Time flies, and summer is not over.

People always think too tragically about their first love, but it's just because that person swept across the lake that you have been silent for more than ten years like a dragonfly, which made it ripple for the first time. And the one who really joins hands with you for life is the one who will accompany you through the wind and waves in the long river of years. ten years have passed since I first met you when I was sixteen.

In the hot July, you were carrying hot rice noodles and collided with me passing by with your head down. The spilled soup scalded your hands and stained my newly bought floral skirt.

You hurriedly apologized to me, invited me to drink matcha milk green, and said that you would compensate me for an identical skirt.

I said my name was Zhao Qianer, and you said your name was Lin Ziqiao.

you just broke into my world and my heart.

at that time, I was about to be a sophomore and you were about to be a senior.

My schoolwork is not too heavy, but because the college entrance examination is just around the corner, even in summer vacation, you have to be busy making up lessons all day.

When I was in the senior high school entrance examination, I didn't get into your key middle school by 1 points. Therefore, when I learned that you had never regretted your grades after you went to school in No.1 Middle School, I was annoyed for the first time why I didn't work hard. Although, our two schools are only separated by a road.

Your academic performance is excellent, and you are highly valued by your teachers. Everyone says that you can be admitted to a key university, and I firmly believe it.

I know, I shouldn't bother you all the time, so as not to affect your study, so I can only hang around outside your school often.

Later, school officially started. In order to devote yourself to your study more wholeheartedly, your teacher asked everyone to live on campus, including you who live not far away.

At that time, it was still very popular to write letters, so I wrote to you every now and then. Because the school is close, I don't need to give it to the postman, just throw it into the mailbox in your school security room.

I don't expect you to reply to every letter. I just hope you can think of me when you see my letter. Of course, I still hope you can reply to me once in a while.

you will often write back to me, which makes me feel very happy. Your handwriting is very beautiful. I feel a little ashamed to compare it with my own handwriting.

I will treat every letter you reply to me as a treasure, put it in a separate file bag and treasure it carefully.

In order to get in touch with you more, I never thought how important a mobile phone was at that time, so I found various reasons to beg my mother to buy me my first mobile phone, because I knew you also had a mobile phone.

I added your QQ friend and will send you a message as soon as I have time. Although you may not reply, I know you are in class.

Because I am always distracted, my grades have plummeted. I suffered a waterloo in a monthly exam, which was not bad.

My mother thought it was my mobile phone that influenced me. At one time, she wanted to confiscate my mobile phone. I begged her for a long time and promised that she would do well in the next monthly exam before returning it to me.

The head teacher also talked to me, but she didn't criticize my achievements too much. Instead, she told me that you should have a goal in your life. If you think it's too far away to talk about your life goal now, then find a closer goal, such as whether you have a favorite city or a favorite person. You want to go to that city, how much effort you have to make, and how much distance you have to get close to the person you like.

I have always been grateful to my class teacher for waking me up in the right way at the most critical moment.

How far is it between me and you? Although we are only separated by a road, I know that we are still separated by Qian Shan.

you are so excellent, and I am so mediocre.

I will still write you long letters during the evening self-study. Some of them are sent to you, while others are kept by myself.

I will also meet you and have a cup of milk tea when you are on your monthly holiday.

However, I have also set a goal for myself. In the future, I will go to the same university as you.

I know that this goal is a bit far, but I still have time, and I will try my best to narrow the distance between us.

You are glad to hear that I will study hard. You said that you would have plenty of time to help me make up lessons after the college entrance examination.

I'm glad to hear that, too, more than you.

Your college entrance examination came as scheduled in June that summer. You were admitted to the best university in the province as expected, but I know that you can be admitted to a better university with your score.

I am really happy for you. You invited me to dinner alone. You said that you didn't want to be too far away from home, so you chose the provincial capital.

besides being happy for you, I am also worried about myself.

Since I decided to go to the same university as you, my exam scores have risen a lot, and my name has slowly climbed from the bottom of the top 1 list on campus. But how high can the top 1 list of an ordinary middle school be? This kind of achievement of mine, put in No.1 Middle School, can't rank at all.

at that time, my mother said that if I could get an ordinary second book, it would be considered as a virtue of my ancestors.

