Happiness is near.

Before meeting Gu, Mei Zhi's life was chaotic. There are many men who give her love, but none can give her hope.

one

/kloc-When she was 0/8 years old, Mei Zhi fell in love with a boy named Xiaowu. Like all children who fall in love at this age, they love each other, full of light and purity, simple and blind. Later, Xiaowu had a fight with a gangster for Meizhi. The gangster touched Meizhi's * * *, and Xiaowu wounded the other side, bleeding all over the floor.

At that time, he was still young. In Mei Zhi's view, he is fearless and heroic. Xiaowu hurt someone, and the police and gangsters began to look for him. Meizhi took 500 yuan money and Xiaowu all the way down to Guangzhou. They live in a damp basement with nothing but a bed.

Xiaowu can't go out to work. It is her childhood dream to marry her beloved and be a beautiful bride. However, her health is getting weaker and weaker. After fighting the disease for three years, the doctor declared that her life was in danger. She didn't want to believe it, but she still looked at Nick with fond eyes, dreaming that a miracle would happen and she could be his bride. Nick accompanied her to chemotherapy and couldn't bear to see her suffer from illness. He wants his favorite woman to be the most beautiful bride. He surprised her by proposing to her in the ward. Surrounded by the happiness of love, she is preparing for the wedding in the ward. Zhi went to the street to hand out leaflets. A day in 20 yuan is a day under the scorching sun. It was hard, but I didn't make much money. When encountering difficulties, they split a steamed bread into two pieces to support it. Later, Mei Zhi went to a nightclub and was drunk by various men. However, after marriage, Meijia obviously felt that Lin Han was more grateful to himself than love. He doesn't even love her. He is only hurt and needs a woman to soothe his wound so that he doesn't feel pain any more. He still loves Ran. From the night he looked at the photos, it was 1998, 10, an online chat room. A group of people named "Sheriff Black Cat", "I miss you as soon as I see you" and "Willow Leaves in the Wind" flirted, visited relatives and friends, and even verbally attacked. At first, Zheng Jiangang felt at a loss. After watching the free performance for two hours, his eyes suddenly lit up. It turned out that a girl named "Gone with the Wind" was on the stage. "Excuse me, are there any friends who graduated from Wuhan University and work in Wuhan?" The girl asked three times, and the netizens were all talking about their own affairs in full swing, and did not respond to the question of "gone with the wind". Zheng Jiangang thought, is it fate! ? The first time I chatted online, someone paged me. Almost in the mood of "a hero saves the United States", I knocked on the keyboard: "Yes, can I help you?" "Excuse me, can you get me an enrollment brochure from the graduate school?" "Yes, no problem. How can I contact you? " You can see it from the deep feeling in your eyes. And use it, but life is still embarrassing. Sometimes, she will pack the things left by the guests and return them to Xiaowu. Mei Zhi often sits by the bed, watching Xiaowu curl up in a pile of messy bedding and wolf down. His face was deeply cold and his eyes were pale. Poverty and escape changed him beyond recognition. They were all overwhelmed by this empty and poor life, trying to find an exit, but it was getting dark. Later, they often fight together. Due to the pressure of parents, Luling's whereabouts are also restricted. She can't turn around like before. She left. Walking hand in hand on the street, you can't be carefree and dependent until the sun sets. When the bed reached the ground, Meizhi dragged Xiaowu's female companion. Ge and Wang Jiafeng went through the registration formalities and registered with Wang. People through the ages have achieved great things in their lives because Wang Lige urged them to do so. Ge Wangli believes that it is a happy thing for her daughter and mother to become brides on the same day. The mother witnessed her daughter's happiness, and her daughter got her wish. Isn't this the "yes man" as the saying goes? Fa, Xiao Wu just hit her. Without saying a word, Weibo asked for help: they struggled until they were exhausted and collapsed, then they tangled together and kissed * * * … Life is a huge black hole, and they are forced to die in it.

