How to let go of the person you love most, and then never be familiar with it again!

This is an e that I've been thinking about for a long time. For a girl, a girl I let go myself. I remember the day we broke up, she slapped me in the face and said with tears, "I'm so cheap. You hurt me again and again, and you still don't love me?" This rejection, together with her beloved 8250, was smashed. Without saying a word, I looked at her angrily and turned away. My heart hurts the same, and I know clearly in my heart that I will be entangled with this girl again, and everything will be as I wish! After breaking up, everything is as usual, continue to commute and continue to surf the internet. . . Half a month later, she sent the following email: "I always thought I didn't have the courage to slap you." I'm glad I finally did it. " I know that since I slapped you, we have no relationship anymore, and you won't miss me anymore. You will be reborn! Always convince yourself that since you don't love me anymore, what's the point of pestering me again? I have been insisting, wishful thinking that you will be as brave as me to face all kinds of problems on the road of love, and then finally we can walk together. I know you have tried, but why did you break up so lightly? I cried for this sentence for several nights until I was tired of crying and fell asleep. I have known you for more than a year, and you have loved me with your heart and seriously hurt me. . . From beginning to end, half the time we were in love, and the other half we were hurting and pestering. Over and over again. . . I know you are tired and want to end this relationship. I also know that I should set you free and make you happy. You have said seriously more than once that you can't give me the happiness I want. You said you were a selfish man, poor IT tycoon, and now you have nothing. I know all this. If I really cared about this, I wouldn't have chosen to be with you in the first place. I never ask you to have a car, a house and too much gold, but I believe we can create these together in the future. I am sometimes very unwilling, why can you let me go so cruelly, saying that we will never meet again and forget each other. What is hateful is that I put down the dignity of a girl again and again to see you. The distance from Zhuhai to Guangzhou is not very far. I will never feel physically and mentally exhausted because of the long journey, as long as my love is also affirmed by you. However, our love was worn away bit by bit on this road, until all that remained was sad separation again and again. It is said that when a girl falls in love with a man, she will do things beyond her power. Yes, every time I miss you crazy, I will see that you are willful, still lingering and still devoted, but after making out, I still have to face the painful problem and break up! You often say, "You are not young. Marry a rich man who loves you. " Do you know that?/You know what? Anyone can say that to me, but you can't. Just as you gently cut my wound with your hand, sprinkled a handful of salt, and then gently sewed it up for me, it came out of your mouth. My love my heart has been polished bit by bit since I fell in love with you. I don't know how to love others, and I don't know how to sleep with other men. Maybe it is proud that a man has sex with several women, but I believe that most women just want to have sex with a man who loves them. Do you really think that I, like some women, can freely accept the love of others after leaving you, and then get married and have children? I know you don't have the confidence to run this love, so you are determined to break up. In the face of a neurotic girl like me, you are often helpless. Since we can't go on, letting go is the wisest decision. From now on, you will continue your career and pursue the glory that all men want. Tired, so tired that I can't even go down the stairs, my heart and mind are full of the shadows of happiness and unhappiness we have passed. We're really over. The air is suffocating and anoxic, and there is no hope. what is love ? What is life? What are you living for? Can't find the answer. The elders said it was just a small setback in life. As long as I have enough courage to cross it, I will see a more beautiful rainbow. But they all know that I am still young and my heart is getting old. Maybe we will be happy after breaking up, but why can't these happiness be created and owned by you and me together? "It pains me to see her, but I still firmly believe that she will be happy after leaving me. Maybe I'm looking for an excuse to feel better. She is a young girl under the age of 23, a frank and lively Cantonese girl. She deserves better care and love, and I am an immigrant drifter. 27 years old, is in the stage of entrepreneurship. As she said, I will fight for the glory that all men deserve. Too much love may be unbearable for me, and I know she is very sad. But she and I still can't see the future after all. On the National Day of 2002, my birthday, I received a gift from Zhuhai and a bottle of lucky stars. I know it was from her. There has been no contact for six months. I want to hear her voice in my heart, as long as she is well. However, when I called her, it was a strange voice, her friend's. When she knew it was me, she said angrily, "She left Zhuhai three months ago. Congratulations on your wish. "I don't believe it." Impossible, I also received a gift from her in Zhuhai today. ""Don't be silly, I gave that gift when she left. You don't even recognize her words, do you? A man like you, I really don't understand what she loves you! " She hung up angrily before I finished asking. In the next few days, I continued to call her, either scolded by her or hung up. I thought that since she was not in Zhuhai, she should go back to her hometown, but I never thought of writing down her home phone number. Everything has no clue. So I went to Zhuhai, where she used to share a room with friends. This is my fourth visit to Zhuhai. I've only been to Zhuhai to see her three times since I met her for more than a year, but she came to Guangzhou for me more than 30 times. At this moment, I deeply realized that the mood in the luxury bus is not luxurious. Her friend was surprised to see me. Inevitably, I was scolded again: "Since I was so cruel at the beginning, what is it for now?" "If a girl is too kind to you and you think she is a bitch, she won't cherish it and ask her to give up!" I didn't make any noise. I just want to see her room. The bed is still the same, but nothing in it is hers. "Will you die? I didn't lie to you, she really left. " "Can you tell me where she went? Did you go home? As long as she is safe, I don't want to disturb her. " "I really don't know where she went. On the day she left, she refused to tell me, only that she wanted to leave here. I once called her mother, and her aunt said that she had been very sad since she got home and sent her to a distant relative's house. Maybe it never occurred to you that a simple and true girl like her just wants to love herself. She doesn't care how bitter and tired this relationship is, as long as her love is worth it. When her dream is shattered, how much time and courage does it take for a girl to give up the happiness she almost caught and then try to be reborn? " I was speechless again and returned to Guangzhou. Still living as before. I am a normal man. After breaking up with her, I met a 25-year-old girl, a dignified girl who seemed to be able to go into the kitchen and out of the hall and satisfy men's vanity. Try to date this girl. But we broke up in less than two months. I don't understand the reason. It seems that everyone has a tacit understanding not to find each other, and then it's over. She once said sadly, "A man like you no longer knows what love is, but only knows how to live." In retrospect, I once seriously loved two girls. One is my first girlfriend in college. Like everyone else, first love always comes with unforgettable memories and ends in a sad breakup. But it's all in my memory. The second is her, a girl who I wanted to give her happiness, but I finally let her go. I don't know what kind of girl I will meet and what kind of woman I will end up with. It's just that I often think of what she said recently, "If you don't love me, and you don't love me anymore, I'll be alone for the rest of my life." She is always pestering me, so that she always feels breathless and wants to leave. Now I am like a soul wandering in the city. I can't help but be moved when I go to work every day, but perhaps, as she said, I can't afford to love, only knowing that I am numb and alive. As a man, I still believe that I must continue to pursue my career and a better life. However, she is still a constant concern and pain in my heart. I promised her that in the Spring Festival of 2003, I would take her back to my poor and backward town with beautiful scenery to meet my elderly parents. At that time, she was so happy that she couldn't sleep all night and hugged me tightly: "I will follow you wherever you go." As a result, I became a liar. Late at night, Kelly Chen's notepad is still playing, which is a popular song that she likes very much. It turns out that this song sounds really heartbreaking. "Love hurts, I cry in pain, and I am tired of crying. Conflicts in my heart are always entangled. Convince yourself to let go, close your eyes and let you go. . . "If I can do it all over again, I don't think I will let go of a girl who loves me deeply as I did at the beginning. No matter what kind of contradiction happens, you should continue to love her.

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