Those reckless years are called youth.

Sister Hongqiao's popularity may be beyond her expectation. Maybe this is the result of her longing day and night. It doesn't matter if Hongqiao is intentional or unintentional. What matters is the anger of the fans. As a result, in our privacy-free Internet era, Hongqiao's identity, personal data, and even her 48-star cybersquatting record were quickly stripped out in detail on the Internet. ...

She is considered as a wonderful cancer in the fan world and has become synonymous with negative energy. Even Sister Hongqiao's name is full of irony.

But from the full bad reviews, from the detailed and extreme record of her star's arrival in Hong Kong on the Internet, and from her sleepless waiting at the airport for three days in a row, I saw a young man running hard for his hobby.

In 1998, what a young figure, it means that she has a lot of time and energy to do whatever she wants, squander her youth and even make mistakes. Because she still has time to pay for her mistakes.

But some people may not be so lucky.

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Xiao Li University, majoring in Chinese, especially likes code word writing. When she was in college, she published many articles in newspapers and magazines. According to my parents' wishes, I graduated and worked in a government agency. It's good to work. You can grow grass at leisure. A cup of tea, a newspaper, and several innocuous documents are sent and filed every day. The problem is that you can't read novels, essays and write articles in your spare time, otherwise your eyes and tongue will immediately chew out a lot of right and wrong.

For Xiaoli, every day is like a year.

One day, Xiaoli secretly signed up when she saw a provincial newspaper and magazine recruiting editors together. Unexpectedly, the written test score turned out to be the second. Unexpectedly, Xiaoli asked her parents' opinions before the interview. Her parents almost looked at her with neurotic eyes, of course she disagreed.

Unwilling Xiaoli secretly asked for leave to go to the interview.

After an interview, Xiaoli obviously felt the examiner's affection for herself. Then at the end of the interview, an older examiner asked her, do you want to go to a newspaper or a magazine?

Do you know what Xiaoli said?

Xiaoli's answer is: Can I take a part-time job?

After Xiaoli asked this question, the five examiners all looked at her with crazy eyes: Yes, such a provincial newspaper and magazine, we used such a big battle to recruit talents and introduce wisdom for you, but you asked if you could work part-time? The subtext seems to be: you are out of your mind.

Xiaoli is not sick in the brain, of course. She just has too many worries and flinches.

Then Xiaoli ended her dream of editing and honestly became a tree in the office.

Nearly ten years have passed, and Xiaoli, who is in her thirties, has been promoted to the position of chief clerk. Days are like hands on a clock, repeating day after day. Every time I think of my dream of editing, I have a lingering pain in my heart.

If at the beginning ... however, she will never know another possibility in her life. At the most appropriate age, she chose to step by step, and also shut the infinite possibilities out of her youth.

Life is wonderful because of infinite possibilities. Perhaps, some youth will go astray in profligacy, while others will gradually shine in profligacy. Just, even if you don't give her a chance to splurge, how do you know what kind of surprise awaits you?

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The parents named Yizhou never imagined that their daughter would be associated with the word art one day.

Yizhou was a lively little girl when she was a child. She loves acting, hosting, painting and singing, and her academic performance is very good.

When I was in junior high school, I was fascinated by singing after listening to a concert. She wants to be a singer.

How difficult this road is, the juvenile art ship may never have thought about it, and probably won't think about it. But parents who are all civil servants will not ignore it. They resolutely opposed their daughter's hobby, and stopped her from continuing to develop this hobby by tough means, that is, they gave her a vocal lesson.

At that time, my classmate's mother was a soloist in the provincial song and dance theater, so Yizhou often went to her classmate's house to do her homework on an excuse, and went to her classmate's house for advice at night and secretly learned from the teacher. She doesn't idolize, but when her favorite singer comes to the provincial capital for a concert, she steals it in various ways, even when she plays truant.

She took part in all kinds of singing competitions. Although she didn't win an award once, she still walked on this road happily and contentedly.

Because I put too much energy into singing, I didn't get into a particularly good university when I was admitted to the university. But she has no regrets at all. After going to college, she is still obsessed with her dream of becoming a singer.

Finally, Yizhou became a middle school music teacher, not a singer.

Now recalling the madness of that year, Yizhou's eyes are full of beautiful memories.

Whose youth is not crazy, whose youth is not publicity, whose youth is not absurd. Are those formatted youths still called youths? Are those young people who follow the trend energetic? Do those young people who always haggle over every ounce and calculate step by step still have the slightest breath of youth?

Perhaps absurd, perhaps wrong, perhaps ridiculed, even not accepted by the secular and rules, but those years of wasting youth are the imprint of youth and the most unforgettable memories after old age.

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Fight, play truant, use poplar beard as caterpillar to scare female classmates, and write notes to female classmates. Thirty years later, when middle school students get together, what they remember most is not who studies well and who is the "three good students", but these scum things that were regarded as outrageous in those years.

Of course, when people reach middle age, they become directors, directors, managers and chairmen one by one, leading a slow and steady life.

A person's life, the experience must be experienced, sooner or later. In that case, why not splurge and look back when you are young and can afford to make mistakes, so as not to make mistakes when you are young and can't afford to make mistakes.

A post-90s generation told me: I will try my best to try everything I want before the age of 35, and then start a stable life at the age of 35.

When you are young, you need more courage and effort. Nothing is certain, nothing can predict its success or failure when you don't do it. The only proof is that when you do it.

Yes, didn't Xifeng and Sister Furong give another life template? Their initial negative energy was just to find a place to live. Similarly, for example, those stars who have become famous, perhaps, just slipped when they were young? Besides, Sister Hongqiao still makes a living by her own efforts. By the way, she sells some autographed photos, which are related to food, clothing, housing and transportation, and are many times more noble than Tuo. Since even those who take off have become idols, don't be too embarrassed for a girl who lives by strength. Besides, no one can predict, perhaps, this kind of squatting powder will become a new career initiated by Sister Hongqiao for us? Qiaojie at that time, accidentally, became the originator of squatting powder industry!

Let go when it is time to let go, and converge when it is time to converge. This is the winner's life.

Find the value of your existence in profligacy; Find the direction of life in profligacy; In profligacy, know what to cherish and what to give up; In profligacy, let yourself have the future you want.

This may be the meaning of youth to each of us.

Just, don't forget, everything is within the scope of the law.

Author Hedong Xueduckweed WeChat official account Gu nine niang arrived at this palace.