In memory of grandma

Qing Xueer

29-11-16 19:42

"Fangfang, you need grandma's back when you are so old", and the back of grandparents and grandchildren is a landscape on the field road at dusk. "I am so comfortable to have grandma's back" and "Bah, what won't die? God don't listen to children's nonsense" "Fangfang, will you help grandma chop firewood when you grow up?" Granddaughter answered loudly "Chop, chop up a big bundle" without thinking, dragging childish children's voices to make grandma very happy. "Fangfang, will you help grandma mow the pig grass when you grow up?" It is still a child's voice like two bells,,,

Yes, "Beat,"

Days pass by day. Now, Fangfang in Grandma's mouth is 27, and she is a big girl. But my favorite grandmother has left me for four years.

yes, grandma has gone, but I always feel that grandma has always lived in my heart and never left me.

grandma believes in life. Everyone may really have a life. Grandma's family was originally poor. When she was young, she lived with hunger and cold. She ate the last meal, didn't wear a good dress, never went to school, and worked in the fields every day, hoping for a delicious meal. However, grandma was very young and her father died, and there were elderly people to take care of at home. The days really couldn't go on, so grandma and mother took their children to beg. Looking at the slightly better people who endured the pain, they left the children there, and the four brothers and sisters walked away and scattered. Grandma was the only one left when I came back. Later, grandma and her mother remarried, and grandma lived alone with her grandparents until she was 21 years old.

As long as I can remember, grandpa has been not very kind to grandma. When he was young, he drank alcohol and beat grandma, always quarreling. When you are old, you have to be separated like a child. This situation continues until grandpa is seriously ill. Grandma has five children, her father is the oldest, and there are two uncles and two aunts. I have worked hard to bring up my children, help them raise pigs, help them build new houses and worry about their marriage. When the children get married, she has to help bring up her granddaughter, grandson and grandson. Never stopped. I know, my father loves grandma very much, but he has been out for so many years, and he is in debt, and he has no heart to honor grandma. When his elder sister-in-law and sister-in-law get married, he seldom goes back to his mother's house. My second uncle and brother-in-law both marry an unreasonable wife, and they are angry with grandma at home. Grandma does housework for them at home, works in the fields, gives too little money for raising pigs, and sometimes scolds grandma. It's really ugly to say it. Daughters-in-law are not willing to provide for it. Their daughters-in-law have to look at how much the other side has taken, for fear that they will suffer, let alone take money out. Grandma has always been in poor health. When she was young, she was too tired and left the root of the disease. Later, she had a heart attack. She has a slight illness and never goes to see a doctor for fear of spending money. Grandpa has been living alone since he went. Now think about it, an old man, who has worked hard all his life, wishes he couldn't give all his meat and blood to her children and grandchildren, but he didn't get any care when he arrived. In the end, her children were not around, and how many lonely and miserable days she had survived was unimaginable! ! !

I was brought up by my grandmother. My mother gave birth to me. At that time, my parents and grandmother lived together before separation. My parents worked outside every day, and my mother didn't feed me milk. I was so hungry that I cried every night. My grandmother hugged me, coaxed me, fed me rice soup, and wanted to find milk to eat. My grandmother put her lost nipple in my mouth, and I still sucked it with relish. At that time, grandma and they ate sweet potato rice, so they spread a layer of rice on it and cooked it and fed it to me bite by bite. When I was a child, I was always sick. In our dialect, "the road is getting bigger", and my ass is covered with needle holes, so that I am afraid of injections now. Later, when my mother was pregnant with her younger brother, she moved to a new home and separated from her grandmother. My younger brother is one year younger than me, and at that time, there was a paper mill at home, and my mother didn't have the energy to take me. My grandmother took me everywhere, and I grew up on her back. Grandma went to the mountains to cut wood, to grow vegetables in the garden, to transplant rice seedlings in the fields, and took me with her. When grandma is happy, she will sing to me "Beautiful scenery, high sun, good wind," and sometimes tease me "One embroidered golden rooster's head, two embroidered golden rooster's tail, three embroidered phoenix flying out", and so on, until I was four and a half years old.

that day, my grandparents came to pick me up, and I was going to school. Grandma couldn't bear to part with it, so she sent me mile after mile with tears. When I turned around, my grandmother stood on the slope, watching us all the time, until I could no longer see her-

