I first came to Wannian County, Shangrao City, Jiangxi Province. Where can I find a job? Urgent! Urgent! Urgent!

17 years ago-that is, in the last century, it was almost her whole life-18-year-old female educated youth Guo Yun Yanzhe and her brother Tang Yan had a tryst at the educated youth farm here, and suddenly they received the bad news of assassinating the head of the farm and came to Saint Yan's philosophy! The first time I heard the news, neither of them believed it. Lai Ansheng is a tyrant and a sheep. They believe that he will do many bad things, but it seems too outrageous and illogical to openly assassinate in broad daylight. What's more, the news was sent by Liu, which weakened the credibility of the news. Liu's, near their childhood, is a high school classmate (Qiu Yun is twice as low as them) and has a good relationship with Yan Zhe. After the Cultural Revolution began, many people were concerned about each other's humanization, and perhaps even didn't realize it on their own side. Father Yan Yanzhe got married. At school, he never regretted his behavior, whether he threw the first stone at Liu who committed suicide or forced his mother Yuan's dew until he went to the countryside. Due to these historical grievances, Ada has been in deep hostility. Now suddenly put on the concept of life-saving bodhisattva face value, believe it?

However, this is the chaos of a crazy era, and many illogical things have become normal. What happened later proved that the news sent by Liu proved to be true! This led to a deadly massacre, in which seven or eight people were killed, including Liu, a messenger from An Sheng who took the lead in planning the assassination, and two murderers, Lao, a commune cadre, and his lover Gu Ayi. Yan collapsed and didn't die at the hands of Lai Ansheng, but his whereabouts are still unknown due to lack of people.

This experience cut a bloody wound in Qiu Yun's heart. She thinks the wound will never heal. But time is the most powerful wizard, slowly healing wounds, autumn cloud Yanzhe died-if he didn't die, he was finally accepted, and he would never hide it from himself after calm! Later, in the city, when the workers got married and had children in the Ma community, they caught the last bus of the university to be Chinese teachers and take care of their grandchildren. Her heart is full of secular life and she has no time to look back. The old man recalled, carefully folded the wound, sealed in the depths of memory, covered with a thick layer of dust.

Perhaps it was God's arrangement. Just after he retired, Qiu Yun heard the "mysterious thing" of the farm-the former site of "ant colony pilgrimage" in front of Yan Zhe's Guan Yi's tomb. Autumn cloud or another way, in order to verify that this is her husband and remote return visit. The farm ceased to exist, and the educated youth at that time grew up. 18 Needless to say, farmers have scattered in this field, and many people may have died. Adobe houses of educated youth houses were all destroyed in the flood of that year. It is still a brick granary and workshop, and the old doors and windows have been stolen. Autumn clouds pay homage to the Seven Mausoleums, the dead and Yan Yiguan Tomb. Eight graves are located in a newly repaired arid farm, which is covered with knee-deep weeds. These weeds can only be protected if they are washed flat by rain before 17. She heard that the legend was not empty talk. Many ants are overwhelming here, dense, people come and go, and the traffic is busy. Their activities are obviously embarrassing. People in the nearby village said, like "the pilgrimage of ants began for three or four days." That's a strange thing. Will it be as serious as the ghost of the deceased? "

Qiu Yun knows the reason of this "mystery". Of course, it's not a dead phantom, but technology. She witnessed something called "ant element" or "altruistic element", which immediately attracted thousands of ants. This ant is the father of Premier Yan Zhe, a famous entomologist, and is the crystallization of lifelong learning. Yan Zhe said that the secret of Prime Minister Ant-the concept of yen-may not be dead yet? He went back to his hometown and did whatever he wanted. Did he show his existence to others (mainly Qiu Yun) in this way? "Autumn cloud secretly hopefully, carefully looking for signs.

