How about working as a trainee assistant in Beijing? I am a fresh graduate. I'm hired. Everybody help me. Staff, staff, hehe

It's normal for people who are new to the service industry. From the perspective of enterprise employment, no matter the written interview, it is only a preliminary understanding. I must observe your actual work performance and then decide whether you want it or not. If a company's recruitment process is serious, you will definitely want it. If it is relatively simple, it is not excluded to get some cheap jobs by internship (I don't know about this, the landlord will judge for himself). The landlord will work hard, because once you choose, you will choose the motivation and pressure together, so don't rush to do it, because it will reduce your performance, and the company will also look at you and decide whether to promote you or not. If you are worried that your performance will be reduced if you don't do well, the company will naturally give the opportunity to those excellent people, which will cause your dissatisfaction. Maybe it will be you who will leave soon.

Your suggestion is:

Tell yourself again and again that I am motivated, stressed and unknown. My performance determines whether the enterprise will give me more opportunities, put aside all doubts and revenge, work hard and create more opportunities for myself with sureness and diligence!