I gave my sister a gift of 50,000 yuan to go to school. My sister became a rich woman after becoming a successful woman. I went to her house to be a nanny. What do you think?

I am the second eldest child in the family, and I have an older sister. Although we are born to the same mother, we are very different. My sister is very beautiful, well-behaved, and has very good academic performance.

I am different. I am not as beautiful as my sister, and my academic performance is also very poor. The situation at home was extremely tight, and we could only support one person to go to college. On the one hand, it was because my academic performance was not good, and on the other hand, I was really not interested in studying, so I dropped out of school and went to work.

I give my monthly money to my family so that my sister can study. I can’t bear to eat or wear clothes when I go out alone. My sister also worked very hard and got into a good university. After going to university, my salary was no longer enough to afford my sister's high tuition.

At this time, my neighbor introduced me to a marriage. The man had a stable job and was very honest. The most important thing is that if we get married, the man will give our family a gift of 50,000 yuan. money. I didn’t like that man that much, but for the 50,000 yuan in gift money and to allow my sister to continue studying, I agreed.

After my husband and I got married, he was very good to me. I got pregnant not long after we got married. Three years later, my sister graduated. She found a good job and married a rich man. But I am already a mother of two children. In order to make ends meet, my husband is not as healthy as before and complains of back pain every day.

My sister has become successful and is very kind to the family and me. Every time she comes back, she brings us a lot of things and gives us hundreds of dollars. However, I always feel that my sister has something to do with me. She felt condescending and was not very willing to accept her money.

I didn’t expect that my husband passed away in an accident and my life completely fell into darkness. I had no source of income and my children didn’t know what to do. I cried helplessly. My sister felt very sorry for me. She hugged me and told me, it's okay, you still have your sister, and she won't leave you alone.

After my husband passed away, my sister took me into her home and gave me a job as their nanny, which also gave me an income. But I am particularly awkward. We were originally sisters, but ended up in an employment relationship. Even if my sister and brother-in-law don’t think so, what will my sister’s parents-in-law think of me?