What is the most chilling thing for you after you went to college?

Perhaps the most chilling thing is the scholarship, and now I feel very wronged when I think about it.

At that time, our school had three grades of academic scholarships and other various types of awards. Academic scholarships are awarded according to the average top ten of your two mid-term and final grades. Others, including innovation and entrepreneurship scholarships and outstanding cadre scholarships. It's all based on your position and performance in the student union, or what innovations and inventions you have made and what competitions you have participated in and won honors.

I went to college in the province, not in my hometown. More than half of my class are locals, except me, who are all rural students. The city where the university is located is an old revolutionary base area, which will lag behind my hometown. I remember when I was a freshman and a sophomore, I was fourth in grade and got a second-class scholarship. At that time, a lot of money was given, just 800, 56 years ago and the old revolutionary base areas. The monthly living expenses of boys are about 600 yuan, while that of girls is about 1000 yuan. There is really no place to spend money, and 800 is not a small sum, but I didn't get the money, only a certificate. The counselor was there. And after reading your information, the conditions are good, and this 800 is not bad. Several families in the class have difficulty in getting scholarships. According to the rules of the previous college, this fee should be given to them.

I was bombed at that time. Why didn't I get the scholarship on my own? I didn't even see the shadow of the money. Just tell me not to give it to me. This is an unwritten rule handed down from the past. I can understand what it's like to be poor at home, but if you are poor, you can study hard to get a scholarship. I can't give out my scholarship just because my family is richer than yours. At least let me have a look and ask my opinion. If the counselor is willing to discuss with me, I will agree to give money to my classmates, but I can't accept making decisions for me directly. The most chilling thing is the attitude of the classmates. When they got the envelope containing money, they bowed to the teacher, said thank you, smiled like a flower, and then turned away without thanking me. Later, they didn't mention it to me in private. This is my scholarship. Even if the teacher gave it to me, should I at least thank me? I just entered the university for a year. I didn't expect the campus to be so disappointing.

In my sophomore year, our counselor changed, and I got along well with my classmates. At that time, I became the deputy director of the propaganda department, and I talked to him about it. He said no, and then angrily took me to report my former counselor, and even ridiculed me that you were so timid that you sued him for swallowing your money without consulting you. Although I was very chilling, I felt very lucky to meet such a good counselor later.