The ending of the hardcover version of "Song of Leave 3"! !

if I want to sum it up, the most common word I say to him is: why?

why don't you go to her?

why do you drink this bitter Tibetan tea every day?

The most frequently asked question is: Why don't you have a look at your eyes?

Of course, he didn't answer any of these questions.

Three years ago, I left my friends behind, turned off my cell phone, and secretly followed him here. At the beginning, Wu Meimei came to me and tried to persuade me to go back to Beijing. She said that she didn't take good care of me when I grew up, and now she will take me to Australia to start over. I don't want to accept this arrangement even though I know that she is willing to compensate me. I already have my own life, and there are some things I want to do.

But as to why I made such a decision, I don't want to answer it yet and I haven't figured out how to answer it. Life is not about writing test papers. Where do you need so many standard answers?

Fortunately, Wu Meimei didn't force me this time. Finally, she actually said, "It's good to settle down here."

So she invested in this tea garden and made me a boss with him.

Although I'm less than 2 years old this year, it's no exaggeration to say that I've experienced more things than some people who live in their 8s. So when talking about life, you can feel a little bit about it. Anyway, I don't think there can be any renovation drama in my life. I used to live too vigorously, but now it's getting more and more dull, especially when I live with an old man and a little girl who frowns all day. I'm more and more comfortable with the status quo.

he never asked me why I stayed here, but he never meant to drive me away resolutely.

maybe he thinks it's not too bad that I can be a companion with Cai Cai.

Another reason, of course, is to find her man show's excellent face-saving personality. I guess he will never say it after he dies.

Chapter2

Although he has become this virtue, I still have to admit that he is still a very attractive man. There is no TV in this old house at night, and my only reserved program is bragging. In the dim light, I told the story of fooling around with hooligans and being kidnapped by the underworld for n times. I almost didn't say that I flattened Las Vegas by myself and made Al Pacino think I was the godfather. I watched his expression as I spoke, and his eyes closed slightly, as if my adventurous past was nothing to him.

I had to use my killer: "Hey, do you want me to bring you some news about her?"

I thought he would fly into a rage or retort to me, but he just smiled faintly and then said something that choked me to death: "Guess?"

well, I admit, I'm still far behind him.

When he left the room, he said to me, "Remember to turn off the light when you sleep, so it's better to save electricity."

damn it, you can't see anything, so why should I turn off the lights?

but after I entered the room, I turned off the light.

Lying in bed, I stretched my ears and heard him boiling water and drinking tea in that room in the dark. Imagine his expression and can't help smiling. I could have imagined my smile at that time. It must be a lady's smile like the heroine who has a crush on infatuation written in a romantic novel. Although I'm not a lady, I think I can be close to a lady in the soft mood of thinking about him.

Cai Cai's feet are sticking out of the bed. She has grown taller and taller, and maybe she can wear my clothes in a while.

I have always had a bad impression on children, but I can't resist taking her to sleep. She actually has her own room, but she always likes to climb into my bed at midnight and hug my neck and fall asleep.

at first, I didn't like it very much. I always felt that being strangled was easy to have nightmares. But after a few days, I got used to it. The soft face of picking apples often clings to my neck, giving off the unique flavor of children. She has a scar on her face, left by the disaster, waiting for her, and there are several operations.

I know she has no mother and no sense of security.

I don't feel safe either, but fortunately I'm used to it.

Charter3

his life is no fun at all. In addition to managing the tea garden, there are two things to do every day: drinking tea and staring blankly.

I often see him sitting alone on that hillside, facing a silent mountain forest, sitting silently for most of the day.

I can't guess what he is thinking, and he doesn't want to share it with others.

until one day I saw her holding a wooden sign and carefully wiping the dust with her cuffs. When I left, I quietly put away the' re.

Later, I dug out his precious wooden sign and found his secret, which was not a secret.

In fact, everyone can see that he still likes her. And I don't like it in general

The degree of that kind of liking is far more than my inexplicable attachment to that little man named Ye Bianjian when I was fifteen years old.

I first learned of his existence when that serious Ma Xiaosan fought me desperately for that amulet. In fact, I'm not very interested in that strange-shaped metal product, but I just want to argue with her.

of course, I finally gave it back to her, but I'm afraid I swore from the bottom of my heart that I would meet that man for a while.

If love is not about spending all the money for the person you love, going to Eason Chan's concert together, drinking together, going to bars together and getting HIGH together, then I want to know what the so-called love really looks like.

Like them, in order to suffer for each other, they bite their teeth and don't say a word. One pats his ass and crosses the ocean, and the other is holding a cold wooden sign. Is this the legendary true love?

unfortunately, I don't think so.

Love is about being with her, even if it is against the whole world.

I don't understand how he, with his strong personality, is as stupid as those motherly heroes in TV dramas.

does love make people weak in the end, but they dare not face it directly?

or just because he became blind?

I don't think she will mind. I really don't mind anyway.

I think it's better that he can't see. Sometimes I close my eyes and imagine myself invisible. I imagine the sun passing overhead, the wind blowing through my ears and time flowing through my body.

it actually feels good.

I just can't imagine that if he falls in love with me.

one day, or just one minute, one second. Can't even imagine.

failed.

Chapter4

I can't help it. In order to spend more time with him in the evening, I can only concentrate on improving my bragging quality. For this reason, I specially asked Wu Meimei to send my computer back to me. The network is very powerful. Human flesh, I know.

Everything comes to him who waits. Luckily, I found her name in a blog.

But the first news I saw turned out to be that after ten years, she finally decided to marry me.

