Qian Qian's Knot: The Bitterness, Bitterness and Sweetness of an Urban Leftover (27)

27: Live well!

fortunately, I'm not dead, otherwise it's not worth it!

for Zhu? For that fat woman? For the love that you once regarded as a treasure? Later, there was another woman like that ... Why did she have to die?

Jin qiansui suddenly sneered.

Many people commit suicide, and they definitely don't understand it for a moment. If they are given another month, a day or an extra minute, maybe they won't die.

god will never let a person go to a dead end, and the dead end is set by himself.

Jin qiansui realized that she not only wants to live, but also wants to live well! Not for anyone, for yourself, for yourself, to be worthy of every relative and friend who really loves you.

Since then, she has completely lost contact with Da Zhu. That man is no longer worthy of her memory.

When I think about this whole thing now, what Jin Qiansui can't understand and forgive Da Zhu is that he really shouldn't have brought his wife to your door. For so many years, she never caused him any trouble, but he came to see her. This is really a joke, a joke with no sense of humor.

maybe this is fate. When God told you that this was a wrong thing, you were still stubborn, so God had to step in and solve it in his own way. When he had to teach you a hard lesson, it just showed how much he loved you. Whenever Jin Qiansui thinks like this, her heart will be calm and full of infinite gratitude for her life. At least, she's alive. Isn't it?

Unconsciously, when I came out of Li Shu's clinic, my thoughts were flying wildly. Jin Qiansui actually walked to the front of a restaurant. It seems that this restaurant has already changed its decoration, and maybe it has already changed its owner. Many years ago, she often dined here with Da Zhu. Now, things are different. Time changes everything.

Jin Qiansui smiled at himself and walked lightly in front of the restaurant. Yes, Uncle Li was right. Don't let the injury aggravate the injury. You have been injured, don't let the scar deepen in your heart, don't always think about the injury.

She looked up at the warm midday sunshine, reached out and grabbed it on her chest, as if trying to hold it in her hand and put it in her heart.

"Life is so beautiful, why do you always feel sad?" She said to herself.

The phone rings in the bag. It's Dong Zi.

"Dong Zi." Jin Qiansui suddenly became slightly in a good mood. She called Dong Zi on the phone like an old friend.

"I'm back in Shanghai, Chisui. I hope you'll think about what I told you." Dong Zi don't lose heart, mumbling said on the phone.

"hmm? Dong Zi, I hope you can live a good life. Don't always think about divorce. Maybe it's better to get along between two people? " Jin Qiansui persuaded him.

"don't you love me?" Dong Zi's voice is a little sad.

"love! But now love is different from before. "

"What love is it now?"

"Love now is caring, not love. We have lost the condition of love! " Jin Qiansui suddenly remembered what Li Shu had told her.

"qiansui ... well, take care of yourself and I'll call you when I have time." Dong Zi seemed to want to say something, but stopped.

"well, you also take good care." Jin Qiansui said.

She hates complicated things, but now it's not up to her. If she doesn't want to be simple, things will be simpler. She can control herself, but she can't control other people's thoughts.

Jin qiansui couldn't help sighing as she walked.

***

There are some stories that Jin Qiansui would rather rot in his heart than tell Ning Xinhai.

what has been said is regarded as a bud, and what has not been said is left to rot in the ground. Jin Qiansui thought. She hopes that the mutual affection with Ning Xinhai can be maintained all the time, and it doesn't matter whether they can get together in the future.

deep down, she still wants to be with him, because she likes him, and the more she hides her true feelings, the more she reveals them. Most importantly, Ning Xinhai likes her, too.

Of course, Jin Qiansui never hides her feelings. For her, love means love, and not loving means not loving.

She began to accept Ning Xinhai's date and tried to get to know this man again.

After work this day, Ning Xinhai deliberately took her to see his daughter. He wants to pick up Xiao Lanlan and go to dinner together.

At the gate of a kindergarten, Ningxin Kelp came to meet her with Jin Qiansui.

"Lan Lan, call auntie." Ning Xinhai held Xiao Lanlan who had just left school and taught her obediently.

"hello, auntie!" Lan Lan has two small croissants, big round eyes, a small nose and small lips.

Jin Qiansui fell in love with her as soon as she saw her. When she saw the cute little Lanlan, she thought that the mother of the little Lanlan who died prematurely should be beautiful, too. And Xiao Lanlan seems to be very obedient. As soon as she heard that her father asked her to call someone, she immediately spoke.

"Little Lan Lan, a gift from my aunt. Do you like it?" Jin Qiansui suddenly felt pity for Xiao Lan Lan, took out the doll that had already been prepared and waved it in front of her.

"Yes, thank you, Auntie!" Xiao Lanlan was really good and took the doll happily.

Jin qiansui was a little worried that the children would not accept her, but now she is relieved.

"My mother usually takes care of her, so I am too busy at work and care too little for her." Ning Xinhai apologized in her words, lovingly caressed Xiao Lanlan's head and gently kissed her on the forehead.

when Jin qiansui saw this scene, his heart suddenly swelled with infinite tenderness. A strong man's warm love for his children is so touching.

The three of them came to an elegantly decorated restaurant. Little Lan Lan sat on her exclusive high stool, very obedient and quiet, but her little head kept looking around.

Ning Xinhai and Jin Qiansui are looking at the menu carefully, discussing with each other what to order, and most importantly, let Xiao Lanlan have a good time tonight.

"A thousand ears of gold?" Suddenly there came a familiar male voice, no, a familiar and unfamiliar voice.

Jin qiansui didn't expect to meet anyone familiar here at all, but she seemed to hear someone calling her name, turned her head instinctively, and then looked surprised: "Is that you?"

"It's really you. I thought I was mistaken. I almost didn't recognize it." The man's expression gives the impression that he is trying to show calmness, but he is somewhat uncomfortable.

"who's this?" Ning Xinhai looked at Jin Qiansui and asked with a smile.

"Oh, this is my colleague from my previous company. His name is ... liuyong." Jin Qian spike suddenly uncomfortable in my heart, as far as possible calm said.

"hello!" The man smiled politely at Ning Xinhai. "You have dinner. I won't bother you. I have dinner here with some friends. I'll go there first." The man said, took a meaningful look at Jin Qiansui, and then passed by her and went to the other side of the restaurant.

Jin qiansui watched his figure walk over and greeted the two men who had sat down at the other side of the table.

She continued to order food with Ning Xinhai, but her heart was like a little frightened deer "ding dong".

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