Have you had a particular moment of powerlessness? (I)

In fact, there are many moments feel particularly desperate, is the kind of drowning will still be stepped on after the feeling of powerlessness, more than the hours of dreaming about the TV can not be turned off, was unable to escape the blood of the lake surrounded by the feeling of powerlessness, dreaming will wake up, however, encountered these things to sleep will be more and more bad more and more feel more than the fall into the infinite hell of the despair, a lot of things experienced when I was a child there will be an end no matter how good or bad will be Draw a period, however, after growing up encountered things but began to have no results, day after day to try to solve the problem but feel more and more powerless, drained strength also have a lot of things began to put the enthusiasm a little bit of annihilation.

To say a little thing, the main character of the text temporarily named Mr. A and Miss B, there are two other main character called Ms. C and Ms. D.

Miss B is Mr. A's company employees, Ms. C is Mr. A's wife and their company's chief financial officer, usually any company's payments need to be Ms. C audited and reported to the chairman of the board of directors, Mr. A. The company was founded by the two couples. The company was founded by two couples, so the chairman of the board of directors has always been a person to say, at the beginning of the company is small, a lot of things are conveyed very quickly, the work handover is very easy. Later, through the efforts of the company's visible growth, slowly recruited more and more employees, hierarchical differentiation is also more and more serious, the industry downturn before the fifth year, Miss B came to work in this company.

In the beginning, Ms. B, with her college internship experience and many part-time jobs, made good grades, and performed well for a while in a group of newcomers.

Three months into her internship, the pressure of an increasing workload once made her want to give up her position and seek a way out of other companies. One is because the internship wage is really low, the university internship and also saved a little living expenses, thinking that after the official work of a little bit of thrift will always save a little bit of savings, so the savings saved fixed deposit, the former internship to know the colleagues are also flirting with the work of the future do not forget to the original old colleagues oh. The first thing I'd like to say is that I don't want to be a part of the team, but I'd like to be a part of the team.

Coming to the new working environment, Ms. B went to the same school together with the interns because of the internship wage is low, working twenty-four hours on standby gradually one by one to leave. And she gritted her teeth and insisted on it, not because of anything else, because she worked after looking forward to no longer open to the family to ask for living expenses, although the current state of work and into the factory to play screws similar, but has always been strong she did not dare to tell her family.

The first month of the internship period, her wages have not been sent down, she had a bit of living expenses can be sustained, however, during the period of a woman called Ms. D, to her life on the first anti-fraud to prevent the so-called acquaintances to borrow money class.

That is a late afternoon, Miss B is working seriously, suddenly a QQ friend application pops up, not long after the phone vibrates, is an unfamiliar number. Miss B does not doubt that he, pick up the phone to pick up the phone, busy with the matter at hand while the customary hello, the phone came from the other side of a somewhat familiar voice "B sister ah, where to get rich?"

She was stunned, and then coldly asked, "Who are you?

She was stunned and then asked coldly, "Who are you?

A nice woman's voice came from the other end of the phone: "Aigoo, you have forgotten a lot of things ah, just two months did not see the wealth ah, I was before we worked together with the colleagues D ah, you resigned early, I also resigned did not do it, and now to be at home with the baby, my husband did not find any money, we are a family of three in the outside rented accommodation, life is quite difficult! The woman on the other end began to sob while speaking in a low voice, but now B also felt that she was not simply catching up on old times. She hands a beat, gave a report to the supervisor said to go out to the bathroom, a few moments the supervisor waved his hand to let her go quickly back, so B quietly took the phone to the bathroom, whispered to indicate that the other side of the other side of their own at work is very busy, to make a long story short. She went to the bathroom, opened the QQ and through the other side of the friend application. At this time the woman while on the phone while sending a message to the B, trying their own is not Pz. Then text message to her sent a large text, the words between the lines reveals her troubled, pulling together the distance and said that as long as five hundred can temporarily do not bother, but also committed to three months after the will return to him. B was very simple, and did not record and did not take a screenshot of the preservation of the belief in her and rose The other side of the request to add the WeChat sent a five hundred red packets to the past. The other party received the money and sent an expression immediately disappeared. This thing is also not particularly concerned about the B.