A little older, my grandmother often called me Fangfang, but I was always unwilling to do so. I felt so old-fashioned, it was so tacky, and sometimes I even shouldn't, but I shouldn't. I can write, so I pestered my grandmother to let her write. Grandma never went to school, only wrote her own name "Li Yuee", and I made fun of her. Every summer and winter vacation, when I go back to see my grandmother, she always tries to prepare delicious food. She knows that I like bacon, fried chicken and dried chili scrambled eggs, and she always saves cooking for me. I didn't know that grandma never eats it at ordinary times, but kept it for me, expecting me to go back and cook it for me. She has no money of her own, so she picks up the money for a pack of washing powder and puts a little money in every time she washes clothes. When I went to school, I also gave me money, one yuan and two pieces, all of which were saved by 1 cents, 2 cents and 5 cents. I stuffed them in my schoolbag without thinking. Grandma likes to watch' Animal World'. She thinks that the elephants, snakes and tigers in it are like alien things. I always laugh at grandma for being old-fashioned. I said that when I grow up, I will definitely take her to Changsha Zoo to let her learn more. Grandma laughed with joy and always said, "I'm waiting to enjoy Fangfang's happiness"-

I've been studying abroad, so I have less and less time to see my grandmother. As long as children from our same school go back, grandma always asks them to bring me delicious food. Melon seeds, peanuts, sweet potato chips, pumpkin seeds-----------the days passed little by little with grandma's care and care, and i grew up.

I'm in the second semester of senior three, and my grandfather is ill and has gone to Changsha for hospital. Grandma just went to Meicheng (where I went to school) with me and lived with my aunt. Grandma has never left home. For her beloved granddaughter, she left the small mountain village for Meicheng for the first time. She couldn't take the bus. She vomited badly all the way, and I was covered in it. I was still too dirty. I just wiped the dirt on my skirt, and I didn't care about my grandmother at all. It was really heartless. Aunt opened a restaurant next to the school. She went there to do odd jobs, cut vegetables, clean up and wash dishes, and went to 3 yuan every month. The most important thing is that I can take care of my life. I was away from my parents since I was a child, and the college entrance examination is coming soon, for fear that I will be distracted. That may be the only time I have lived with my grandmother since I grew up. But at that time, I didn't know how to cherish it at all. Grandma prepared breakfast for me. I always shouted, "You don't know that I don't like steamed buns. I want to eat steamed dumplings. Don't buy it for me in the future. I know how to buy it myself." I don't know how much this sentence hurts the old man's heart. When I go back from study at night, my grandmother always waits for me to drink "Your favorite stewed chicken with a plate, drink more". I never ask my grandmother "Have you eaten?"-

The college entrance examination is over, and my grandmother doesn't need to work. When I said I wanted to study computer, my grandmother gave me 8 yuan for the remaining 1,5 yuan from my part-time job. I paid 35 yuan to study for a month, and went to Shenzhen with my classmates without telling my family about the remaining 4 yuan. I stayed with my classmates' relatives and squeezed into a tin room in Liutang, Xixiang. At that time, I was young, didn't have an ID card, and didn't see the world. It was very difficult to find a job. The two of us walked outside every day. The sun in Shenzhen was poisonous. We stood at the door of the factory every day, watching the "recruitment" posted, and stood at the door. Sometimes waiting is an afternoon. It's the turn to recruit people, so it's very difficult to get in. At that time, I was scared to say "sir, miss", and I was embarrassed. I don't dare to take a bus, for fear of losing it. I walk everywhere. By the end of August, we had no choice but to be brave and went to Gushu Ruby Restaurant in Xixiang as a waiter, bringing water, tea and food to the guests. It used to be really funny. I thought the restaurant was not a good place. The guests wanted to shake my hand, but I didn't dare to shake it. I ran, fell down, and my boss saw me and fired me. I took my first job and deducted 278 yuan. I don't know what to do tomorrow. I felt wronged and cried, then I remembered to call home. At that time, there was no telephone at home, so I had to call Sanfu Bridge the day before I answered the phone to make an appointment, and then the caller would send a letter to my home. The next day, grandma walked for an hour and came out to answer my phone. "Fangfang, where have you been? My family is anxious." I just called my grandma, and I started crying on the other end of the phone, and I also cried ————, and grandma didn't scold me. She told me that my grades had come out and the admission notice had come early, and asked me if I had any travel expenses. Go home quickly, and be careful on the way. I went home by bus the next day. It was mid-October when I got home, and the school also started school. For the sake of tuition, my grandmother took me to borrow money everywhere. My uncle said, "I don't want to stay in the big girl, and it's someone else's family to get married in the future. I can go to high school enough." I don't want to borrow it. Grandma and I went to grandpa four's house again. He opened a savings bank, and everyone in the village deposited money with him. Grandma said a lot of good things, grandpa four saw that my family owed hundreds of thousands (at that time, my dad had been out at a loss in business), and I was afraid that I would not be able to pay in the future. I almost knelt on the ground, and grandpa four didn't lend us any money. I was completely discouraged, so I stayed at home. My grandmother was afraid that I would be upset, so she called my classmates who were playing well to accompany me and gave me a cup of rice tea at night. Finally, grandma called grandpa, and grandpa found a relationship and got a loan smoothly. I can go to school.

