The cat that fell from the upstairs made me miserable.

You are a very emotional person and have deep feelings for cats. In fact, the cat is dying (there is a pool of blood in its mouth and nose, pupils are dilated, and the upper jaw is broken), which is a sign of visceral rupture. You can try to get a new cat. Love can be transferred. Your cat is lucky because you like it very much. If it knows that you torture yourself so much, it will be unhappy in the kingdom of heaven. So for it, you must be strong. Try to get a cat to distract you. And is the reason why the cat fell from the building estrus? That's why you must be sterilized.