Time flies, three months passed faster than three weeks, Miss B saw the supervisor said that one month to correct no hope, three months to correct, the monthly salary is still poor eight hundred dollars, received three months eight hundred, the first month's salary for the second month of the month together with the deduction of three hundred, to the hand of the total **** on the one thousand, the first time to be colleagues all kinds of poking and prodding ostracism, she began to break down.

One day, she opened her cell phone, flipped to three months ago and D's chat records, and suddenly remembered that today is the day to pay back the money agreed with colleagues, so she gave her space to point out a lot of praise, and saw her just send dynamic, sent a message to ask her work is not smooth? The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new one, and you'll be able to do that.

The other side after a long time to hurry back a, I did not find a job, you do not come to bother me.

This Miss B was a bit unable to hold back, originally thought of each other before in their own hearts is also a reasonable image, implied that they should know what it means, but also said that, then straight to it anyway, sooner or later to pay back the money, so she was not polite, you three months ago to find me borrowed five hundred, trouble to pay back a little bit, you promised three months before the expiration of the oh, I am now in urgent need of money, please turn to me. I do not know how to do it.

Just sent out a moment, B and busy with other things to go, did not pay attention to see the phone message.

After a week, the rest of the day when the B open the phone again, D side did not return the message, so she took advantage of the gap, she called the D to go, after the other side of the connection and its impatience: "You are outside of the big money why must chase me to this small amount of money, and then you can not sympathize with the understanding of me a little bit, I do not work with a child outside of the rented house, so tired ah You two months to look for money and not less than you". I want money and will not be less you"

Listening to this B completely stormed out, so she turned out the other side to send their own text message screenshots sent to the other side, tit for tat said: "No ah, D sister you see you three months ago to send me a text message, you clearly said three months to pay back the money, I remember that the phone call you also said that you were very difficult, but you're a person who keeps his promises, and will certainly be You'll pay me back on time? This is to start playing the game of "One Pregnancy, Three Years"?

The next Ms. D began the human history of the classic quotes output: "You also said that you remember, I did not say that I was three months will definitely pay back the money ha, when you were so enthusiastic that I thought you must be earning a lot of money, on the five hundred you are still looking for me so quickly to go back, how so petty, you can not sympathize with us these vulnerable people to help out! I'm not sure if you're going to be able to do that.

These words succeeded in giving B gas to the heart attack, a breath almost can not come. She trembled with the phone, raised the volume of eight times: "You you ~ you are not planning to renege on the debt ah, a person who is a mother actually this kind of behavior, really ashamed of your son, have you this kind of old rogue like a mother in exchange for me in the future do not dare to go out, even if you go out to the door, also wrapped themselves in a tightly, so as not to be dragged into the beatings by you?"

He was so happy that D directly dropped a sentence, "I'm not going to pay you back for this money, what can you do about it?

This is the first time I've ever seen a person who has been in the same boat as me.

B angry straight shaking, holding the hand of the battery car trembling, but also angry on the drive out, that moment almost hit the front of the big jeep's ass, she was a jolt hurry to turn around, turn too fast and all of a sudden from the car flew out of the car, the car fell into the flower beds by the side of the road, and she flew out of the more than two meters away from all fours and eights to the ground, her right elbow subconsciously protected his head, the helmet is also crushed one side!

The world has become a gray place, and the world has become a gray place, and the world has become a gray place, and the world has become a gray place.