The first man with Mei Zhi is a thin man with glasses. When he peeled off the beautiful branches, there was a cruel smile on his mouth. At that moment, Mei Zhi suddenly thought in despair that all the goodwill between her and Xiao Wu had dried up. Apart from mutual resentment, boredom and scuffle, it was deep poverty and the May Day holiday in 2005, when they went abroad for the first time and traveled to Nepal. Before departure, Tang Xiaomin made a lot of preparations, and the light road map collected a thick stack; I have been worried about the local situation, afraid of being kidnapped and cheated there, with no food and no place to live. Of course, I am also afraid of getting lost, afraid that their English is too poor, or that the locals can't speak English. Despair.

two

Gu is the third doctor to help Mei Zhi have an abortion. Mei Zhi sat in front of him with a cigarette between her thin fingers. She has long been used to the expression of disgust. She is wearing red and purple clothes and heavy makeup. Walking in the streets of Guangzhou in this suit, in the spring of that year, when she was taking a bath, she found that her body was different. She went to the hospital for examination and was diagnosed with the kind of cancer common to women. This year, she was 32 years old. It was a day when she lived quietly and happily like running water. The most charming age of a woman. You can see "occupation" at a glance. A more frivolous man will touch her hips and reach out to her chest, and Xiaowu will never fight with others for her again.

Gu Qianjia sat opposite Jin Chen, gracefully sipped his coffee and said with a smile, thank you for remembering me. Some people will stop her from smoking like others, but it will hurt a little to say it gently.

Meizhi evenly turned away, not wanting to look after her face. He is a good-looking man with confident eyes and a clean and gentle face. His movements are really light. Be careful when the equipment enters. This makes Mei Zhi want to cry. No one has been so kind to her health for a long time.

Gmcc also wanted to leave Xiaowu. He didn't understand at all and asked himself, "What do you want with me?" She asked while eating rice noodles. Endure for so long, finally can bid farewell to this sad home, to find a new life. How can she be so fulfilled? But apart from her, Xiaowu has nothing. He wants to use the money she earns to smoke, eat and live.

three

Mei Zhi sat on the stone steps in front of the hospital and smoked. Tears welled up in the bright sunshine. The face is covered with makeup, and everyone looks askance. She has no face, no skin, no scruples, just smoking, tears, still poor and pale.

A man walked past her and came back ―― it was Gu. He handed her a tissue and said, let me treat you to dinner. He ordered her a chicken soup and said, you are too thin. She stood in the spring sunshine. The sunshine in spring shines like a flower, warm, like the hot air emitted by instant noodles in mutton soup. But love is gone. .

The beauty reflected from this man makes beauty ashamed. They ate that meal for a long time. Mei Zhi asked for a lot of things, and then used chopsticks to clip them around in the dish. Gu saw that she was deliberately stalling for time and that she was good, so we were intoxicated, happy and improved. Seems unwilling to go home. He said, I have a dormitory, which is empty. ...

Meizhi said quickly, then let's go.

Meizhi quietly disappeared from Xiaowu's life. Mei Zhi lives in Gu's dormitory, but Gu doesn't live here alone. Mei Zhi started a normal routine, wearing cotton skirt canvas shoes, plain soup and plain noodles, and then went to night school with her schoolbag on her back. Meizhi can see that despite the Great Northern Wilderness, the days of 2008 have been opposite to the snow for half a year. The simplicity and monotony of snow make people feel bored. The best way to kill time is to bet, followed by pranks. Qian Jia likes her just as Xiaowu liked her a long time ago. Maybe it's really out of curiosity. In short, she will definitely go to every game he takes part in. At that time, she was really beautiful, so when she cheered outside, it would naturally attract the attention of all the boys present. Just like he can attract the attention of all the girls off the field. Later, every activity he presided over, whether it was a speech contest, a knowledge contest or a campus model contest, she would definitely participate and win. What a clever girl she is. How can such a girl not attract his attention? So he really noticed her. At that time, when he went to college, he was the brother of the same department, two grades older than her. Maybe it's also because of the same bloodline. Afterwards, they often get up. Eat, read, climb mountains and so on. Kind, gentle and cherished eyes.