During his stay on the farm, Qiu Yun remained in a sad silence. His wife never spends time on this farm from far away, but according to the understanding of her first love farm in each township, she can understand his wife's feelings. He is a considerate company. Wherever he is, Qiu Yun will pick up his memento mori. The sealed and dusty original memories have not disappeared, but they are still clear, bright and lifelike. Guo, like a time traveler who has traveled, left her body. At the age of 55, she saw a female educated youth of 18 years old from the perspective of a third party, and experienced the good and bad life with her sad music. However, this is not a simple scene reproduction. When she revisited her life from many bitter angles, she naturally had a completely different view from the past.

The memory process is constantly strengthened, and the impressions more than three years ago and seven years ago are gradually complete and clear, from the third-party girl until she becomes "I" and Guo's consciousness of fifty years old.

Excerpts from Ant Health

Among all the living things on the earth, ants can be said to be the most successful population. Social entomology The human society is much more advanced, and it is a completely altruistic society. Everyone is selfless, not afraid of sacrifice, disciplined and diligent. The most precious thing is that altruistic ants are totally dependent on genes from biological structures (glands and pheromones), born and maintained in life, without education, probation, coercion and punishment, religion, law, prison and government. Therefore, there is no internal friction in the effective use of every drop of energy in ant society. Because of the innate stability of altruistic ants, the stability and continuity of society can be passed down for 80 million years without breaking.

Compared with them, the universe should be ashamed of the soul. The civilization soaked in the Millennium is the ugliest, bloody, chaotic, selfish and morally bankrupt civilization in human history. The teachings of the saints of God are "kind", but the "more and more evil" nature of all beings has easily established a castle of "peace and prosperity" that is just floating sand, and will soon fall apart.

If we take an ant society as a model, how high will human civilization develop!

-Excerpted from Yan's husband and entomologist's book "The Altruistic Ant Society".

—— Published in British Journal of Theoretical Biology 1948 "

Excerpts from Life of Ants

Time, when lovers meet, they sit on the fastest Tang Yan dike and invite two gossips. Unconsciously, it's getting late. Yan Zhe said: I'm afraid it's ten o'clock. I'll go back or someone will gossip. I said, all right, go back. Yanzhe stood up and smiled and opened his arms to me. This is our old program. Goodbye, Yan Zhe must make out with me again. I was in my arms, enjoying his kisses and hugs. Suddenly I heard a sneer nearby! A clever two people immediately out of the body, I am busy sorting out my clothes, carefully searching around-no, this is not an illusion, a person in a castor bean with a clear number, only a few meters away. We didn't notice him when he came near. We think the castor oil barrier has become another cover. I asked in a trembling voice:

"who?"

Bian coldly replied, "I, Liu, found me, and Yan Zhe was very anxious."

I have a sudden fever. I think he must have heard our love, so we just made out. I am even more embarrassed to let Liu see this, not others. Near our childhood, with the growth of age, my filial brother at school is different. I did it on purpose, but I chose the concept of yen. Later, I saw his hostility towards my filial brother at school. In the early days of the Cultural Revolution, he was the first Yan Bobo to throw that deadly stone. I won't forgive him. It was the beast in his heart that publicly exposed this. The relationship with him has been very cold since he showed animal nature. However, privately, I have guessed that when he decided that Yan Zhe's father, when he was down and out, might be one of the factors of "bitter rivals"?

Anyway, he's gone, and I have to face it. I bypassed something like ricin, crustily skin of head walked over to him and asked:

"Little brother is at school. Do you think there is anything broken?" Rush is here, I said, not seriously. "What, you know we're here?"

He sneered. "You asked the whole farm, and they didn't know this was the old place for your tryst."

More blush, considered as a secret to protect us, has become a theme of farm opening! Although Yan Zhe's strength can't be communicated by words, I can figure out what he means: Don't be embarrassed in front of him, some intimate behaviors of lovers can't be counted as missing sticks! Yan fold, and then calmly ask:

What can I do for you?

