A woman I love very much. She's abroad, an immigrant! I may not be able to come back, but it's been two years now and I still can't forget it.

You think too much, maybe people have lived a happy life. You torture yourself here alone, and no one pities you except your parents and others. Besides, if you can't accept another woman, don't accept it. As a man, you don't have to get married or anything. You still have a long time to live. When you smoke too much and get cancer and lie in bed in pain,