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A collection of short stories about falling in love with the world of mortals has been launched. This collection will consist of 65,438+000 touching stories. After the American story is updated synchronously, it will be published jointly with American Press. This week, the online pre-sale of the paper book of Chinese culture "Falling in Love with the World of Red Dust" will be launched. This article is called Falling in Love with the World of mortals.

I haven't called Zhao Peihan's mother since I was sensible because she didn't deserve it. Zhao Peihan is different from other mothers.

Growing up, I often heard from my neighbors. They pointed at Zhao Peihan behind his back and said, "I often hear ringing noises and shouts from their home."

This ugly word seems to have planted a thorn in my little heart, which made me bleed profusely and burst into tears. So, I swear, one day I will be strong and leave Zhao Peihan and this monster.

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I still remember the first time I saw Zhao Peihan take a man home, in junior high school. I stayed at school at that time, but because of the typhoon, the school decided to let us go home on holiday.

When I returned to my door, I heard Shen singing in it. It was that time that I saw with my own eyes that Zhao Peihan was a pervert and liked to be beaten, just like the neighbors said.

Zhao Peihan was so carried away by the man in front of him. Her voice is so loud that I can hear "tut-tut" saliva. Seeing that the man's ruler was about to fall down again, I immediately threw my schoolbag on the ground and interrupted the game between them.

They both looked back at me one after another. Zhao Peihan adjusted her clothes and told the man to go back. That night, Zhao Peihan didn't tell me anything, and didn't even want to give me an explanation.

However, since then, I have never seen Zhao Peihan take that man home. However, I know that person has always been there.

Because I often look through her mobile phone when she is away, which is obviously disgusting, but I can't help but be curious to see it. I saw Zhao Peihan calling him' Master' on his mobile phone and saying how much he loved him. But when I was so big, Zhao Peihan never expressed his love to me. She loves that man more than me.

When I volunteered for the college entrance examination, I specially reported to a foreign school. I wanted to stay away from Zhao Peihan. I am afraid that others will know that I have a perverted mother, and I am afraid that I will be infected by her' pervert'. When I came to college, I met my first love, Wang Sheng, who was a very gentle boy.

But because of one thing, we are blushing. At that time, the two of us were walking in the street. I saw a woman in drooping sandals shaking from time to time.

Wang Sheng walked and looked at his head. For a moment, I felt so ashamed. He looked like a pervert. I told him about it afterwards. For the first time, he told me with a straight face that they were not perverts, but they were different from others at G-spot. Who stipulated that they could not like it?

I am dissatisfied: "You are all perverts. You violated the laws of nature. If you look at it on the street like this, you will be looked down upon and discussed. " Wang Sheng retorted, "People live for themselves, not for others. As long as they like it, why care what others say? "

Theoretically, I can't compete with Wang Sheng, so I can only blurt out: "That's because you are also a pervert, so you will speak for that pervert!" After listening to my words, Wang Sheng was silent.

After a long time, he said, "Kiki, let's break up. We disagree, and I won't let anyone slander me. " In this way, my first love withered.

I can't hate it in my heart It's all Zhao Peihan. I ran so far, but she still wouldn't let me go.

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At this time, the school is just on summer vacation. Roommates all packed their bags and went home one by one. I am the only one who is worried about going home. I wanted to find a summer job with food and shelter, so I didn't have to go home to face Zhao Peihan.

However, recruiting summer jobs is not as easy as I thought. Seeing that the school dormitory is about to close, the work is still not eye-catching. Zhao Peihan called me. On the phone, she carefully asked me if I wanted to go home.

I don't know why I heard her voice, so I was disgusted and replied in a bad tone: "No!" " Zhao Peihan said nothing and hung up the phone.

I hate her. Faced with all her tenderness, I habitually stand up and attack her. I can't find a summer job and don't want to go home. Before the dormitory closed, I walked aimlessly in the campus dragging my luggage.

At this moment, I saw Wang Sheng. Wang Sheng saw me, too, and we haven't contacted each other since we broke up. I don't know if Wang Sheng saw me down and out. He hesitated, but he came to me anyway.

His voice is still so gentle. He said, "Kiki, where are you going? I will take you there. " I said I didn't know where to go.

After a pause, Wang Sheng said, "Then you should stay with me for a while." There seems to be no better choice now, so I followed Wang Sheng.

After arriving in Wang Sheng, he offered to help me carry my luggage upstairs. There are many DVDs about this circle in Wang Sheng's home. I don't know if it's out of boredom or curiosity. I accidentally watched all the DVDs of Wang Sheng's family.

At dusk, I suddenly found that love and addiction are dull, and love is the love and collision of two souls. If you can meet someone who knows you, loves you and loves you, does it matter whether their hobbies are mainstream or not? People who may not understand will say that people who like to be beaten are pitiful, but in order to integrate into the secular world, isn't it pitiful to be with people who don't like it?

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I feel a little understanding of Zhao Peihan, but I still don't understand why she likes to be beaten. I asked Wang Sheng why some people like to be beaten.

Wang Sheng answered me that other people's lives are not yours after all, and she has her own ideas. And as long as she is happy with that person, I think it's good for them to take care of each other until they get old. It suddenly occurred to me that if Zhao Peihan is old, it seems good to have someone around her. Although I hate her, I still regard her as my family and want to provide for her old age.

I figured it out and booked a ticket home. When I got home, I saw Zhao Peihan holding hands with a man. I don't know what I'm laughing at.

Although I have prepared myself psychologically, I can't help but feel a twinge when I see that scene. When I was a child, my neighbor's words reappeared in my mind. I thought I heard someone call Zhao Peihan a pervert.

Then Zhao Peihan found me. She quickly released the man's hand and smiled awkwardly at me. I didn't say anything, but silently moved my luggage home.

Just as I was thinking silently in the room alone, the man with Zhao Peihan pushed my door open. The man sat by my bed and said, "Kiki, how old are you?"

I looked at that man carefully and found that he was the one who hit Zhao Peihan with a ruler in junior high school. It turns out that they have never been apart. I asked him if he didn't mind Zhao Peihan having a daughter?

The man said that since he came to this circle, he has always liked Zhao Peihan and has been quietly staying with Zhao Peihan as an ordinary friend. He knows very well who Zhao Peihan is, and I am not Zhao Peihan's own daughter. "What? I am not Zhao Peihan's own daughter? " . I can't believe it.

The man sighed and said that you have grown up. I discussed with Pei Han some time ago, and I can't keep it from you. So the man told me my story. It turns out that I am the child of a boyfriend of Zhao Peihan's. The man cheated on Zhao Peihan and married a woman. Unfortunately, the woman died in dystocia after giving birth. Her boyfriend abandoned me in the hospital because he preferred boys to girls at home. Zhao Peihan took me back to raise me.

Hearing this, I feel infinitely guilty. It turns out that Zhao Peihan is not my mother, but she has taken care of me like a mother for so many years, and she has to endure my little rebellion and willfulness.

After learning the truth, I stumbled to open the door and came to Zhao Peihan. Looking at her increasingly rickety waist and white hair on her hair, I found that my Zhao Peihan was finally getting old. I cried and knelt in front of her and said what I had buried in my heart for so many years: "Mom, I'm sorry!" "

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