Liu relentlessly put down a sentence: "What can I do to help?" Your life and death! "

We were all a little surprised, but only a little. "Yanzhe is just an ordinary youth, not murder and arson. He didn't write reactionary slogans, even if it wasn't a life-threatening event. Yan Zhe took me and said clearly, "Don't listen to his fart!

Liu knew that he wouldn't believe it, and said coldly: You won't go to the provincial office for the concept of yen, will you? "

This time, we were really surprised! Because so far, this is only the two of us know the owner, and then. Liu's threat seems to be not groundless.

This is because the sun's sky is very small. There are always 68 educated youths in Yin Bei and the old city on the farm, and Sun Xiao is the youngest village when they are 14 years old. Usually this age is not enough for rural conditions, but unfortunately, my mother and sister are both famous "vagabonds" in the county, saying that my sister is doing that kind of thing against the wall in high school class. Shame, anger and running away from home, his father disappeared. Later, the rise of urban residents in old cities and counties going to the countryside. Sun's little mother and sister were naturally the first to be driven to the countryside because of the famous "wanderer". "The educated youths on the educated youth farm who are too young to stay at home and have to take care of Sun know these roots, Sun's little subconscious discrimination and a little mind's eye. These factors combine to make her the object that male educated youth often ridicule. .

Barnyard grass, education and youth forest mirror in rice fields are interesting: you think you have pulled out the wrong seedlings! Pay a little attention to the barnyard grass in your hand and say, no, barnyard grass, Miao, I didn't pull it out!

Lin Jing immediately stopped: "You can't' Dad' and your' Dad' can!"

The male educated youth laughed around, but the younger one still didn't understand, and he was annoyed over and over again: I can't pull it out, can I? She said that everyone laughed even harder. Don't say anything, or the situation will be worse. However, I got rid of the sun on an excuse. Lin Jing said:

"I know the small family background you see, but is it her fault? If you go forward like this and hit her, there is only one result: will you let her go the old way of her mother and her sister? "

Lin Jing blushed. In fact, he is a good boy. He is usually very friendly to me and Yanzhe. Listen to my reproach, I'm sorry for not teasing my little hand and always protecting her. I also instinctively look for me, like the home of a puppy or a kitten. I can see the nearest one. Nothing can hide her truth from me.

The night before, I was already asleep. Suddenly someone grabbed my arm and I opened my eyes. That was the original little sun. She shook her head, waved, let me talk, and then quietly pulled me out. The educated youth dormitory is far away, so no one can hear us talking here. I whispered:

"What can I do for you? So your nerves! "

She is really nervous, and her whole body can't stop shaking. She has a strange and bright patient, such as a fever. I think she is scared and sad, knowing that she is not only scared, but also excited. This scene will eventually affect her and make her life go wrong.

She said: "Laitou's farm, from our home, I am coming!" " "

The abnormal expression of her words made me misunderstand. Is there a little goat head on the farm? If all these are not available, the thing is this: Sun Xiao, Cen Mingxia and Dalan live in the same house. These days, Dalan carried her back to Yin Bei to visit relatives, leaving only Xiao and CenMingxia. I just slept for a while an hour ago. Lai Changxing came to China (it was hot, the educated youth bed was left open), and he became familiar with it. He put down the mosquito net and sat on the bed. They talked in a low voice for a long time. Small ears hear here, you may be able to hear. Lai said that farm directors were the first batch of recruits, but unfortunately they were not satisfied with all the indicators of the spinning mills in the county, and the collective work of migrant workers was incomplete. He said, I won't let you approve the indicators. I'm confused. After coming, it may be a better place not to go. In the case of future indicators, it will not be so good, because at this time. You mean this country? CenMingxia whispered, "I listen to your arrangement with my brother. Silent for a while, he blurted out in a low voice:

? "I can't bear to part with you."

Then I didn't speak, only heard the creaking of the bed? ?