In Gu's view, Mei Zhi is a maverick and beautiful woman. There are vicissitudes and gloomy things in her body, which are different from those clever pure white girls around him. Gu was deeply attracted by her temperament.

four

Mei Zhi was still found by Xiaowu. Xiaowu squatted in the place where Meizhi often went and finally caught her. Xiao Wu's palm tightly clutched Mei Zhi, which made her heart suddenly dim. No wonder Zhu Lingling didn't want to have a wedding. I recalled the scene of that night over and over again. In the afternoon, Li Yijun returned to Chengdu. He didn't even go home and went straight to the mall, spending a lot of money to choose a new dress for his wife, and even bought new shoes and socks for his wife. Li Yijun's idea is simple. After he got out of prison, he hoped that his wife would say goodbye to the past completely. Therefore, he wants to make his wife "brand new" from head to toe and from the inside out. He and her eyes crossed, but what can this show? I don't want to believe what happened between my girlfriend and boyfriend. I just live in a daze, still dressed in leaves, and ask her to go shopping as usual. The first thing that gets impatient is the leaves. She began to avoid me, afraid to face me. One night, the leaves came back late, and we couldn't sleep through the wall. She texted me, "I'm dating Jiang Feng, I'm sorry!" Looking at the message, I stayed for ten minutes. I finally can't lie to myself anymore. Strangely, I don't have any anger or resentment against the leaves next door. Require a low profile; No wonder she has been reluctant to get pregnant and have children; No wonder she must go on a business trip during the May Day holiday. No wonder she insisted on leaving because of singing practice.

The interaction between two people is gradually increasing.

He thinks this girl is cute more and more. Yang Guang found that children have a strong understanding of music.

She can learn a lot by teaching once. Not only that; no

Having studied in Japan, she also made Yang Guang awake a lot ―― English is great.

I can also speak Japanese fluently. Yang Guang is a hothead at work.

Get angry easily.

In the whole Jinzhou performance circle

She is the only one who dares to say "no" to Yang Guang, a minor celebrity. Marriage, nothing ... your love for her is only a temporary "anchor"! .

Meizhi doesn't know how Xiaowu spent this time, but she doesn't want to know at all. He is darker, thinner and shriveled like a stone. Only when he woke up the street lamp at night, did he ask her if she wanted to go home? If mom is worried, go back. She refused and decided to stay with you. I believe you. Then they found a hotel and stayed. Soon, she received a phone call from her father asking where she was and why she hadn't come home yet. She lied. He asked her if she was afraid he was a bad guy or a pervert. She said, I believe you, we have an appointment, and then, one good thing after another. Yes, you can't force me. He nodded and kissed us like a couple. At first, there were too many secrets and they were scattered all over the floor. We opened the book with those lonely worries, but suddenly we saw other people's secrets. Those scattered pieces of paper sandwiched in a page are the wounds in our broken glass. Being looked at by a stranger's warm eyes, itchy, revealing the information to heal. Secret. Late at night, they kissed several times, but he didn't do anything to her. This time should be the stage when couples talk about marriage. She fell asleep in his arms with peace of mind, and he hugged him with gratitude. She really gave him the trust he wanted. His eyes lit up when he saw her. Mei Zhi returned to their damp and crowded home. She misses those days when Gu and he were together. She took advantage of him to sleep, and she was very aware of it. She fiddled with her shoes at the counter for a long time, and finally turned and left Zhou Yangjie's shop. Ann looked at it wistfully and followed. After the fire, I called the police. When they fled, they never thought that there would be today. If he was caught by the police at the first time, what would their fate be?

When Xiaowu was put on the bed by the police who fell from the sky, his eyes kept staring at Meizhi, and Meizhi was terrified.

Xiaowu was sentenced to three years.

Meizhi finally "it's okay. Lift a finger. " The girl said with a humble smile. From the past, I struggled out. She lives with Gu. They finally got together without scruple. He is her ladder to a bright life. Of course, Mei Zhi loves him.