Although I have always claimed to be well informed, at the moment, I feel as if I have been hit on the head with a mallet.

it's about this feeling that I was thunderstruck.

I froze for five seconds and watched it many times again.

only confirmed that this is an unquestionable statement.

that night, I was silent as never before.

speak or not?

I have never been so entangled in my life.

I hope he can be brave enough to get his lost love back by himself.

but why do I still hide my selfishness and want to keep this secret and keep him?

the premise is: if I don't talk, he can be mine, and I won't talk even if I die.

I certainly hope that he is mine. This hope has lived in my heart for nearly three years.

the night I went to see him, when I dragged him out of the fire and saw him desperate to run in and drag Cai Cai out, I always thought that if he could live, I would stay with him forever. When the doctor told me that my life was saved and my eyes could not be saved, I shook the doctor's bones. I kept shaking him and shouted, "Donate my cornea to him, donate my cornea to him!"

It was not until Wu Meimei slapped me decisively that I squatted down in the empty corridor of the hospital, hiding my face and crying my heart out.

this is my lost love. I only want to be vigorous, and I have loved without regret.

I even fondly thought for countless times that I had never loved anyone like this.

I have never felt so strongly even during the period when I was dazzled by Ye Cheap.

It turns out that what Ma Zhuo told me before is true. When it comes to true love, you have no choice.

I think he is probably my true love.

I prefer mine to his. Everything I have is his.

it's a pity that he never wants it.

Chapter5

to tell the truth, I didn't take any risks. I'm not ready to take the initiative.

because I know that if I am careless, it will be lost forever. I'd rather he ignored my love and worship, and regarded me as a friend.

It is enough for me to be able to stare at his back and laugh with him without scruple now. Although I am a greedy person, I am not the stupid bear who picks up the corn cob. Between gains and losses, we must take a long-term view.

but that day, I suddenly wanted to play a game with him.

I walked behind him, walking very lightly.

I took a thin grass to fix his neck. His neck is very stylish and looks sexy. If he shrinks it because it itches, it will be fun.

I really want to bend down and kiss that neck, just a little.

"diu diu." He said softly, "If you are bored, you can go online."

"How did you know it was me?" I said unconvinced, "Why not pick, why not someone else?"

I stared at his face. This uber's face shows a "I knew it was you" expression. You can't see it clearly, but you can't hide anything from him.

just when I couldn't help falling into a coma in his face again, I just heard him say something easily.

"It is immoral to bully a blind man."

"Hey, tell me, what is love?" I asked him when he was pretending to do flowers and plants.

as usual, he pretended not to hear.

I kicked his kettle over in anger. "If I told you that she would come back in half a month, and that she would get married soon, would you be interested in answering my question?"

if I'm not mistaken, his hand paused in the air for a second.

"If you make trouble again, I'll kick you out!" The next second, as if nothing had happened, he said with a heavy voice, and conveniently lifted the kettle that I kicked down.

that's enough. I whistled happily and walked away, deliberately stepping loudly.

Chapter6

I drove to town that day and bought beer, beef and his favorite roast chicken.

however, he doesn't drink a mouthful of wine.

finally, I drank all the wine by myself, and I was so drunk that I was unconscious.

That's funny. It's not like my ex-girlfriend is getting married. Why should I drown my sorrows in wine?

It seems that he carried me back to bed. It must be him, because Cai Cai didn't have the strength. And in this hellhole of ours, there will be no one else at night. I hugged his neck in confusion and asked him, "Why don't you drink it? It's killing me."

"I'll tell you later." He said.

I've been dreaming that night, about Wu Meimei, and about that lawyer Fang, who came up to me step by step with handcuffs and said, "I'm going to lock you up! Shut up for a lifetime. "

I turned and ran, but I couldn't get away. He always stood in front of me with that big handcuff.

I screamed with fear, and my cry woke Cai Cai.

she ran to get him.

I was already awake when he entered the room, but I closed my eyes and pretended to be dead.

He touched my forehead and said to Cai Cai, "Nothing, maybe I had a nightmare."

He added, "When you wake up, get up and drink some water yourself. Don't pretend."

he can't see anything, but why does he seem to see everything?

I opened my eyes and waved my hands in front of his eyes, and found that he really didn't respond at all.

after he left, I sat in the moonlight with my knees in my arms.

I thought about that dream, that I could wake up, and that he would be in the dark forever, and suddenly he cried.

Chapter7

That Xiao always basks in his happiness on his blog. I just didn't cock my little tail proudly.

sometimes people who watch it really hate it.

actually, I don't hate that Xiao, he is quite likable. But I just think it's not good for him to be complacent about stealing from others. Who are you showing off and demonstrating with?

after I revealed the news, he looked calm, but I knew his heart was magnificent. On the fourteenth day, he called me into the house. He opened his old suitcase, took out a box from it and said to me, "I bought it in Hong Kong many years ago and tried to propose to her, but I never gave it away." You can give it to her for me, just say it's a wedding gift from you. "

I opened the box and saw a famous watch. What a beautiful lady's watch. The diamonds are shiny. It must be worth a lot of money.

"I'm not going." I said.

"If you go, you will be rewarded when you come back." He said.

"tell me what it is first!" I approached him.

"I will play chess with you." He said.

"cut!" No one will think it is fun to play chess with a blind man unless he is brain-dead.

"You can make fun of me at will." He added.

I held the box and made a bold request. I said, "If I do as you say, can I ask you to kiss me?"

he paused and replied, "No."

"Is that all right, let me kiss you?"