Listening to a little vivid description, I can't stop my hands and feet from getting cold because of extreme anger. Is unreasonable. I wouldn't be so angry if Lai Ansheng said that bitch was running at the scene of the long room. But he openly in front of another female educated youth! A girl 15 years old in front! He's not even afraid of being treated!

Early former educated youth, at the top, clearly knew who it was: female educated youth and their male boss, but female students in the city bid more than female students in the countryside; The dangers faced by female educated youth who have the power of life and death, the rural areas where male cadres are located are often in a state of sexual hunger and thirst. It is hard to imagine the consequences of this double asymmetry. Therefore, the top authorities have formulated strong measures to protect female educated youth and strictly protect military marriages. I feel that something happened in Laocheng County: a female educated youth commune post office sent a letter, and a male staff member knew that she sent it cheaply temporarily and made an excessive joke to let scissors cut off her braid. Aunt was furious, and the man shouted by the educated youth was beaten and immediately reported to the county. The last man was sentenced to two years in prison, and the service fee was waived.

But on our farm, it's too arrogant, goat! I calmed myself down, thought for a moment, and persuaded Zhou Wen:

"Dare not tell anyone! This is a great event. If you say it without conclusive evidence, Lai Ansheng will not forgive you. "

A little embarrassed nodded and said, I only said that you would never tell anyone. So, I remind you to go back to sleep, lest CenMingxia doubt her invisibility.

The next night, Yan Zhe had a tryst, and I told him about it. Yan Zhe suddenly flew into a rage and became angry with me: This is not only because Lai Ansheng seduced the educated youth, but also because of his work. Yan Zhe even swore and said angrily, "If anyone who has educated youth opposes him, I will go to the county, and the report from the county is not mine to go to the province!"

My views on this matter, after a day of precipitation, are so much calmer than him. I said:

"I don't object to your prosecution, but I am very careful. Such a thing would never admit Sun's little Cen Fu Mingxia. These witnesses are also very unreliable. Lai Ansheng will fight back and say that you framed the leading cadres of the revolution. "

Then, I calmed him down. Finally, we agreed that we should not report it first, collect evidence in secret, and make sure. I was very surprised to hear Liu's secret language in a flash. How would they know? I have never said these words to a third party, and I hope Yan Zhe will not say them either. It suddenly occurred to me that because Liu could come to us quietly today without realizing it, maybe he came and heard our conversation. Ed Ryan, informant? Maybe he has been following me, looking at the girl he likes with creepy eyes. Did you make out with another man? Touch my heart carefully again, I believe this reasoning is possible. I can't stop his inner trembling-not just because of the fear of this matter (it turns out that YanZhe and I have been staring at both of us in secret! ), the fear of mankind. Serina Liu's people can do these things (starting, peeping and snitching), which is terrible!

But why did he tip us off? I don't have time to think any more, because Liu then threw out an amazing news:

"Anson already know to sue him YanZhe, he want to do YanZhe future trouble. The murderer has been found, and we are Cai Chen and Chen Sukuan on the spot. "

We were all surprised. Although we were dumbfounded, we didn't believe it in our hearts. Lai Ansheng is really a bad seed. We all believe that he won't do good, but it's really outrageous that he planned the murder so openly. He thinks, maybe this is a plot of Liu, in order to provoke Yan Guan and come to Ansheng, and try very hard to gain benefits from it? ?

Liu obviously realized his mind and exclaimed, "Do you think he dares! Don't be pedantic, you only think about it. What would he do if the educated youth rape case came out? I know he dare not do this! "

We were surprised and immediately realized that Liu was right. Lai Ansheng, who is said to have raped three or four female educated youths, will be sentenced to at least 10 years in prison if all of them are detained, and can also be shot if they are "severely punished". Put yourself in his shoes. In order to keep his job, he will avoid going to jail or even being shot. Of course, I have no qualms about taking risks. As bookworms, can't we help thinking about "sheep" and unfulfilled ideas, even when planning political wars wisely? The wolf is coming.

