A butterfly

Every seed has to endure darkness before it breaks through the ground, and every excellent person also has a period of silence. The meaning of life depends on our own definition. Let's walk like flowers and really bloom.

-Yu Xin's Breaking the Cocoon into a Butterfly

Time flies, time flies, and idealism remains unchanged. This summer is very different from mine. It tells a sad story called graduation. I graduated this summer and found a job.

First of all, allow me to introduce myself. My name is Wang Ming. I just graduated from Yuncheng College, majoring in primary education. Now I am working as a math intern in Yuncheng New Education Experimental School. Before describing, I want to say something about my university. I have to admit that college means a lot to me. I entered the college gate at 20 13. At that time, I was still preparing for college with my high school stupidity. Of course, this idea was later dropped. I gradually understand that universities don't study for the sake of learning like high school. We can learn what we like and do what we like. There is plenty of time, depending on how you spend it. I don't regret four years in college. Perhaps my knowledge is not as accurate and solid as that in high school, and my experience and skills may be scattered and not solid enough. I know all this very well, and I have been trying to make myself excellent. I don't just make others fall in love with me, I also want to make myself fall in love with me. In college, I dare not say that I cherish every quarter of an hour to sublimate myself, but I dare admit that I didn't waste time that I shouldn't have wasted. Bacon once said: "To arrange time reasonably is to save time", and he deeply agreed. In the four years of college, except for the wasted time of shopping with my sisters, the rest time is allocated to self-growth, mainly including two channels, study and work. Needless to say, in four years, in addition to passing all subjects, you have to take the examination of textual research and grading. I have many ideas about work, so I want to mention them. From the time line, I have been exploring the depth in all walks of life, distributing leaflets, salesmen, waiters, chefs, substitute exams, tutors, substitute teachers and so on. But I have been walking towards the light in my heart. I think every job has something worth learning, and as a good teacher, I need to study all the time. When I take up a certain post, I will be busy quietly, and I will re-recognize the profession of teacher and keep learning. Only in this special summer this year, with a little sadness of graduation, when I was worried about how to go in the future, I was blessed and honored. Through the college job fair, I came here-New Education Experimental School.

The weather in April is warm and comfortable, with no tide of rainstorm and no scorching sun. I like such a warm and gentle April day. You can dress casually at this time, which is more or less comfortable. It's good. And I, in this beautiful April, met a new education.

/kloc-in April of 0/9, when I first entered this primary school, I went to the school leaders with cautious fear and arranged accommodation. At that time, the school was very busy, but the school leaders were very kind and friendly to me and ignored me at all. My two sisters in the dormitory also took care of me, helped me make the bed and asked me if I could drink water and eat. And my teacher Zanjie, who takes good care of me and wants to give me time to adapt to the role of a teacher. She seldom asks me to do heavy work, but I don't mind. I know in my heart that when I come here, I will learn and grow. Spoiled can only raise flowers in the greenhouse, but can't raise indomitable grass. Here, I also met my friends, such as Xue Yuan, Wang Yuying and Sun Rong. We always eat and chat together when we are not busy, and we also learn and grow together. There was only one word in my mind at that time-home. This primary school is as warm as home. This is how I felt when I first met here.

On April 28th, my teacher and I went to Yuncheng International School for the first time and visited the pantomime "Ocean Romance" in the Olive Tree Classroom. To tell the truth, this is really a shocking performance. At that time, I made friends frequently and wanted my friends around me to see such a wonderful performance. These children, on the stage, are like natural kings, dominating the world, conquering the world with superb performances and declaring their strength to the world. "This is their stage and this is their world." This performance is of great significance to each of their children. They experienced the joy of growing up in the performance. When the warm applause sounded, every little actor who participated in the performance was full of confidence and pride. This display of self-confidence and courage is the most precious memory of them and even our visitors. Every child's eyes are shining, which is the emotional integration of the actors. Smile, step by step, show its pure and elegant skill. On the stage, they are doing themselves and interpreting their dreams, but behind the performance, they are working hard. Pie will not fall on your head for no reason, and you may not be able to accept it after falling. The real strong man is not the one who cries, but the one who runs with tears. I admire, envy and envy these children.

Time rang the prelude of May and took away April with catkins flying. The wind in May, accompanied by melodious birdsong, blew off the bonus, with ink fragrance, and gradually climbed the green and prosperous dream of Ran Ran. And this romantic and sentimental May is the most substantial and busy month in my internship, because in this month, I just adapted to the education of this primary school, but that university is calling me to finish the last chapter-thesis.

In memory, there are always moments that can warm the whole past. On May 4th, a small bridge concert hosted by the fourth grade was ushered in. This is a stage for children to show themselves. Following the brisk beat, children freely interpret their enthusiasm for the stage, their desire for freedom and their understanding of life through dancing and singing. I have to say that I am like a clown who has never seen the world, and every performance is enough to shock me. There are many kinds of programs. There are English vowel songs, vowel exercises, rope skipping, roller skating, roller skating martial arts, street dance, Xinjiang dance, Latin dance, organ string burning, solo and so on, which really dazzles me, because I lack this youthful enthusiasm here, so I envy the high-spirited vitality. Look, how nice they are!

