Giant baby immigrants

It is said that women in love are blind. At that time, Xie Ye was impressed by Gu Cheng's talent. She must have entered the marriage hall with a longing for love. If their love is only for the first time, there will be no sad ending later.

1In May 1987, Mr. and Mrs. Gu Ye were invited to attend the Munster International Poetry Festival, and then began to travel around Western Europe and Northern Europe for cultural exchanges and lectures, and then settled in New Zealand. 1988 was hired by the University of Auckland and resigned soon. He lives in seclusion on Rapids Island, which faces Auckland across the sea, and leads a rather hard "pastoral life".

Gu Cheng has Jia Baoyu complex in his heart. For him, the girl's world is pure, but he can't live in it because he is a man. Gu Cheng created a "fairy tale world" in his mind. In his fairy tale world, women only look beautiful when they are idle, so he told Xie Ye to do nothing, stay at home and not go to the movies. If Xie Ye wants to go to the movies, Gu Cheng will accompany her. She showed no interest and dozed off until the end of the film.

According to Shu Ting's memory, one year Mr. and Mrs. Gu Cheng took her shopping in new york, and Xie Ye spent 1.99 dollars to buy a frog that could only make noises as a gift for her children. Gu Cheng, who had been standing at the door with a calm face, sat down on the ground. Shu Ting wanted to pull him, and Xie Ye snapped, "Ignore him and let him die." Shu Ting saw tears in Xie Ye's eyes: "I spend money like this!" Xie Ye came out of the store with a packaged toy, still swearing: "Gu Cheng, go to hell."

Gu Cheng's affection for Xie Ye is more like a child's dependence on his mother. After a woman named Ying 'er appeared, Xie Ye's strong maternal aura made this relationship even more distorted. In July, 1990, organized by Xie Ye, Yinger was invited to Rapids Island. Yinger's real name is Li Ying, and Li Ying is also a poet. His pen name is Maggie. Xie Ye acquiesced in the lover relationship between Li Ying and Gu Cheng, and the three lived together. Mars called Gu Cheng "I can understand everything he said and his dream space. He is the same to me. " Regarding the relationship with Xie Ye and Li Ying, Gu Cheng had such a statement. "Ying son, you and I were born exactly the same. Xie Ye is different. She was created by me. "

Scholars' acceptance of ethics is far beyond our imagination. Gu Cheng completely ignored the existence of his wife and devoted himself to Yinger's passion. It's ridiculous! Gu Cheng was a spoiled child by Xie Ye in this marriage, and did not assume the responsibility as a husband. Xie Ye's excessive tolerance for Gu Cheng became even more ridiculous after Yinger's arrival. Xie Ye was puzzled by the uncontrollable situation in her heart. She doesn't care, let alone hate! Finally, the opportunity came.

1in March, 992, at the insistence of Xie Ye, Gu Cheng accepted the creative fund of a German cultural institution and flew to Germany with Xie Ye, leaving Yinger alone on the island. Gu Cheng had a naive dream about the future. Before leaving, he promised Yinger that he would only leave for one year and come back after earning money.

At the end of 1992, Gu Cheng, who had been communicating with Yinger, suddenly had no news of Yinger. Later, she learned that Yinger married John, an English immigrant who taught her English on the island, and went to Sydney after marriage. This seems to be an unprecedented blow to Gu Cheng. Attend to city's reaction surprised Xie Ye, he is a wound, is no longer a complete person. As he said, "it's like getting used to holding a cup with your hand, and your hand is gone, just like taking it from your heart after surgery."

Perhaps in order to save a wayward and decadent child, Xie Ye suggested that Gu Cheng write a confession, writing down his betrayal and his hardships. However, the creation of "Yinger" deviated from the original intention of Xie Ye and even Gu Cheng to repent. As the only novel of the poet Gu Cheng before his death, the description of sexual scenes in the novel is extremely bold, and it is really hard to understand what kind of original intention Xie Ye was to help her husband record all this at that time.