You said you would make up lessons for me and raise my poor math score.

You are a science student and I am a liberal arts student. My math has really improved under your one-on-one guidance.

Soon you entered the university, and I officially became a "senior three party", with the college entrance examination as the primary goal.

You will often share some of your learning methods with me on QQ to encourage me to continue my efforts.

during the winter vacation of senior three, you also came back from the holiday and gave me a beautiful winter dress. You said that you had soiled my floral dress at the beginning and never had time to pay for it. You will give it to me when you find the same one later. Although this skirt is not quite the same as my previous one, I really like it.

I've been happy for a long time, and I'm more determined to go to the same university as you.

I think, when I go to college, I will have the cheek to confess to you, but before that, you must wait for me and don't be good with other girls.

In June, the weather began to get hot, and my college entrance examination came to an end.

After ten years of work off stage and one minute on stage, my high school career officially ended with tears in my eyes.

While waiting for the score to come out, my heart is extremely tormented. Compared with the pressure of other students, I am more afraid of your disappointment.

I think I'm blessed, and I didn't let you down.

My mock exams are all below one line, and the college entrance examination has magically exceeded one line by more than 2 points. My mother really accumulated great virtue from her ancestors.

But I let myself down. Anyway, I am doomed not to go to the same university as you.

there is always a distance between me and you.

You said that you were really happy for me. Soon you came back from the summer vacation. You gave me a lot of advice when filling out your volunteers. All the schools I filled in were provincial capitals.

In the end, I was admitted to a new school and chose a major with good reputation in the school.

On the day I received the notice, I received another floral skirt from you. The style of the skirt is very similar to the one you stained me two years ago.

you said you had been looking for it for a long time, and you also said that I looked good in a skirt.

After that, I often wear it to go out to play with you, drink milk tea, run over the road and play video games. I even lied to my mother that I went out to travel with my classmates. In fact, I went to a small town in Linxian with you.

At that time, summer flowers were just right, bright and bright, and all the way, flowers were blooming all over the trees, on your face and in my heart.

When I was a freshman, the first group activity in my class was to go to a farmhouse.

While everyone was busy picking wild fruits and enjoying the farm fun, I found a maple forest and picked up some maple leaves by myself.

after returning to school, I carefully wrote your name on the maple leaf, bookmarked it and put it in my favorite book.

So, when I read a book in the evening self-study, I actually stare at your name silently and even giggle inexplicably.

I was wondering, what were you doing when you were studying by yourself the night before your freshman year? You must be reading carefully every day. Have you suddenly thought of me a few times? Will it be, talking and laughing with other girls?

the more I think about it, the more upset I get. Perhaps this is the so-called unrequited love. I don't know why, the closer I am to you, the more I miss you.

You come to my school by bus for an hour every two weeks. I say I'll visit your school next time. Don't you think you're afraid of carsickness? I'll come to you.

you have no idea how sweet and moved I was.

I was very busy in my freshman year, and many clubs and organizations held many activities. You told me to choose some interested clubs or organizations to exercise, so I went to the campus news agency and radio station. Fortunately, my writing and Mandarin were passable, and I passed the interview easily.

At that time, there was a school sister named Qi Shanshan in the news agency. She was called the "social flower" in the news agency with a sweet face and charming smile. She was also a fellow countryman and took good care of me. She often takes me to publish manuscripts and teaches me how to take photos, which makes me learn a lot.

She is really excellent. She is not only good-looking, but also has excellent academic performance. She often wins prizes and treats people well.

as perfect as her, it makes me feel even less worthy of you.

I often fantasize that one day when we get married, you hold my hand and declare "I do" in front of everyone, that you personally put a ring on me, and that you kiss me deeply.

should I confess to you or not? What if you can't make a confession and you don't even have friends to do in the end? Even if you can continue to be friends, you will lose your original taste.

for this reason, I have been troubled and hesitant for a long time.