The concert ended in prosperity and then I entered a busy day. I started writing my thesis while practicing. I have classes at school during the day and grow up with my math teacher, but at night, my brain cells begin to fly wildly and collide. It passed like this, day and night! Studying every day and night makes me exhausted. That stage was really difficult and unforgettable. Fortunately, when you are busy, there will be no idle troubles, and your heart will be on busy things. During that time, apart from busy internships and papers, my heart was really pure, and there was no room for chores. Even the time for eating was a luxury for me. Many times, it is attitude that determines everything. As long as you have the right attitude, you can turn pressure into motivation and get on the stage of success. Life is fair to everyone, although I dare not say that it must be a hard work and a harvest, but I think I am busy now to make up for the time I wasted before and pave the way for my future life. I have no complaints and enjoy it.

After the busy season in the early stage of the thesis, the new education school arranged an opportunity for teachers to play together. God is really good to me. It must be for the smart girl's struggle, so let me have a good rest. On may 13, we set out. Our destination is Manghe River in Jincheng, with a long road, singing and dancing. However, the original ecological tourist destination is full of monkeys. Find my psychological shadow area. Monkeys can catch people. They are really fierce and scared.

Business is still education. After that week, the teachers in the school were very energetic at work, and my spirit was also very high. I study with all my heart and soul. At this time, the new teacher's open class was ushered in. It's a pity that I went back to school to reply and missed the lectures and evaluations of other new teachers. At the same time, I am particularly worried about how to teach my class. As soon as I finished my college studies, I threw myself into a new education. I ask my master to guide the open class every day. Here, please let me sincerely thank Zanjie for her help. The course I choose is Unit 8 "Investigation and Record" in the second volume of Senior Two. Because this course is relatively simple, after discussion, the two courses will be merged into one. Under the guidance of Nanming's educational model, we need students to take the lead in this course, so we set the beginning of this class on students' favorite fruits, then selected the main types of fruits, and then began to investigate and study, step by step, closely linked, rigorous and complete, thinking that this is really a perfect design, but I am really afraid that I will ruin my sister's hard work and my dream.

The silent footsteps of time often slip away before you finish the most urgent things. With a flick of a finger, lush spring passed, June came, and we graduated. In this special month, the twilight of early summer and the hustle and bustle of graduation surround us, which is doomed to make everything that happened during this time unable to calm down. This sour summer, with a little sadness of graduation, began my nervous open class.

Before the open class, there was constant grinding. Because of the flexibility of curriculum design, every class is full after the trial class. And I keep reviewing during the tense time. Papers and open classes are really busy, and I can't rest for a moment, but I like such a full day. Sister Zan also worked hard to accompany me to try classes again and again. Finally, on June 9, I ushered in my first open class. On that day, the school leaders and all the teachers in the math group came. It is false that they are not nervous, but after the lecture began, I slowly forgot them. I talked with my children wholeheartedly, and according to the main steps of the investigation, I came to a close unconsciously. Then, I made a very detailed evaluation of my class. There are many shortcomings, which will be corrected in the future, except for a heart disease, my words.

The self-cultivation manual was completely extended in June, followed by lectures, study, training and mime performance.

On June 10, Xingang Experimental Primary School gave a pantomime performance. This time, I didn't come as a visitor, but as a backstage worker, responsible for the ppt broadcast of Class 2 (3). Yo, it really scared the baby. I'm afraid it's misplaced. The plot is wrong. It's okay. Look at these lovely children. Their excited hearts can't be hidden in innocent smiles.

In my daily awakening, I suddenly realized that "people should wake up" and I took action at once. At present, what I want to improve most is accurate mathematical language and chalk writing. I deeply realize that if I can't pass these two hurdles in my heart, I won't have enough confidence to lead my little angels. I started my dubbing journey and practiced calligraphy. I will go forward without hesitation.

I am still practicing myself every day, and I taught an open class "Observing Objects" when I was busy. It was Sunday and Father's Day, and I gained a lot.

Then the special report of each class will be held on June 19, which is similar to the special final exam. This is my understanding. The children all put on their most satisfactory postures, drawing a satisfactory conclusion for their special performance. Everyone plays and plays hard, and I can see the light in their eyes. That is their dream and expectation. They want to contribute to the class.

After that, the school entered a busy preparation stage. Because of the college entrance examination and the senior high school entrance examination, the class time in our school is intermittent, so the students also review intermittently, and the teachers are under great pressure. Be sure to let the children have a comprehensive review of the knowledge, so that the children will be handy in the exam, and the teacher's fatigue during this time is worthwhile. I like the "hard work" of being a teacher, which makes me feel unparalleled.

As the days draw near, I will achieve something every day and make progress every month. I will always urge myself to move towards the light in my heart. Nirvana is reborn, leaving no room for regret for the future self. Even in the deepest darkness, I believe I can meet the most beautiful light.

Believe in yourself, you can make a cocoon or break it into a butterfly.