Write a composition about what you tried your best but failed.

I stood alone on the lawn, staring at the sky, blue sky, blue sky. Why do you look so inhuman? I feel very confused when I failed to apply for the job, but you still know Wan Li. Why don't you come to a cloud? Just a few days ago, our school will hold the recruitment of the Green Apple Brigade. I am very excited, because I finally have a chance to realize my dream of becoming a Art editor citizen. Who doesn't want such a good thing? So, I carefully read the matters needing attention in job hunting, and found that I made a job poster happily, because I wanted to apply for Art editor, and this was the right time. The poster I drew will definitely win the praise of my classmates and teachers! After thinking about it, I began to draw: first draw a big love, and then draw an apple. Love represents my conscientious heart when I served, and the little apple certainly represents the Green Apple Brigade! The watercolor pen in his hand kept waving, and good ideas emerged one after another. My heart is full of expectation and joy ... "OK, whoops!" "I finally finished painting, stood up, took a long breath and glanced at the poster." Well, yes, I should be able to apply successfully and then prepare something else, "I said to myself." There were several applicants for Art editor in our class, so we went to the art classroom together on the day of application. In the art classroom, * * * is divided into four groups. Guess, the group with the least number should be the one applying for Art editor. But just when we wanted to sit down, the teacher said that we should sit in the second largest group-the largest group with the largest number of people. "Wow, so many people! "I suddenly felt a nervous. After sitting down, the examiner began to arrange the questions. Our task is to finish a National Day blackboard painting in a short time. It's simple. I'll start painting right away. First of all, I drew a national flag, representing the people of China and China, and drew several lines in the middle to write materials. Then, I drew a square, indicating that Chinese characters are square, and the lines inside are wavy lines, with many patterns and various lines. I tried my best to draw and draw. When all the pictures were finished, I nervously handed them over to the teacher and went back to my seat with great expectation. The selection has already started. Look at the teacher's smiling face for a while and the teacher's frowning face for a while, and you will know the gap between the players! When the results were announced, the hearts of several classmates and I jumped out. To my surprise, the teacher didn't sign me up, and I lost the election! Suddenly, my heart broke. Am I really inferior to others in painting? I left the art classroom with regret ... at this time, it began to rain in the sky, as if God was also sad for me. Anyway, I tried my best. Through this application, I found the gap and saw the shortcomings. Wipe away the sad tears and come back next time.