I've thought a lot, but I've never thought about whether you like me too. Because I dare not think about it, I always think in my heart that such an excellent person like you must have high requirements for the other half.

My roommates are all giving me advice. They all agree that I should confess to you. One of them said, you can go boldly, even if you die, you can't die too timid.

I can't die. My first love is still in its infancy. How can I die?

after I was beaten by them, I finally decided to come to your school for a weekend.

carsickness is nothing for the happiness of the rest of my life!

I changed a lot that day under the elaborate dress of my roommate. Although I only wear light makeup, the whole person's aura is different. Even I feel that I am actually somewhat beautiful.

in order to give you a surprise, I didn't inform you beforehand.

However, I was disappointed, but I vomited my eyes out because of carsickness, and my tears came out. Fortunately, a boy next to me handed me a bottle of water.

he said, classmate, I was born in H. Are you going to our school to play or go back to school?

well, it turns out that he goes to your school.

I said, I went to your school to find someone.

He immediately put on a look of seeing through everything and said, Oh, the person who can make you throw up all the way regardless of yourself must be your boyfriend.

I smiled and said nothing. I thought, although it is not yet, it should be soon.

I remember you said that there is a Mingxi Valley in the back of your school, and the scenery is very beautiful, so couples often date there, so it is also called "Lover Valley".

I just want to go there by myself first, and then I'll call you out.

In the early winter, large tracts of leaves of Chinese parasol trees are covered all over the floor, with intimate couples on the roadside, sunshine through branches, and lazy bass coming from campus radio.

Everything is so beautiful that people want to talk about an everlasting love.

-if I didn't see you holding her here.

you didn't find me, so I turned and ran away.

I don't know how scared or embarrassed I was. I just know that I must be a joke.

The person I like, the person I have liked for more than two years, the person I used to stay awake at night trying to get closer, the person I fantasized about marrying countless times, and the person I even want to meet despite the carsickness.

At this moment, I am holding hands with other girls and walking in on the boulevard, a "lover's valley".

You took the fallen leaves off her head, and you smiled so gently and so, which made me crazy.

I seem to suddenly understand the reason why you have been forbidding me to come to you.

I, running all the way, didn't dare to look back until tears blurred my vision. I fell and my palm was skinned. I finally sat on the roadside of your school crying despite the strange eyes from the people coming and going.

after a long time, I was so tired and hungry from crying that I even forgot why I was so sad.

I think my brain may be temporarily amnesia. If so, then I hope I will never remember it.

I don't know how I got back to school, but I miraculously didn't throw up. Maybe my stomach is already empty, and there is nothing to vomit. Maybe I'm numb and I don't know what carsickness is.

my first love, which I thought would be in bud, died before I could smell the breath of spring.

That's all right. I don't have to wait for you to come to me, stare at your name and giggle, and worry about what you are doing all the time.

that weekend, I turned off my cell phone and covered myself in bed, ignoring anyone.

On Monday, when I turned on my mobile phone, I saw the message you sent and countless missed phone reminders, and my tears came down again disappointedly.

I sent you a message, telling you that I am fine, but my mobile phone is dead.

you said you were worried about me.

I would have been very happy before, but now, I am still happy, except that I was happy with honey before, but now I forget to put sugar in my bitter coffee.

My roommate advised me that if you want to relax, you should think that your hard-earned cabbage has been arched by pigs. This year's cabbage is gone, so you can plant it again next year.

I was amused by her metaphor. If it's really cabbage, there will always be pigs to arch it.

I started to go to the library to read books and participate in various activities every day. I had to keep myself busy so that I didn't have time to be sad.

I told you, I'll call you brother in the future. You asked why, and I said, because then we will be a family.

yes, even if I decide not to wait for you, I will use such a name to bind us together.

in this way, I won't really lose you.

I think, in the future, I will just hide my thoughts and really treat you as my brother.

It's just that I still need time to adjust, so I refused you to come to school often on the grounds that I was too busy.

Sure enough, you haven't come to see me for a long time, and even the greetings on QQ are much less than before.

I think you're focusing on her.

Until the weekend before the winter vacation, you called.