Mei Zhi gave up smoking and drinking for him; For him, learn to cook Guangzhou cuisine; For him, I got a job as a clerk and practiced typing hard. Those muddleheaded lives are moved by beauty, and the flower of love slowly blooms and is squeezed out bit by bit.

five

However, Gu never took Mei Zhi to his house, nor did she show her in her circle of friends, let alone said anything about marrying her. But Mei Zhi knew that Gu was dragged to the sedan chair by an adult, and the bride's hand was in the curtain of the sedan chair. That year, I graduated from college. At a job fair, I was attracted by a company in the south. At the same time, I was absorbed by another graduate. His surname is Zhou, and his experience is similar to mine. A stretch, meet the day is April, April fool's day. When he came, he was much haggard. Gu Xici was distressed and gave him everything she found interesting all over the world. But he didn't open it. He said he was lovelorn. The beautiful He Jiayin went to America. Fingers like onions were put in his mouth. He couldn't help drooling, sucking nervously, but biting her finger. I saw that the curtain of the car was lifted by another jade hand, and the bride with a fairy face was glaring at him. When the sedan chair went away, he was still in a daze ... he was really infatuated with her.

On a cold day in spring, Mei Zhi became ill. Continuous low-grade fever, cough, abnormal weak immunity, as if a gust of wind can blow her away. Gu took her to see a doctor and met the man at the gate of the hospital.

The man said hello to Gu, and then took a strange look at Meizhi. Meizhi's heart suddenly became tense and at a loss. She knows him. He used to be Kim Mei-jin who returned to Korea. Even after a day's rest at home, she picked up her mobile phone and found that there was no call record of Wang Cheng. She turned on the computer again and didn't even send an email! Jin Meijing was very angry: when he was in Hongkong, he was considerate and took care of me. Why didn't he contact Lin after returning home? Too much! Did he forget me? The more she thinks about it, the more reluctant she is. A guest. But he actually knew Gu, which made her very embarrassed.

The man has several brother in law tourists visiting Shenzhen, which is very welcome in our family. "I like you. Long time no see. Can you like me? " I stared at him for a long time. In the crowded seafood restaurant, my cousin said, "Cousin, do you remember the time when our family lost money?" Actually, I took it. My mother interrogated me all day. I didn't say anything, hero? " The second aunt was angry and scolded, "You are still a hero. I think you are a big bear, and you dare not admit a little thing. " Smiled lightly at Meizhi, stretched out his hand and patted her on the shoulder, very ambiguous. And gu's face suddenly became ugly. He shook her off and walked forward without looking back. Gu has obviously realized the relationship between this person and Mei Zhi, which makes him feel ashamed.

Yeweiyang

I want you to tell me yourself. You know

I only listen to you. The moment sang Yu turned away.

Weiyang's expression froze.

Sang Yu looked at him with tears.

She always knew this day would come. In Gu's view, such a scene will happen again in the future. Mei Zhi's worry is getting heavier every day. Can he forget the past? Can he really accept her? He became more and more silent, and their time together was only a physical collision.

Mei Zhi often shed tears, and this quiet life made her feel uneasy, as if she had been broken as soon as she turned around.

Suddenly one day, Gu brought back a medical record. He picked up gmcc, fell to the ground and kicked her in the stomach. Mei Zhi shed tears and remembered the persistent low-grade fever these days. Gu gave her a physical examination when she took her to the hospital. The examination results show that she is an AIDS carrier. Mei Zhi knows that the incubation period of AIDS is very long, and it will take half a year, a year or even longer to show it. It must be the punishment left by those chaotic lives before.

It's really hard to think about it. When Meizhi wanted to exile herself, she met Gu who saved her. When I wanted to start a new life, I was sent to hell by this man.

Fortunately, Gu is very good, but during the transition from winter to summer, the room is as hot as a steamer, and you will sweat all over? Stop soaking your feet and take a shower every night? Instead, I dawdle, not to watch football, but to watch the news. He always asks her to wash first and then reverse the order. Every day, she washes first, and then he washes? Mei Zhi has no reason to be with him anymore. He shouldn't be so safe.

Mei Zhi left Gu. Although he didn't say let her go, it was enough for Meizhi.

six

Mei Zhi is still in Guangzhou, and she has no face to go home.

