How does it feel to be rejected by the person you like?

I have never liked anyone since I was a child, and I feel that I have always been a warm-hearted and cold-hearted person. It’s not that I don’t want to like someone, but that I really can’t like them. But when I really like others, I am rejected by others.

It was hard to find someone I liked in high school, but he was so good at studying that he ignored me at first. I got closer to him little by little. I felt like I was too scheming about this, and I was scared of some of it. But my friend comforted me and said that relationships are like this, so I didn’t think too much about it. . Because at first he really disliked me. He hardly talked to me at the front and back desks, and ignored me when I asked him questions. He went to bed after class, as if I was a transparent person anyway. Sometimes I really don't know the questions anymore, so I will keep asking him, and when he gets annoyed, he will explain it to me. It's really sad. In fact, I am very thin-skinned, but I have no choice but to talk to him. I didn't know who made me like him at that time, and I was confident of being favored. I felt that he really did this to me just because I liked him, but I had no choice. I feel very sad, but I don’t hate him at all. I always feel that he deserves to be like this.

Cheer yourself up every day, don’t be sad, don’t be sad, today is another beautiful day, come on! Then I continued to seek abuse, but I enjoyed it every day because I was already very happy just to see him. It didn’t matter if he disliked me. I was already satisfied just to see him doing well. It's pretty good for a cold-tempered person to do this for him. Although we are not together now, we still keep in touch occasionally because we have become friends. It has been too long and we no longer have the same persistence as we did at that time. They say that when a woman chases a man, there will be love. Well, this sentence is not special. allow.

Even if the person you like despises you, don’t despise yourself. Working hard is the only way to avoid being despised by others.