Hi, my dear Mr. Lin

Hi, Mr. Lin. It's July, and we've known each other for a year.

I will immigrate to Canada in one year. You said you were preparing a lot of work. A year should pass quickly. I've always been afraid of that day. I've been thinking about what kind of family can raise a child like you. I will also think about what kind of coincidence made me know you.

Mr. Lin, I still think our first meeting was a dream. I work as a clerk in the company office. You came up to me and asked me, are you an intern? I looked up at you, and at that moment I thought of a sentence called a glimpse of 10 thousand years.

You are really tall, about 1.8 meters. Your eyes looked straight at me, and I was thinking, how can there be people with such beautiful eyes in this world? You are so beautiful that everyone in the company speaks highly of you. They always say you are a very gentle person.

To tell you the truth, Mr. Lin, when you first spoke to me, I had a very strange idea in my mind. I want to marry you. To this day, I don't understand why I have such an idea. I may be crazy.

From the first sentence you said to me, I knew I liked you.

I am not the kind of girl who has never been in love, on the contrary. Growing up, I got a lot of admiration because of this face, but I never, never wanted to know a person so much. I often peek at you in meetings, as if I had become a little squirrel stealing nuts carefully.

But we don't see each other very often. I saw you downstairs after I submitted my resignation application. You didn't see me behind you. I hesitated for a long time, watching you walk into a door. I think if you leave this door, we will miss it.

I want to talk to you, but I'm afraid it's really abrupt.

When you walked through that door, we were already ten meters apart. Maybe Yu Guang saw me. Look back at me. I'll call you Mr. Lin. He asked me what was wrong, and then you came to me.

Let me ask you, can you leave me a phone number?

You said it was in the employee handbook.

Then you left me a phone number and WeChat.

In fact, you may not know, I have memorized your number thousands of times, and I have already memorized it. Later, you told me that if I got the number from the employee handbook and called you, you would still answer it.

I thought, how can this be the same?

Then you won't know who I really am.

Mr. Lin, the third day of adding your WeChat. August 20 16 12, I told you that I wanted to marry you. I know it's not reserved, but I told you anyway. You didn't tell me that your girlfriend is in Taiwan Province Province. She has been with you for five years. She is 26 years old. I've seen her picture, and it probably matches you at the age of 30. In fact, you don't look like a 30-year-old at all. You look like a 25-year-old man You come from Taiwan Province Province, and you study in Canada. You are proficient in many languages, and you regard me as your sister.

I remember you said that you didn't have many friends in Chongqing except work. We have known each other for a whole year and spent four times alone. On August 2 1, we made an appointment to go to Bishan together.

That was the first time I was alone with you. We went to eat a lot. You are very cultured. Your accomplishment is reflected in many small things. You help me open the car door, and always let me go to the side where there is no car when crossing the road. You are always less than one meter away from me, and you won't feel too close or uncomfortable. Ask my opinion first every time you order. You are very polite. Thanks to the waiter. I don't think I'm making a fuss. Your self-cultivation and carefulness are beyond anyone around me.

Then I went to another place for an internship. When you go back to Taiwan Province Province, I ask when you will come back. You said about a month later. Your birthday is in September, and you spent it in Taiwan Province Province. You may not know it, but I can't sleep for a month. I was just wondering if you and your girlfriend are having dinner and playing together at this time. What kind of birthday present will she buy you? At the same time, I always wonder what birthday present I should prepare for you when you come back in a month.

Finally, I bought you a pot of plants. I will give you a present when you come back from Taiwan Province in November. It's not very expensive, but I caught my attention in the flower shop. In order to support you, I kept it on the balcony for a month.

I haven't told you the secret of this birthday present. Under that flowerpot, there is a small note with your name on it. I like you.

You brought me many small gifts, mostly snacks. Actually, before I came to see you, I met some of my friends and drank a lot. When I was drunk, I did something of great significance to me.

I asked you downtown, and I said, can I hug you?

You hesitated. You can say next time.

On the wine, I insisted on a hug.

Finally, you opened your arms.

At that moment, I held you, and all the traffic in the world had nothing to do with me. I'm wide awake. I only heard your heartbeat, which is a strong heartbeat of an adult man.

