A vague life

Facing all sentient beings, we can't help feeling deeply and lamenting the bleak life. However, even so, human beings still live out their own, a self that conforms to the historical trend. Maybe you will say that this is not self, but drifting with the flow. In fact, many times, the true self will be reflected in the tiny details of life, and the human self is precisely the reflection of the details of life. Although many times, we are often dissatisfied, such as life is not satisfactory, nine times out of ten, but the ultimate self is also the result of inner self-awareness choice. Many people think that the self should be composed of the manifestation of the subconscious mind, but it can't be dominated by consciousness and become a "false self". However, it is precisely because people's consciousness dominates people that there is so much richness. Or, if the subconscious dominates people's thoughts, will it be a different kind of scenery?

In my opinion, the subconscious is perfect, while consciousness is the crystallization of reality and an immature self. Although we humans are thriving under the guidance of consciousness, we also distort our true selves.

Many famous figures in history have not yet lived their true selves, but they have also brought beautiful things to the world. There is no doubt that their lives are far away from the universe, and we ordinary people are even worse, let alone. For example, Michelangelo in the west, even though he carved David and participated in various important sculptures, failed to find the real David in his mind all his life. The carved David is quite close to the image in his heart, but it is still not as good as David in his heart. Because the "David" in my heart is unique, a real muse and unrepeatable, I think it is with this mentality that talented artists reluctantly begin to make their own works in this world! Because if the author doesn't have that unique, unrepeatable and extremely hot emotion, who can carve such a beautiful David?

Therefore, life is very small, and we live so small and insignificant in front of life. Although Michelangelo carved the incomparable David, who can say that he has no regrets? Although it is a satisfactory work, Michelangelo has been pursuing the road all his life, whether in sculpture or on the road of sculpture, but this does not hinder the blooming of his wonderful life.

China has Ruan Ji and Ji Kang, two soul figures who live free and easy but not so wanton. I think these two people are both models of life. Why do you say that? Because they all encountered helpless things at that time, but they still bloomed with the brilliance of human nature. Although Ruan Ji is "timid" and leads a miserable and forbearing life, he can't show his true self, but I still think he is a free and easy person. He can cry for a girl who is not married, or he can fully consider the etiquette of the regime at that time, or he can go out in a carriage at dusk and let the carriage run until he reaches a deserted place and cry. His helplessness and helplessness broke out in an instant like a mountain and river. He is so careful, but still so helpless and vague. At the moment when he burst into tears, he highlighted people's sense of powerlessness in the face of things, and all the pain in his heart came out at once, highlighting the brilliance and subtlety behind people's helplessness and struggle. Even if he is "unintelligent" again, he is also the soul of the seven sages of the bamboo forest and the first of the seven sages of the bamboo forest. How brave it is to refuse to marry her daughter to Sima's son even if she is drunk for sixty days! At that time, "the emperor took turns to do it and came to my house next year" and the Sima family "halved the celebrities in one day" were cruel. It can better highlight Ruan Ji's helpless situation, inner unwillingness, and the bitterness and helplessness of having to make a living with him.

However, in the face of endless disputes inside and outside the imperial court, Ruan Ji and Ji Kang have a common desire, that is, to retire from the mountains and forests, but they can't either. Ruan Ji endured and suffered for half his life. His life has a little glory because of his friends in this troubled times, but it is difficult to find a quiet place in this troubled times and to seek a stable place in this complicated era.

Ji Kang will be a little more free and easy than Ruan Ji. He will not defect, nor will he remain silent in troubled times. In that case, the ending will only be a dead end. His death is just like the song "Guangling San" he played. "Guangling is exhausted, and Ji Kang is dead." This piece of music is the only famous guqin piece with the flavor of war.

Ruan Ji's life is more difficult than Ji Kang's, because he is on the verge of death and Ji Kang is much more free and easy. Therefore, whether Ruan Ji or Ji Kang, they are all a heavy force in this cosmic life. Ji Kang's free and easy life can be said to be arbitrary, but his free and easy life did not make him live the real seclusion he wanted, nor did he settle down well, but it brought him a fatal disaster. However, his integrity is shocking and earth-shattering. Otherwise, it wouldn't attract so many celebrities, and the students pleaded for him.

The ethereal life is not about how ethereal people are, but a great fact formed by showing the smallness behind the brilliance of human nature when people are powerless in the face of the development of things; The ethereal life is a sigh of people in the vast universe, a sense of helplessness to their own times, but they still love the heroism of this life. Because Roman Roland once said: There is only one kind of heroism in the world, and that is to love life after seeing the truth.