Liu obviously knows the way of "wolf coming".

He looked at our faces and knew that his words had hit 10, but he didn't want to stop and say, "I've been trying, believe it or not." Yanzhe, do it yourself. "

He was about to leave when Yan Zhe asked, "Liu Xiaoxue, may I ask your motivation?"

Liu, who had already prepared for this question, said coldly: "Lai Ansheng's donkey killed such a thing, dare not do it?" I won't accompany him to a fire pit sooner or later. Similarly, we are all old classmates in the old neighborhood. I don't want to kill you for no reason. "

Yan Zhe and I, as a tacit understanding. One of the reasons why I don't believe what he said. The reason is simple: the information he revealed is true, so he is likely to be the first informant, otherwise Lai Ansheng was so distrustful of him that he even let him participate (at least this is a rumor) in this premeditated murder.

Bloody Xiao Yanzhe said: "However, I won't succeed until I can get conclusive evidence about Lai Ansheng's affairs. Don't bother me when your witness says the future. "

"YanZhe said," yes, for me, you won't take chestnuts out of the fire. Come to AXA to win, you can remain stable and have Nagano. "

Liu didn't speak and left in a hurry.

The two of us began to seriously think about the authenticity of the sword of Damocles hanging over our heads. Perhaps, the two murderers are eyeing at the moment? I didn't stop there, pulling Yan Zhe and quietly moving to a new place under the cover of castor bushes. Make sure no one is lurking around, I said eagerly:

"No matter what Liu's motivation is, I believe what he said is true. Do you want to sit or not? Yanzhe, it's too dangerous for you to stay on the farm. Who knew Lai started using it when he was in Shashi? It's hard to prevent. I think we are just the most intense to sue him and go to the county seat. As long as we make it public, he won't dare to come. "

Yan Zhe shook his head: "You said yesterday that pus was boiled, not squeezed." We have a solid foundation. Otherwise, Liu admitted that Sun had scared us to get lost and coaxed us, which actually reduced the crimes of revolutionary leading cadres. "

"I also considered this possibility. This is the second method: sick leave, go home and hide from relatives for several months. I think Lai Ansheng is strong, but the people who dominate the farm will never deal with other counties and cities. When this bubble matures, someone will witness it when you come back, and then it will be safe. "

Yanzhe shook his head. "This is too cowardly."

"Then you say, this country?"

Yanzhe thought seriously, and I stared at his face tightly in the moonlight. His expression suddenly changed, as if he had suddenly solved a long-troubled problem and smiled easily on his face. He said:

Autumn cloud method, maybe this is a godsend, let me complete the details, I can't tell you for the time being, you are just worried that you always want to make it big, I am absolutely reliable. "

His words filled me with doubts, and I couldn't help thinking of what he said before. He wanted to make a "big event" with a large sum of money left by his parents. I think when he said "big", he didn't mean it exactly. He is looking forward to the next one. But judging from the meaning of this word, the main problem is specific and has long been known. I said angrily:

"You don't tell me, how can I rest assured? Life and death, this is a big problem, you are so rude! "

Yan smiled and said, "Don't ask, just say it, and I will definitely tell you first."

"No, you should at least tell me a rough idea."

Yan fold paused for a moment, "I can only tell you, I think, let my father leave a child, against bad people like Lai Ansheng, absolutely effective. Unfortunately, he has no time. " Speaking of his father, his mood suddenly darkened. "Don't worry, really rest assured, I won't make fun of my life, what's more," he grabbed me and chuckled in my ear. "You have no children, so I am willing to bite you?"

His smile made me relaxed and made me more relaxed. I scolded him: "I don't want a nose seat (face). It's a key thing. I missed the madness."

Then let's go back. Soothe my anxiety-no, he is not only relaxed, but it is not enough to use this word to describe his changes. He is like a different person, a butterfly hatched from the original cocoon. Obviously, he is determined to live a new goal.

However, I don't know the real reason for this change.