I didn't get into school, wandered around at home, and people around me cast a cold eye …

Then I'll send you an article written in my computer that year. I hope you can get some inspiration from me. Everything is true, but after I went to college, I thought about it and didn't make any changes.

I was born in June 1990, and I am 22 years old.

At the beginning, I found all the textbooks for junior high school by myself and studied hard every day. My parents saw my performance and helped me find a junior high school. I passed the first senior three, affirming the possibility of continuing to study xí and realizing my ideal.

From a junior high school dropout to a so-called vocational school student, and finally become a college student.

When I was in junior high school, I complained about the small campus and the cruelty of the children in the village. I didn't want to learn from xí, but I just fought and picked up girls all day.

The old teacher openly asked his parents for money. Those students who bomb will call their parents whenever they have the chance. Only by giving them food, drink, cigarettes and tea can they avoid being expelled. I am one of them.

I am very disappointed with these. I can't figure out that the campus in front of me is a school. Does that university really exist?

Due to environmental reasons, I no longer have the enthusiasm to learn xí. I play with students in ordinary classes, climb walls and gather people to fight. Internet cafes appeared at that time, not game consoles. We started playing CS, and people with a little spare money went to play Fantasy Westward Journey, and more often played stand-alone games.

I was soon sent to an ordinary class with loose management. Sleep until noon every day, meals are cooked with the help of others, and go back to sleep after reading novels. Sometimes when I stay in the dormitory for a long time and go to the classroom, I feel sleepy. The old Chui teacher still talked about it with relish, according to what he said, in order to perform the duties of the old Chui teacher.

I left school in 2002, when I was 12 years old, and I was in Grade Three and last semester.

When I entered primary school at the age of four, I didn't graduate from college at an early age, but said goodbye to school.

Since I left junior high school, I have been wandering in the community for two years, living in an Internet cafe with some young people who don't study.

At that time, Internet cafes began to develop, and more and more people entered the Internet cafes all night.

Sometimes I feel bored, drawing pictures on the computer, and painting the university campus I once dreamed of. ......

Gradually, I found that I had a distance from those young people and felt different.

They began to pick up girls, see their skills, and often fight. I'm not involved in all this. I just played the role of a game master.

I move people and stay with others. Some of my classmates dropped out of school when I was a child. After I came back, dāi helped to plant some fields in the home of my eldest brother in his twenties in some villages, and took a motorcycle ride in his spare time. The greatest pleasure is drinking and eating barbecue, and more boring time is spent smoking.

I went to live with them for a while and felt the hardship of farming and the backwardness of the countryside.

In 2004, 14 years old, chose to study in a technical school, which is a vocational school.

When I went to the countryside, I felt that life in the city was better than that in the county.

It's much better to meet new classmates and friends than junior high school. Maybe everyone is a little older, but there are still people who often fight and take the girls away. On one occasion, a person even had hallucinations and fell from the upstairs. After that, vocational schools are much stricter.

Vocational schools really can't teach anything. I started with computers, but all I taught was pediatrics.

After graduation, I am more likely to find a humble job and make ends meet.

In 2006, I learned the so-called vocational school knowledge, and graduated in huā quarter, 16 years old.

I went to work, but I only took 900 yuan. I want to sleep after work. Being with some uneducated people, talking about women all day, smoking, drinking and gambling.

Because they have not received university knowledge and human culture, I deeply feel that I am an alien in this group. I am a normal type, but they are not normal.

I'm a chef, and the hidden rule of the kitchen is to beat and scold at will, and that's it if I don't do it well.

And those with bad temper will beat their hands with a spatula. This is the rule of the kitchen. If you can't do it, others will come in.

Shā 200 pieces of foundation every day, 100 pieces of fish, 100 Jin of meat.

This kind of manual work really needs strength, so I can't do it naturally.

I also saw all kinds of seafood clams and snakes. The first time I blew a snake, I almost got bitten.

I'm a junior high school graduate. I have to do this for work and money.

But a month passed, and I only got a very thin RMB, 900 yuan.

