be at a loss (what to do)

I also work for two years. In the past two years, I have been confused, failed and even thought about giving up more than once. But I made it to the end.

I like my job very much, because when I was looking for a job, no one followed suit. I'm looking for a job that interests me. At first, I was bullied, upset, disappointed and so on. I also offered to leave my job many times (although my mother called me back, laughing ~)

I think you should look for your interests and specialties now. It doesn't matter what you have learned, what matters is that you know what you should learn.

Although it is not easy to find a job, you should find one that suits you. Judging from your description, your company is really not worth staying. Because even after you left this company, he didn't give you the skills to survive in other companies, and the treatment was really bad.

My suggestion is

1 Give yourself some time to relax ~ I can see that you are confused and have a lot of panic and anxiety about the future, so take a good rest, relax and adjust your mentality.

After a good rest, I hope you can seriously sum up your advantages and disadvantages, find out your interests and see if there are any jobs that can be linked to your interests.

Finally: work to earn money, and earn money for our happiness! ! If you are unhappy at work, just pass!

But if you want a good job and pay, you must also have the corresponding capital. This is the importance of the second article ~

I hope I can help you ~