After graduation, I went to Shenzhen and took part in the work. The first time I paid my salary, I sent my grandmother 5 yuan money. My grandmother was extremely happy. Everyone said, "My granddaughter is so promising that I enjoy her happiness." Later, when I fell in love, my grandmother thought about when I would take my boyfriend back to see her. She also said that she would take care of my children in the future. I always boasted that "I don't need you, I'll hire a nanny" and "I'll take you to Shenzhen when my work is better."

I went home in October, 25. It was supposed to be 1 days, but I stayed at home for three days. I just wanted to play with other classmates and friends. I think there will be days in the future. I didn't spend much time with my grandmother, and I also looked for my childhood friends to play around at home. It's rare to eat two meals at home. Grandma was a little slow at that time, and her health was not as good as before, but I didn't care much. I always thought that grandma was a good person and lived a long life. But grandma was still thinking about how to cook good food for me. There was no bacon at home, so she went to other people's homes everywhere and bought it for me. I killed the chicken specially, and I brought my grandma a box of moon cakes with seven stars accompanying the moon, but she still couldn't bear to eat them. I took pictures of her, but she said she wouldn't take this thing for fear that she wouldn't look good--. I gave my grandmother 2 yuan to buy some delicious food, but she said nothing, saying that the money I sent home was enough, and it was not easy for me to be outside. On the day I left, my grandmother followed me all the time and sent me to the river, crying while sending me. "Fangfang, come back when you have time." I didn't expect this to be a farewell. How could I think that this was the last sentence my grandmother said to me? If I know, I am willing to use one-third of my life to exchange my grandmother's happiness in her later years and let her live for a few more years.

at the end of 25, grandma was very ill. She groaned every day and didn't eat for a few days. Only then did her children take her to the hospital. The doctor said that the facilities in the town were limited and suggested going to a big hospital, but the children were reluctant to spend money, and they were afraid that it wouldn't cost much. Grandma had to go back, and everyone didn't say anything. It's about waiting to die Grandma has been cooking until the end. On the day she left, the second uncle and the second aunt were still fighting in front of her, and grandma looked at her children. What was her mood? Words can't describe it. She closed her eyes. My mother quarreled with my second aunt for this matter, and she won't forgive her until now. Mom said grandma was so angry alive.

My family kept it from me when Grandma was seriously ill, and they didn't tell me until Grandma died. I still can't figure it out. The reason is surprisingly simple: I'm afraid it will affect my work. I'm depressed, I'm vomiting blood! The person I love most has gone like this! According to my mother, while Grandma was still talking, she pointed to the cupboard, and my mother opened it. She said that the pairs of cotton shoes she made were for Fangfang's wedding as a dowry-

I have time now, and I want to go back, but where are you, Grandma? Where are you waiting for me?

Grandma, you know, I miss you so much. You said you wanted to see me get married and become a phoenix. Grandma, why did you leave like this? Why didn't you leave me? I promised to take you to Shenzhen and take care of your old age. Grandma, why did you leave like this? I didn't even see it for the last time. I also promised to take you to Changsha Zoo. As a result, you have never even been to Changsha. You are about the same height as me, but you weigh only 7 kg. Illness and stress of life engulf your body, but you are still so optimistic, always helping others do this and that, helping others herd cattle and feed pigs. When there is a funeral in the village, you are always busy before and after, but you never want anything in return. But I have always advised you to stop thinking about others and think more about yourself.

Grandma, you know what? I never knew it. In fact, the name "Li Yuee" is really unfashionable and fashionable, and people will never forget it.

Grandma, you know, I always think Fangfang is the best name. Only you can call it. I never let anyone call me that again.

grandma, are you okay? It's winter now. Are you cold? I know you are in heaven, grandma, you can see me, and I can see you, too. I know grandpa is there, and he will take good care of you, and our family's "Jinbao" (the dog who has been with grandma for ten years) is there, right? Grandma, you don't have to suffer any more. You should remember to eat more good clothes. I won't cry. I won't cry anymore. I will take care of myself. I promise you, I will be a good person. You said, "No matter what you say or do, God can see it." I will remember that. When I get married and have children in the future, I will tell my children that I have a great grandmother. I will often visit you and take my children to see you. I will tell my children that your name is "Li Yuee". You take care of yourself in heaven. I want to tell you that you will never die and you will always live in my heart. It warms me.

yue-e Li, the most beautiful name in the world. Have the most beautiful heart in the world. Grandma, Fangfang loves you forever.

at dusk, grandma was carrying her granddaughter on her back. On the path in the field, grandma asked, "Fangfang, what are you going to do when you grow up?" The granddaughter replied, "Buy a lot of delicious food for grandma"-a beautiful scenery has become eternal-

The adapted "Beautiful Scenery" has been heard over and over again

Have the clouds of that day been expected

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