According to Gu Cheng's Yinger, in fact, when he was still in Beijing, Yinger and Gu Cheng had mutual affection: "She sent us out, and the dark blue in the evening covered the whole street like sea water. We walked, and the street lamp shone on her; I put my hand on her shoulder and her eyes sparkled. She looked at me and grabbed my arm without hesitation. " So, when Yinger promised to live with them in Riptide Island, Gu Cheng had taken Yinger as his second wife.

However, after the publication of Ying Er 1994, Li Ying insisted that she was not the Ying Er in the book, and two years later, she published "Island of Broken Soul" to defend Ying Er's falsehood. In Riptide Island, Li Ying claimed that she had been in love with Liu Zhanqiu, editor-in-chief of Poetry Magazine, and went to Riptide Island in order to escape her doomed relationship with Liu Zhanqiu. For Gu Cheng, Li Ying always regarded him as an idol. Li Ying denounced Gu Cheng for raping herself and lived in pain for a long time afterwards. Later, because Xie Ye took her son home, Gu Cheng and herself moved outside, and she fell in love with Gu Cheng.

The two works each say their own words about that absurd extramarital affair, but outsiders believe Gu Cheng's description more, because in Gu Cheng's sister Gu Xiang's "The Last Fourteen Days of Gu Cheng's Face", a short story about Xie Ye and himself is recorded: "Tell Yinger's story again. Ye said:' Everyone in the world is honest about the city, and only Li Ying is dishonest. This time, it happened that she caught up with him and she refused to accept it. She has nothing to say. Gu Cheng was polite to her. She was pushed, and he was blue. He said he didn't choose to say it, but what did he say when he hurt himself ... "

In this chaotic love triangle, Xie Ye has been scarred. Just when she was full of despair about life, she met her love in Germany, a German China man named Big Fish. However, it is not known to what extent the relationship between Big Fish and Xie Ye has developed. In her most collapsed period, she said: Now, if someone is willing to say that he loves me, I will fall in love with him. This wife, who has been with eccentric genius for many years, has played the role of mother for a long time, and has to suppress her nature deeply. Once the floodgate of love is opened, it covers up how the rolling magma of love and hate has erupted violently for a long time. Finally, Xie Ye gave Gu Cheng two choices, let Gu Cheng accept the big fish like Yinger, or commit suicide and let her live with the big fish. Even the big fish and Xie Ye advised Gu Cheng to kill Yinger, then committed suicide and bought him weapons.

Gu Cheng didn't expect that his wife, who once liked him so much, would leave with another man. He can't stand the result. The world of Gu Cheng is selfish. I can run around in your world, and you can never leave me. I just didn't expect him to take the most extreme way to end it all.

In the memoir of Gu Bin, an old friend of the Gu Cheng couple (Memories of Gu Cheng and Xie Ye), what happened on the day of the incident was recorded. 199310/0 On October 8th, Gu Cheng made a long-distance call to Xie Ye while studying the traffic rules, asking her to teach him to drive in the afternoon. He is waiting for her in the parking lot with a book about traffic rules in his hand. She jumped out of the car and tried to escape because he had prepared an axe. He hit her from behind, and his skull was broken and his back was injured. Xie Ye didn't die, gasping. He went to a tree to hang a rope, and then went to the house to wash his hands. He sternly ordered his sister to say that he killed Xie Ye, and now he is going to kill himself, and she is not allowed to stop him. He hanged himself. His sister went to Xie Ye, asked for first aid, and untied her brother from the tree. He's alive, panting. She didn't help him according to his instructions. Two hours later, Xie Ye died in the hospital because of his injuries.

Gu Cheng, who would have thought that such a talented "fairy tale poet" has become a nightmare for others in reality? Therefore, when looking for a life partner, girls must not be carried away by love. One can only woo, and the other half is a giant baby. Don't try to be a man's mother easily, otherwise the little one will be abandoned and the big one will be at stake.