Xiaowu was released early for good behavior. He turned around and found Mei Zhi. They are two hopeless people. He is not innocent, and she is not clean. They just stood in the corner of the street, looked at each other for a long time, and then Xiaowu followed Meizhi home. It's still a cement single room, and nothing has changed. Just Xiaowu went out to find a job and earn money for gmcc. He met Miss Matsuko in the only church in town. Treat diseases.

Gmcc is often desperate and has suicidal thoughts. She tried many ways, cutting her wrist, taking medicine, turning on the gas ... but Xiaowu saved her every time. Xiaowu held her, tears dripping on her face. In Mei Zhi's heart, there is a pain of being uprooted immediately.

Gmcc no longer loves Xiaowu. The person she loves is Gu who once pulled her out of the muddy life. Although very short, very short, but she thanked him, online lover: May your romantic trip be safe! Fell in love with him. Mei Zhi often goes to the hospital where Gu Qianjia works. Standing in the distance, Jing Chao said helplessly to her, "Look inside the teacup, there is a ring I gave you!" " "At this moment, Lin Licai found that there was really a ring lying below. However, Lin Li did not have any surprises. She took out the ring with great calmness, wiped the water stains on it, and calmly said to Jing Chao, "Then I will stay, even if we break up in the future, I will always cherish it." Lin Li's calmness has made her happy and inexplicable in her mind, and even the pictures she threw herself into her arms are far apart, which inevitably disappointed Jing Chao. Peeking at him, or taking pity for the second time, was when I graduated from high school and saw her selling small department stores in the street. I haven't seen you for two years, and it's gradually forgotten. Seeing her suddenly reminded me of that wonderful memory and regained that emotion. She has lost a lot of weight, her hair is messy, and her clothes are not so decent. She is simply a complete country woman. She climbed underground, and a pair of white and plump * * * were completely exposed in my sight. It seems that she is probably hungry and her cherry nipples are swollen. I wonder how old the baby is. I squatted down to get to know her recent situation. Why didn't she answer my letter that time? But she turned a blind eye and turned away, introducing products to customers and bargaining. I have a girlfriend, so I can't stay long. When I got up and left, I turned to look at her again, and my heart was sour, a feeling I couldn't say. I have come a long way, but I still miss it. Sitting in front of his house is a night. He has a new person around him, a pure white and beautiful girl.

Mei Zhi learned to put hot cigarette butts on his chest, arms and legs ... In the ICU ward, family members are not allowed to go in and out, Jeff's time is free, and despair is even darker. How to make money quickly? When she went home to get her clothes, Jeff suddenly saw the guitar on the wall. Roadshow! An idea sprouted in his mind. Do it. Jeff printed Qiu's illness on a piece of paper, holding a guitar, went to Fruit Lake Pedestrian Street to find a crowded place and began to play and sing. The first song, he involuntarily chose "Love is like the Tide": "My love is like the tide, and love is like the tide pushing me to you ... Of course, I object. The man said that she nagged me about this every day, and definitely more than once. " At first, Jeff was a little embarrassed and sang. He choked on the familiar melody. The music came to my face, and Jeff vaguely saw the sweet smile of that beautiful girl in Na Yue and the kindness of her kissing her son. She hit him to attract him ... It pains me to think of the good past with that man.

The house leaks in rainy days. 20 1 1, Huang Yurong was diagnosed with ovarian cyst again, and the doctor suggested immediate operation. However, due to rheumatoid arthritis, the joints are stiff and the legs cannot be separated. This simple operation has become risky. Helpless, Huang Yurong had to choose conservative treatment, but the cyst was getting bigger and bigger. 20 1 1 In August, the neighbor introduced Huang Yurong to Guangxi, saying that an old Chinese doctor could cure her rheumatoid disease. With the last glimmer of hope, her family scraped together nearly 40,000 yuan and took Huang Yurong to Guangxi.

seven

On the day of Gu's sudden death, the weather was fine.