The dormitory needs to pay water and electricity 100 yuan, clothes 200 yuan, and I need two red towers for the chef to smoke. I have little left.

Day after day, I left the kitchen two months later.

I started to do the second job-networking.

However, I went to an Internet cafe and became an Internet cafe. I don't want to be an Internet cafe manager now. In fact, most of them should be called waiters. They play computer games and don't want to work, so they go to Internet cafes and become so-called abandoned children in Internet cafes.

What I do is the maintenance of all computers in Internet cafes. I will upgrade some software every day and add some games and movies that customers leave messages for. Anyway, I repair computers, not the waiters.

Because I rely on the computer technology I have learned in the past five years, I have little knowledge, so I can only go to this small Internet cafe, just in the Internet cafe in the village.

There is a girl who runs out of school all day to surf the internet, belonging to the kind of student who doesn't study X.

During that time, I often helped her solve some small problems and occasionally accompanied her to play the dam of Warcraft.

Later, she said that she would never go to school again, just like I did. ......

Then she said she liked me, and I naturally refused. Although I didn't graduate from junior high school, I always spoke highly of the people I like.

I like talented girls. Girls who can be admitted must be at least as knowledgeable, bold and brave as boys.

After I refused, she started hanging out with some young people and started smoking and drinking. I'm thinking that maybe learning Xi is the only way to change people.

I decided to go to Ben's university, Guangxi University.

One weekend, I entered the university and saw the university campus. I've been thinking about college since I was a child. This is exactly the same as in my dream.

When I was a child, Cui Ren, the monitor, said that you would go to college in the future. University is a big campus with infinite knowledge. This respectable old Chui teacher learned from Chui teacher that the old Chui teacher in Xu Xiaoyan didn't lie to me. I saw it.

When I first entered the door, I saw many people holding books. I feel like a college student. I am laughing. "This is a college student." .

I'm glad to see the library of Xida University, because I've always liked reading.

But I couldn't get into the library and was stopped by the librarian. Because there is no student ID card, there are many books to read, so I can only watch at the door.

That night, I slept on the ground of the university. I wanted to feel the atmosphere of the university. Now I still have some tears.

I really want to have my own dormitory and sleep better. I am not a student here. I can only sleep outside the dormitory. At least I sleep in college without a bed, but I'm not afraid of anything in college. Very safe. ......

If you have never been to a university, have never felt that kind of breath, and dream of a beautiful campus in your heart, then going to a university will give you a new understanding of life.

I wrote my name on the leaves of Biyun Lake, and I will be a student here in the future.

Wu Jun Road Huixian West Road Chongwen Road Tonghe Road ......

After working in an Internet cafe for two months, I left. I intend to complete a great plan and enter the university.

When I got home, I went to the bookstore and bought half of junior high school textbooks with my last job, and began to study hard.

Later, my father Q: n saw my efforts and helped me find the remaining half of the teaching materials, as well as the final exam of each semester. I am grateful that he supported me.

He helped me find a junior high school with a poor academic atmosphere, because I reread the case without a file, and it was already good to go to school. I didn't have any complaints, so I began to make a big fuss about it for a year, gnawing at the textbooks of junior high school for three years.

On July 7, 2007, I saw my senior high school entrance examination results on the Internet. It is the best high school in the county. Every year, Hu from Peking University goes to high school. I am very excited and happy. A month later, I returned to the long-lost campus, which really exudes a learning atmosphere.

I 17 years old at this time.

After being admitted to the first high school in the county, I was weak at first and couldn't rank at all. I remembered my vows to myself and the university's desire to change my life. I made up my mind to work hard.

After I was infected, my friends in the lower bunk began to show each other textbooks every day. At 3: 30 in the middle of the night, we often light candles to study and often study problems with the best students in our class. If you don't understand, ask a classmate who is good at learning X. If you are bored, I will use my means to intimidate B and seduce.

I'm not that junior high school truant. I know the joy of learning xí, so I should do it.