At this moment, there are very few vehicles coming and going, and she suddenly collapsed to the extreme, which is like a dream she had when she was a child, but after waking up, she realized that there had not been any accidents and there was no heap of work to do, and there was no heap of outrageous appraisal and performance to be done, and there was no borrowing of money to not pay the so-called disadvantaged people who were still talking crazy and scolding themselves, and she woke up from her nightmare and realized that it was a thunderstorm, and that she could still hide under her parents' bed to warm up for a while, and she could also complain to her parents. Warm up for a while, and can also condescend to seek the comfort of her brother.

She held back her tears and yelled at the top of her lungs, "Is anyone there? Can you pull me up, please? Thanks!"

As she heard the first car go by, she gave herself a pep talk, telling herself that there are still many good people in the world, so don't give up!

One, two, three, four ......56 cars whizzed by, B's voice has been hoarse, the heart began to sink a little bit into the water, she felt her head began to buzz, hard to stretch out the left hand is not seriously injured to turn up the right hand, the right elbow has been whitened, you can vaguely see the blood mixed with mud and sand look, this time, the right elbow, the right hand has been a little more than a few days. The elbow of her right hand was already white, vaguely visible blood mixed with mud and sand, and now her right hand began to ache severely, and she couldn't straighten up even more. She is so quietly lying in the heart of the past how many cars while asking for help, an hour has passed, B the voice of help is getting weaker and weaker, the left hand waving more and more pain, the whole person is more and more consciousness fuzzy, her left hand waving more and more powerless, and gradually drooped down, looked to be physically exhausted coma past.

Muddled in the night B ears ringing a big sister from far and near the voice: "Hey sister do not sleep ah hear me talk to it? Hear if you move a little I help you up"

B difficult to open "can ...... can ...... sister thank you ~" her left hand moved, so the big sister stopped their own battery-operated car, rushed down to hold him up! The car was not her, B was awake for a moment, responded to limp to pull the car keys, the electric car is almost out of power, because the pressure to the throttle handle front wheel is still idling, the sister asked her with concern to help her call an ambulance, B remembered that the shyness of the bag did not dare to say, and then gratefully looked at the big sister thanked her constantly, pulling out a cell phone from the front basket of the car to add the big sister WeChat. I'm sorry, but I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that. However, the kind sister to see B should be traumatic injury will not be a big deal, it is a big grin said nothing Ping Shui met just, can help to help. B mixed feelings, tears can not stop flowing down, the sister was shocked "Neezi you really do not want an ambulance, don't scare me, ah?"

B busy said: "No sister, I was good luck today, but sister really thank you to help me, the world or good people more, I'm not familiar with life here, big sister you are the first Ping Shui Xiangxian willing to help me, thank you, good people will have good luck in life, thank you, sister" sister a little blushing scratching his head: "Nier ah the next time you drive carefully, the most important thing is safety, drive don't get distracted, no matter whether two wheels or four wheels. Whether it's two wheels or four wheels don't bump into Oh ......"

This is perhaps the warmest concern from strangers that B has heard this day.

It was like the last beam of light before she fell into the water and was about to lose consciousness, which instantly illuminated her exhausted and near-broken heart.

After helping B to correct the car, she left in a hurry, and did not leave her contact information, but only said, "Do good deeds without leaving a name," and rode away. The first time I saw this, I was able to see the whole world, and I was able to see the whole world, and I was able to see the whole world.

The supervisor did not know whether to hear the leave of absence thing, lowered his voice and said hurry back to the company hung up.

B limped back to the company's dormitory pushing the car downstairs, just ran into the financial director Ms. C from the office down (the company's dormitory and the office area is connected, only separated by a wall, usually can be a minute to reach)

See B limping appearance, very surprised: "B you how it is, how so wretched?"

Usually the boss's wife is quite kind to speak especially and gas, so B briefly said their own encounter, but also said to call the supervisor to say their own accidental car accident. B this is a temporary secondment to other departments to help do things, after the fall of the car the first time to the department and other departmental supervisors have called to explain the situation. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new car, and then you'll be able to get your hands on a new car, and then you'll be able to get your hands on a new car.