Your hand is not on my shoulder. In a sense, it was probably not a hug, but I hugged you.

The meeting was short, but even so, I still feel very happy. Mr. Lin, what were you thinking at that time? Are you helpless to my request?

Then in1February, you returned to Taiwan Province province. When you returned to New Year's Eve, I began to fall into chaos. I want to break off contact with you. This relationship has developed to this point. You have a girlfriend, but everything I say reveals that I like you very much. I seem to suddenly wake up and say to myself, I'll contact you again, then I'm a pig.

But I still miss you. I want to know how you are getting along in Taiwan Province Province. I want to talk to you about the recent situation and listen to your voice. But I still told myself that if I did, I would be a pig.

You didn't contact me. I don't know when you will come back, and whether you have come back.

17 At the end of April, I fell in love. I don't like that boy. I just told myself that if I can have a new start, then I can forget you.

Maybe fate never plays by the rules. Three days later, you contacted me and asked me where Chongqing was interesting, because you were going back to Taiwan Province Province.

You didn't tell me when you went back to Chongqing. I am facing the WeChat dialog box.

I think I am destined to be a pig.

I broke up with my boyfriend and went to the art college in the university town with you. Many students, many couples. I remember that the weather was fine that day, and sometimes I was in a trance and hallucinated. I feel as if we are a couple. We talked a lot about your hometown of Taiwan Province Province, and you invited me to visit Taiwan Province Province in the future and talked about your life during this period.

You don't like spicy food, and you don't like sweet food very much. You told me that you thought the noodles in Chongqing were too numb. You said that you have been to Dujiangyan, Chengdu, and you said that you think people should go to that place once in their lives. You told me that when you were studying in Canada, there were Japanese and Americans in your roommate. You said that you like Canada very much and want to settle there in the future.

I probably know your life plan, but I am still very sad, because our lives are like two different rivers. Never meet again.

You sent me downstairs that day, and I said, can you give me a hug? You smiled and put your arms around me.

You touched my head. It smells a little bad.

It was our first real hug.

I heard your heartbeat.

At night, I don't think you see the excitement and tension in my pupils.

Maybe after every meeting, you will go back to Taiwan Province Province. You don't know, Mr. Lin. Every time you leave, I almost count my fingers waiting for you to come back. I sometimes wonder why you didn't tell me that you went back to Taiwan Province Province, so I would feel that we were at least looking at the same sky. Every day you leave is a kind of torture for me.

17 June, you came back. You didn't tell me, but I have a hunch that you might go back to Chongqing. You talk to me and ask about my work. Like a lovely brother. We met again a few days ago.

You asked me why I didn't go to college and said a lot.

You told me you must be excellent. You said that if a person is poor but suddenly becomes rich, people will only see the result. He is rich, not that he used to be poor.

You told me that you were preparing for some immigration exams recently. I asked your girlfriend, and you said you would respect her opinion, but it is your ideal to settle in Canada. Although I don't know what will happen in the future, I am still very moved and sad to hear what you said.

I am so sad.

Mr. Lin, you may not know. In my bad life, there are many things that make me depressed, such as I didn't go to college, such as my family relationship, such as many places that are not as good as yours.

It has been liked by many colleagues. They are all young, but I may never like any of them again.

None of them are like you, let alone you.

Your life is like two worlds to me, but I like listening to you and being with you. You told me that only when I become strong can I do more things I want to do.

Sometimes you ask me if I have found a boyfriend, I say no, and you tell me that I hope I can find a good home. Our relationship now is like friends and brothers and sisters. You are a gentleman. Even when we were alone, you never did anything to me except the hug I asked for.

In this relationship, I have never figured out whether I really like you or admire you.

Mr. Lin, I don't know how long it will take to sort out my feelings for you.

I don't know if I can meet someone like you again in my life.

But whether I do well in the future or not, I hope you do well.

Someone once wrote in a book that if people live long enough in this life, they will probably meet 2000 people they like. I think, among so many people, there are always one or two people you think are worth doing again, even if you are seriously injured.

You are the same to me.

20 17-7- 18 20:38

I love you, even if you don't love me