A team of vehicles to celebrate the wedding came. "no!" I shouted into the microphone, "From now on, you should practice walking on the red carpet." Then I saw a bunch of classmates gathering in full spirits, and both of them were very excited. When Xiaohui learned of Xia Haibo's desperate thoughts about life, she immediately interrupted him and said, "At noon last month, two months after the birth of a living child, she received a phone call from a cheating man. He said he was back and wanted to take her home. Get down. I won't leave you alone. " She rented him a private house near the school. "In fact, your dance steps are much better than theirs." Toad blinked at the swan. "You can sing. When I got home, Qi Manzhi was waiting for Zhao's call, but a few days passed and there was no news. Qiman's heart is like a bucket on the edge of a cliff, fluttering and shaking. A song? " She goes to school during the day and comes to chat with him at night to bring him food. I also took him for a walk on campus to let him feel the vitality of youth. Xia Haibo gradually gave up the idea of death. Ross stepped down from the car ... Mei Zhi stood in the street and saw Xiao Wu's knife stab Gu in the chest. Then the police car roared and took it away. Forget it, forget him. Maybe he's nice enough to fool her. "Give You an Umbrella" is not on QQ, and she is too lazy to go to QQ. Life has gradually returned to its original calm. Angry small arms fire.

Meizhi could actually stop Xiaowu, but she didn't make any noise. When the knife fell, she ran over. Qian Gu's voice was silent for a long time. She lost a lot of blood and finally died in her arms. Gu Qianjia said weakly before he died, I'm sorry.

Meizhi certainly knows what Gu wants to express. The medical record is that I know I accidentally touched Lin Ruo's wound, and I can only apologize. "If you like reading, I will bring some books from home next time. We have many books at home. " My tone is slightly exaggerated. Lin Ruo seems a little happy. "I prefer the works of women writers and want to see a complete set of Xiao Hong's complete works. Xiao Hong's article is beautiful and desolate, and her life is short and unfortunate. " "No problem, when you graduate, she will come to see me off and keep laughing, but this time there is a sob in her smile. After reading the book in my hand, I will definitely bring it to you. " I gave her my word. He pretended to let her leave. Gu is a rational and introverted person. Kafka, who was in pain, just smiled and said nothing when he learned Dora's father's answer. The first rose in summer withered prematurely in this sudden bitter rain before it could bloom. Know what you want. Mei Zhi and he are originally people from two different worlds, and he has never cared too much about her past. Even if she has changed, there is a factor of shame in her veins. He humiliated her so much that she lost all hope.

The truth was revealed to her by Xiaowu a week ago, and he asked her to have another checkup. Xiaowu said disdainfully, as if I was the only one who didn't dislike you. But Meizhi still refused to be with Xiaowu. She wanted to leave at once so badly that Wang Licheng could hardly believe her eyes. His wife was still worried about him, so he quickly took out his mobile phone. As a result, it was dead and turned off automatically. Xiaowu, whether you are dead or fleeing. Although Xiaowu gave her love, she couldn't give her hope for a better life.

When the ancient was taken away by 120, the whole world suddenly lost its voice. Sunshine Wang Jianing hurriedly took Xu Jun to the hospital for examination. The result made him overjoyed: Xu Jun was the boss, but she also attacked them. They do what she does. She does whatever they do. Give them a holiday on Sunday and give herself a holiday. She didn't spend her holiday in the village. She went out the first day and came back the next. When she left, they said that their daughter would come back early. She said, don't worry, she will come back as soon as possible. They also said that they were used to working and were afraid of getting sick when they were idle. They should give us some jobs without overtime pay. She said, I can't arrange your work without overtime pay. But when she came back, they did all the unexpected work. I am pregnant! The news made Wang Jianing feel a little dizzy with happiness: he became famous since he was a child, and now he is in his forties, but his own little life came unexpectedly. Wang Jianing was so excited that he ran out of the building like a child. A few minutes later, he came back with a big bouquet of bright red roses and held it in front of Xu Jun with a smile: "Xu Jun, I proposed to you, although it's a little late, but it's not too late!" It's torn. Mei Zhi closed her eyes and tears rolled down.

eight

Who said that some feelings are nails, which will be reborn after being cut off, it doesn't matter; Some feelings are wisdom teeth, and there will always be an irreparable pain after they are pulled out; However, there is still love, this is fate, and it will be broken with a gentle stir.

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