Ms. C still enthusiastically rode her bike to take B to the clinic to get some medicine and a bandage. She was also keen to ask the clinic doctor if she needed to be hospitalized and how much it would cost.

When it comes to money, B remembered a few dollars on the body, and quickly called his girlfriends for help to borrow two hundred, girlfriends asked a person all right, did not say much on the phone, to B transferred five hundred, but also sent a voice to ask not enough words to hurry up and say.

B a moment of mixed feelings, back to the sentence sister child friends for life. Girlfriends only said: years of friends I believe you, do not think too much to recuperate, people are important.

Look at the busy boss lady, B feelings, from the clinic out for a while, the boss lady took B went to a small restaurant to eat, only ordered a tomato and egg, said he ate, a moment and went outside to buy two cups of lemonade.

Tomatoes and eggs over rice B eat very slowly, bite by bite to eat very satisfied, almost finished, B heard the boss's wife asked "you can still come at night? If you can't, go back and get some rest."

B did not say anything to raise his eyes full of gratitude, just murmured: "Thank you C sister! I am okay, work without delay."

Ms. C breathed a sigh of relief and smiled: "I just asked the doctor, the wound is just a superficial abrasion, it will not affect your work, so there will be no assessment."

Ms. B also stopped eating and said, "Thank you, Ms. C, for taking me to the doctor. I can't go to the hospital because I don't have a social security card.

At this point, Ms. C looked at the table and said to go back to the meeting, after eating you slowly walk back to rest can it Miss B said can sister you go to busy you, I just gave the supervisor have called to explain the situation.

Ms. C assured away. B looked at her forget to take away only two or three mouths of lemonade hesitation, after eating or with their own cup of lemonade away, C's drink two mouths of the estimate will not want to, the boss's wife, or a bit of strength in.

This is the first meal B ate today, because of the help, she was busy to no time to eat today, it is not easy to empty also encountered a rogue oddball D, from today onwards in this life she will not be easily introduced to the ice believe that borrowing money to raise children of any woman. And this woman is still **** thing for a long time colleagues, how to look at her lovely two children can not imagine this woman can have such a shameless side, liar are not so low, the more you think the more difficult, B gritted his teeth and forced himself not to think about these bad things, at least at present here at work has not encountered such a low person, and her classmates E is also in this place, and now the supervisor is the former alumni of the same school, but also quite promote themselves. The first time I saw this, I was in the middle of a long journey, and I was so happy to see that I was able to get to the top of the list.

With this in mind, she regained her courage and limped back to the dormitory to rest, however, she neglected to mention that she didn't say on the phone that she was going to take the night off, and then she didn't type a message to her supervisor to say that she couldn't make it at night. The next day she was about to get a head-butt of anger from her boss and supervisor.

Early the next morning at six o'clock, B also pushed the car in the battery car repair store, is pleading with the boss to help look at the car can not be repaired free of charge (just bought the third day, the boss of the small problem can be repaired free of charge) supervisors of the phone constantly, just pick up supervisor's voice as a thunderbolt ringing: "B you still want to work properly, and then! Yesterday to me absent from work for a day! Why did not you come to the meeting last night? You this person really is, the boss yesterday criticized me for a long time, because you did not come to the meeting, scolded me face to face poor ability to manage the subordinates, the assessment of my one hundred only to get rid of the anger, you do not fall just a little, so petulant it? Come to my office later! Give you a chance to give me a good explanation!"

At that moment, just yesterday's courage suddenly turned into tears, mixed with aggrieved sad sad and unwilling to flow down, the side of the boss saw B crying heartbreaking, stay "sister you do not cry, OK? I know your boss, don't cry early in the morning, I'll give you a free repair ha, your car well, I'll give you free."

B cried more sad, boss I'm fine, eyes into the sand.

Sent back to the boss's wife a sentence, I do not want to do C sister!

Then wiped the tears, trying to look less wretched, God knows that yesterday when I fell on all fours was not so desperate as this moment.

(Continued)