The male subordinate took the initiative to seduce me into giving up my marriage.

It has been three years since I graduated and came to this foreign company. At that time, the company had just been established and the recruitment requirements were not too high, so I, a junior college student, was able to join. In three years, I have grown from an ordinary employee to a department manager. I have experienced so much here that I now regard it as my second family. I don't want to leave, even if my male subordinate's romantic offensive affects my marriage, I would rather choose divorce than allow my husband to leave the company.

Let me talk about my husband first. When we were in college, our schools were not far apart. Since we were both from Chongqing, we became familiar with each other after meeting a few times. When I was a senior, I had to rent a house, and the house he rented happened to be the third-year apartment, so I moved in with another classmate, which is what everyone often calls shared housing. After we stayed together for a long time, he began to chase me. Later, I also developed a crush on him, so we fell in love. The classmates who moved in together understood clearly, so they moved out soon after. After two years of dating, we returned to Chongqing to meet each other's parents and then got married.

After getting married, we both stayed in Chongqing to develop. He joined an online media company, and I came to my current company. Three years have passed and we have never had children because our life felt unstable. It was obvious that he wanted to have children, but every time he hinted at it, I politely refused.

As a department head, I am very busy at work every day. One of them is to listen to the work reports of each group leader every day. This work basically takes up an entire afternoon of my time. And that male colleague was the last one to come into my office every time, and every time he would find various topics to talk about and stay in my office for a while longer. At first I didn't realize that he was interested in me, but when he came to me with a bouquet of flowers in his hand and confessed his love to me, I was stunned. To be honest, I hated him for doing this at the time, because I didn't have any special feelings for him, and more importantly, I was already married and had a happy family. So I rejected him directly and explained everything about me to him, including the fact that I was married.

I thought he would wake up after knowing my situation. Unexpectedly, his pursuit of me became more and more intense after that. Every day he came to my office on the pretext of work. At first I was very opposed to him doing this, but later I found that he talked very interestingly, and he was always the last one to come. When I arrived at my office, I finished my work report and it was almost time to get off work. I thought chatting with him was a relaxing time before get off work, so I no longer rejected him very sensitively.

He is three years younger than me, maybe because of his youth. He can always create a lot of surprises for me, and he is a very romantic person. He seems to be able to see through my mind every time he speaks or acts. Slowly I started to like this feeling. After half a year, chatting with him every day became a habit. Occasionally, I would feel a little uncomfortable when he asked for leave and did not come to work. Because of this reason, I often refused to allow him to ask for leave from me.

But I can guarantee that what I feel and what I do is not that I am in love with him. I love my husband.

On Valentine’s Day this year, I am eager for my husband to surprise me. But the reality is that he is going to Shanghai on a business trip that day. I want to be alone this Valentine’s Day. I was very angry, so I never left after get off work. I stayed in the office alone. I knew that I would be alone even when I went home, which was really boring. That day when I was staring at the computer screen in front of me in a daze, he came in. I was in a bad mood, so I asked angrily why I didn't knock on the door. He was obviously taken aback by my tone. So he went back and knocked again. I couldn't help but smile when I saw this scene, and temporarily forgot my displeasure.

After coming in, he took out a bouquet of red roses from behind. Then it was delivered to my eyes. I was a little touched at that moment. I haven’t received flowers for a long time. My husband has been busy with work since we got married, and our marriage has almost lost its sweetness and romance. Seeing that I didn't answer, he reached out and took my hand, and put the flower on my hand. I was surprised but didn't reject him. Then he invited me out for dinner, and I didn't refuse either.

The dinner was beautiful, and I was completely conquered by this little man. After dinner, he asked to go see a movie, and I said I was a little tired and wanted to go home.

He didn't force me, so he drove me back. I kept telling him to drive slower on the way because he was drunk. In fact, I drank a lot that day because I was in a bad mood. I started to feel sleepy while sitting in the car, and my head felt dizzy.

He kept sending me upstairs. When I groggily took out the key from my bag and opened the door, he had no intention of leaving. I politely invited him inside to take a rest. Without thinking, he suddenly bent down and picked me up, then pushed the door open and walked into the house. I told him not to do this, it would be bad for others to see, but even though I said so, I didn't have any thoughts of resisting in my heart.

The door was kicked shut by him, and I was pushed on the sofa by him. His lips caressed my ear, and he whispered that he loved me. Later, he started to take off my clothes. At that time, I felt that he was a hungry wolf and I was a little white rabbit for him to slaughter. He took off my clothes, grabbed my breasts, entered my lower body, and listened. With the collision of bodies and my moans, we couldn't stop. Until now, I still haven’t figured out why I, who kept shouting that I love my husband very much, didn’t resist at that moment.

That night I heard him open the door and leave, but I didn't get up to stop him.

The next day at the company, we still chatted as usual. He was very happy, he was not embarrassed at all, as if nothing had happened. Later, for some reason, the ambiguous relationship between me and him in the company spread to my husband's ears. When my husband asked me about my relationship with him, I didn't hide anything. I told him everything. My best friend said that I was stupid and shouldn't tell my husband this, but I felt that I was at fault first and I shouldn't continue to hide anything. Finally he gave me a choice, either divorce or leave the company and come back to have a baby.

I thought over and over again and chose divorce. I felt that I had betrayed the marriage and betrayed him, and I was not qualified to continue the marriage with him under the title of wife. Besides, I have feelings for my job, and I don’t want to leave the place where I have struggled for three years. And that male colleague. I did not continue that ambiguous relationship with him after my divorce. Maybe he saw my determination, maybe he had achieved his goal and got me, so he left the company soon.