At which moment did you feel your mediocrity?

This year should be my hardest year. Work is not smooth, life is not satisfactory. All good ideas, like soap bubbles, are destroyed one by one. I used to be frivolous and pretentious, but look at the situation now, it's really ironic. I used to think that as long as I worked hard enough, I would never live a mediocre life, but now I find that I still can't escape mediocrity. At that moment, did you feel mediocre? Welcome to share your opinion at the bottom of the comment section.

First, the company laid off employees and was dismissed.

I worked in a pharmaceutical company for four years. I think it is not impossible for me to become a department head with my bachelor's degree and several years' work experience. But I didn't expect the outbreak to break everything, and the company's economy encountered unprecedented difficulties. I had to lay off staff, but I was on the layoff list. My pride was instantly broken, and I prayed in the manager's office. Finally, I was dismissed. Because I am old, I should give young people a chance.

Second, I can't afford to pay for my children's interest classes.

Work is not smooth and life is a mess. Married for seven years, with a lovely daughter. I think a girl should be well-fed and well-fed, so I said that I should provide her with the best things I can from an early age, let her learn piano and dance, and cultivate her temperament. But you know, a piano lesson costs hundreds of dollars, and now I have no job. In order to maintain the normal expenses at home, my daughter can only take a temporary break from school to attend a training class. I felt guilty at that time, because I felt that as a parent, I was particularly sorry for my children. I can't support my children in their pursuit of dreams. On the way back from piano lessons, I felt that I was really a mediocre person.

Third, when my mother is ill, she can only be treated in an ordinary hospital.

When my mother was young, she did a lot of heavy work to make money, and her legs fell ill. When it is cold, she can't sleep at night. Later, she was diagnosed with knee problems and needed surgery to cure them. It has been agreed to take her to Shanghai to find the best doctor for surgery at the end of the year. The price has been asked, about 6,543,800 yuan. But now I have been fired and haven't found a new job. 65438+ ten thousand is not a small sum. My mother didn't want to burden me when she found out, and she didn't have an operation anyway. Later, at my insistence, I had an operation in a general hospital, the cost was half of the original, but the effect was not very good. I feel very guilty. My parents raised me. But when they are sick, I can't provide the best medical conditions. Now I know how realistic life is and how mediocre I am.