Please help me.

Don't think so much, and don't think so far. It's useless. It's useless. The plan hasn't changed as fast. Anything could happen. Don't be so pessimistic about your life. Going to college is also for a better life in the future. Since I dropped out of school, I'll just follow the current road and walk out of the mountain village. Now I feel, objectively speaking, you don't have a degree, so you can't work in a place that needs a degree, so I feel it is more suitable for you. How about learning a skill, such as electrician, welder, sheet metal worker, riveting worker and milling worker in a factory? Find a factory. If you don't understand these jobs, you can work first and then slowly find what you like. It is wrong to be discouraged and pessimistic. Believe in yourself.

In today's society, human feelings are really as thin as paper, things are as new as chess, and things are warm and cold, so don't care about these things, and you can't be satisfactory, but please be honest with me, let nature take its course, and let others talk. Don't care too much about other people's words and faces. You are no worse than others. What others say is right. If we make mistakes, we will correct them. We were right. Don't care too much about the relationship between people, don't be too nervous and care. There are no friends and enemies that will never change, only interests that will never change. There is nothing wrong with Harbin, but if you want to go out, you can go to Changchun or Shenyang. It will be fine in the future, come on ~ ~ ~