Please forgive me for not being a god, I'm just an ordinary person.

The weather in July is extremely hot, which makes people feel depressed and unbearable. I am already depressed because I am unhappy at work.

I chatted with a friend and told him some of my puzzles. "Quit" and "make money" and so on.

He immediately retorted: "teachers should not always think about making money, but should think about how to improve the quality of teaching, how to improve students' grades, and how to train students into top students!" "Anyone who considers quitting his job to make money is not a qualified teacher, a respectable teacher, a memorable teacher and a trustworthy teacher, and does not deserve the glorious title of' people's teacher'."

My friend uses his professional knowledge to collect money in the provincial capital, earning money every day, living in a luxury house and driving a luxury car, and living a carefree and luxurious life. Send photos of friends all day, either sunbathing on Maldives beach or shopping in Dubai. Envy others!

After listening to his words, I was angry in generate, but this anger soon turned into a kind of sadness, a kind of sadness that rose from the bottom of my heart.

I just want to say a word to my classmates and everyone calmly: "I am not a god, I am just an ordinary person." Please don't look at me with God's eyes. "

Everyone knows that the immortal's life is carefree, he won't be short of clothes, he won't starve and he won't die of illness. They can go to heaven and land, and they can do anything.

However, as an ordinary teacher, I am not a god, not an omnipotent and immortal god. I'm just an ordinary, ordinary person, ordinary person. I have all the qualities of a person.

I am eager to eat better and more nutritious. I hope my family will not be bothered by three meals a day and can eat the food they want. I hope they can dress beautifully and walk proudly on busy streets.

These are all people's yearning for a better life, which is understandable. But why is it impossible for teachers?

First, poverty.

Most teachers' salaries are too low to make ends meet. Now, why don't companies like teachers and customers? They think they are too poor, too picky and too haggle over every ounce. Travel agencies are also reluctant to receive teachers and tourists, thinking that they are too poor, too stingy, not generous, do not buy things, have no kickbacks and have no money. There is a teacher friend who earns 4,000 yuan a month and pays off the mortgage of 3,000 yuan. Other 1000 is not enough. There is no food at home, so he goes to the mountains to dig vegetables every day. There is no cooking oil at home, so you have to eat it when you cook it. If the child is ill, he can buy some medicine at will and dare not think of going to the hospital.

Second, tired.

Even after saving for a long time, I finally made up my mind to buy a beautiful dress by bargaining with the merchants, and I didn't have time to wear it. You can't wear it during work, which doesn't meet the professional requirements. After finishing the heavy work at hand, I can't wear it when I go home to do housework. Finally, I waited until the weekend. After a busy week, I finally rested, so I didn't care about going shopping. In this way, this dress was only worn once in the fitting room, and then it has been hung in the closet, making it difficult to see the sun.

I am eager to live with my family in a comfortable, clean and tidy building, preferably a three-bedroom apartment with large space. I also hope that I can drive a better private car on a straight and flat road like others and go to road trip all over the country.

However, none of these can be done.

First, the current housing prices are high. Big cities are more than 10 thousand yuan per square meter, and the average price per square meter in small places is also six or seven thousand yuan. As a poor teacher without any other income, what to buy a house with. Forget it before it's too late. I have a teacher colleague who stays in the school dormitory every day. The wife is here, and there is no place to make out. It is too expensive to go out and find a hotel room. I can only sit in the dormitory and watch TV. After reading it for three days, my wife left unhappily. The point is that my roommate doesn't go anywhere with his eyes open.

Second, cars are not cheap now, almost hundreds of thousands. But when can I save up to hundreds of thousands? The most terrible thing is that teachers will be reported and complained when they buy a car.

Someone sent a complaint letter entitled "Query about the opaque income of a middle school teacher in Hengyang County" to the "complaint through train":

Dear leaders of Hengyang Education Bureau and Finance Bureau, hello, where did a middle school teacher in Hengyang get the money to buy a car and a house? Did he charge tuition and pay a stopover fee? How much does a middle school teacher earn a month? How can he afford a house and a car?

Seeing this news, I think I can't buy a car. What should I do if I am reported? Then there will be no money to clear the relationship. This will also save money on buying a car. Life wouldn't be so tense.

