won't put the picture here.

Wang Jiamei died, and as a man, she felt very sad. Ding realized her wish. Wang Jiamei's mother and sister must continue to live strong. Zang sir is divorced and lives alone with white hair, but she still has to live strong.

Osamu Dazai mentioned above, although the world has caused him trauma and melancholy, he has always loved the world. He hopes that we can understand him and that we can live a good life and not be trapped by fetters. Although he committed suicide, he encouraged us to live with love.

The most important significance of Disqualification on earth is that it explains Osamu Dazai's own life, which is like a confession, thus giving us educational significance, although it seems to be a negative textbook.

Similar to Osamu Dazai's disqualification in the world, Xun Mei, though heavy, reflects many problems in this society, but it tells us from the opposite side that we have to work hard because of the hard life. This is the existence of other creatures that distinguish people.