I'm a girl. Is it wrong to like black people? Why don't my parents understand me?

My first boyfriend was black. Later, he got me pregnant and ran away. I found an honest boy as a boyfriend in the factory again. Recently, we were diagnosed with AIDS.

I have a dream of going abroad since I was a child, and I want to emigrate, so I study hard and want to realize my dream by my own efforts.

The more I grew up, the more I realized that my dream was just a dream. When I was about to give up, an idea flashed through my mind. Then my university enrolled in a foreign trade school, where there were many foreign students. I thought that since I couldn't go abroad by my own efforts, I had to take a shortcut and marry a foreigner.

However, I found that those foreign students in my school didn't like me at all. No matter how I posted it upside down and how attentive I was, I was indifferent.

just when I gave up, a black man came to me and asked for my WeChat. At that time, I was a little against the black man because everyone said he was bad, but later he said that he was an international student and his family was rich. If he married him, he could emigrate abroad in the future. When I heard this, I gritted my teeth and agreed. Although the black man was bad, he was at least a foreigner.

less than a week later, we had sex and didn't take safety measures, because he said that if he was pregnant, he would marry me immediately, take me to emigrate and pay me a lot of bride price. As a result, after I got pregnant, he suddenly went to into thin air. After I inquired, I found out that he was not an international student at all, but a stowaway and cheated many girls.

After being disheartened, I was afraid that my future boyfriend would dislike me for talking about black people, so I went to the factory to find an honest boy as my boyfriend. I thought we would spend this life in a dull way. Unexpectedly, when we went to check up last month, we said that we were both infected with AIDS. This disease must have been infected by black people. I really hate it. My current boyfriend still doesn't know what is going on and how to talk to him.

It's right to find someone, and so is black people, but you should think about the consequences of everything. I hope you will think twice before you do it, and don't follow my old path.