The monitor of Lao Cui's office is at home. For a time, the girls' dormitory was often visited downstairs. Today, in order to wait for the best girl in the class to solve some final problems, I was often misunderstood and had a relationship, which reminded me of nostalgia.

Three years is really fast, and every day, driven by ideals, I rush to the classroom with excitement. During that time, my classmates and I were really like the movies of those years, but I didn't like Shen jiāI, and Shen jiāI became every classmate. We study together. .....

Looking back, I used to be a homeless child who didn't graduate from junior high school, and my future was doomed to be bleak. Now those who used to be together are squeezed by the boss in Foshan, Guangdong Province, who works 15 hours a day and leads countless more than 2,000 yuan in Guangdong. I am very happy.

The countdown to the high hammer exam 100 days passed quickly, and finally it was time to say goodbye.

The days of high school are coming to an end, and everyone is finally going to break up, but it's not goodbye. ......

20 10, I graduated. I am a 20-year-old young man, and it is finally time to witness the results.

I spent a month at home and was very happy. I succeeded. I can go to college. I'm not the abandoned one anymore. The first one I volunteered to fill in was Tsinghua University, and the second one was Guangxi University.

Eliminating huá is everyone's dream. Even if I didn't pass the exam, I filled in a hope, a hope for my achievements in recent years.

Xida University is a university with special feelings that led me back to campus, so it is natural to fill it out.

I also calculated a little bit, fantasizing that I could be admitted, so I put Xida University in the second place and really accepted it, and it was the first priority of Qinghu.

I'm still a little scared. I don't think about my grades every day, for fear that I will fail.

In recent exams, although most of them were good results, they dropped several places twice.

Maybe I can't stand failure and think too much.

In July, I turned on the computer to inquire about the senior high school entrance examination, which surprised me.

650 points in liberal arts, definitely reaching clear lake × admission line. At that time, Guangxi liberal arts accepted 623.

I never dreamed that I could get into clear lake, but I did it.

I'm excited. I'm shaking my tears.

I finally lost everything in the past.

I am a successful person.

At first, I thought I could only be admitted to Guangxi University, the best school in this province.

Three years later, I got a clean envelope.

One day after half a month, the postman said loudly to māmā in the street: "Your son has passed the exam, and he is proud of his ancestors. Look at this envelope and he will know. "

At that moment, it spread to everyone in the streets, and I became a person who attracted everyone's attention.

I opened the envelope and looked at the notice and the Ji Chui certificate.

I went to the painting shop, paid 100 yuan and painted it with the final packaging. That card is my eternal memory.

I once dropped out of junior high school and became a social youth.

Knowing the hardships of the lower classes, I know that I can only do that kind of humble work. If I want to "live" well, I can only compromise Zui.

I chose the right path, and it's nothing compared with the outside community. Hehe, everything needs to be experienced by myself.

I played, I abandoned school, I experienced the so-called "mixed", what friends and brothers, I am not afraid of group fights. I have studied in vocational schools, and I have also worked in so-called future jobs in vocational schools. I've seen what people at the bottom of society are like. I am what others call a gangster.

I woke up. I went back to junior high school. I was admitted to the first high school. I worked hard in high school for three years and played a China version of Liz Murray in Q and N.

I received the admission notice from clear lake and the admission from Guangxi University, which once dragged me back to school.

Although I had special feelings for Xida University in those days, I naturally went to Qinghu Lake in reality.

Which student doesn't want to go? I have been informed by the West University, and I have fulfilled my wish.

Now I am a sophomore in Tsinghua University.

That night changed my life.

The so-called all roads lead to Rome, figuratively speaking, I am an expensive driver and you are a slave without shoes. If you go straight, of course everyone will go to Rome. Is that the same?

Once again, it's really sad. Looking at college students, I'm just a gangster. I didn't graduate from junior high school.

Now I am a student of Hua University in Qing Dynasty.

Students from the highest institutions in Zhong Kai.

Self-improvement, kindness and morality

Life is like this.

Anyone can be Liz Murray.

So can you.