I am eager for social recognition and understanding.

Most people think that teachers should burn themselves and illuminate others like candles; Like a spring silkworm, it spits out the last silk and then dies silently; Watering every pot of flowers and every tree like a gardener. But they forget that I am just an ordinary person, and there is no realm like God. What I want most is more respect and understanding for teachers. It is not endless misunderstanding and contempt, but also aggressive.

As a teacher, I am misunderstood by my parents, aggressive, misunderstood by my own students and misunderstood by people from all walks of life. Once, a student made a mistake and I called my parents. I just want to tell him what happened and then discuss the countermeasures to educate the children. Who knows, this parent actually brought a few rough people with five big and three thick, all of them stood beside me in two rows drunk, and then asked loudly, "What do you want from me?" Do you want to be embarrassed? " I see this singling out battle, my legs are shaking, I speak with my own vibrato, and I also discuss nonsense. Forget it.

In order to meet their normal needs of food, clothing, housing and transportation, I am eager to raise my salary. This is also a basic human need. But since it went up several times, I gradually gave up. Every time wages go up, prices go up. Or wages don't rise as fast as prices.

I am eager to get a smooth job title evaluation.

As a teacher, you can't escape the fate of evaluating professional titles. Professional titles combine ability, honor, future and money. If the teacher has it, they will be very happy. However, can every teacher evaluate the professional title smoothly? The answer is no, even if you do your best, you may not get what you want.

First, the number of places is pitiful;

Second, thousands of troops crossed the wooden bridge and could not get on the wheel;

Third, there are too many people who are better than you. When the Eight Immortals crossed the sea, they all showed their magical powers. The avatar can't. They all fell into the sea.

I am eager to teach safely. (Safety first)

This is almost incredible and alarmist to outsiders. In fact, this is proved by countless real events. A friend who once stayed in the public security system said that nowadays minors are invincible. Anyone who has played games knows what kind of existence this is. No matter what crimes they have committed, in short, they are not old enough to file a case. End. In this way, as a teacher, as an unarmed teacher, it is completely like a gentle sheep walking on the wolf's territory and imparting knowledge to the wolf. Do you think they will be willing to learn? What's more, there are parents protecting calves.

Here are one or two.

The head teacher of senior three in Sichuan was beaten by the parents of the students because he punished the students who violated the discipline by playing mobile phones in class and falling in love at school.

Anhui primary school students lied about being beaten, and parents took people to beat the class teacher.

However, the recent incident of beating a teacher in Anhui is no longer news. After searching a lot on the internet, it will not be listed, and the layout will not fit. According to reliable sources, Anhui teachers' recruitment registration was cold and nobody cared. Maybe it's scared.

Nowadays, parents pay more attention to education and less attention to teachers than any historical period. However, education and teachers are inseparable, and the premise of attaching importance to education is to attach importance to and respect teachers. However, people seem to habitually ignore this problem.

Many parents are the first set and the second set. When you meet a teacher, say that the teacher is good here and good there. It is inhuman to scold the teacher behind his back, which is not good for his children here and there. Never look at whether your child is a dragon or a phoenix.

I am eager to teach books simply.

It seems that this is not difficult, but the reality is completely different. Most of the teachers' energy is spent on things unrelated to education and teaching. Every teacher has this experience. I am busy with back pain and leg cramps every day, but when I look back, I find that I have not made due achievements in education and teaching. All kinds of reports, all kinds of trainings, all kinds of statements and all kinds of non-teaching tasks keep teachers busy. But what does this have to do with the education that really needs to be done? It's all for various tests.

These "longings" are just the basic needs of an ordinary person. Nothing is too demanding.

Please don't put me in the position of god. I can't be a god, and I dare not dream of becoming a god. Please forgive my unselfishness. I can't do my best until I die. I want to support my elderly parents and young children. Please forgive me. I just want to be an ordinary person. Please forgive me for having all the attributes that ordinary people have. Please forgive my persistent and legitimate pursuit of material and spirit.

Finally, please forgive me for not being a god, but an ordinary person. I just want to be an ordinary person.