Shanghai ktv recruits s brother Xiaofeng.

"Mom, I quit the student union, and I also gave up staying in the club ..."

My mother who was talking to me at the other end of the video just now suddenly changed her face and became heavy.

She is like a chestnut roasted on the fire, which is generated in an instant, yelling at me: "Little girl, didn't we have a good summer vacation?" You don't promise to stay in the second year of high school, otherwise where will you learn the experience of dealing with people and get more contact? What will you do after college ... "

Mom is like a flowing river. I can't stop talking about me. I waited patiently in front of the video until she said she was tired and stopped talking. I slowly replied to her: "This is my choice, and I won't regret it."

I slammed the video call and got into my bed. That night, I lost sleep.

I don't know mom's good intentions. In her mind, I have always been a good daughter and an excellent student. She thinks my future road can be wider, but I know that these are not what I want.

02

Last September, the sunshine was as dazzling as it is now.

I stepped on the mottled shadows on the campus path with longing and awe, the sparse crowd passed by me, and there were "teenagers" and "affectionate" couples reading quietly under the willow tree. Listening to the cheers from the playground, occasionally two or three bicycles "wheeze" past. ......

"How nice!" I think this will be the beginning of my dream!

I run for class cadres with full fighting spirit and incomparable self-confidence, and participate in various societies, student unions, youth league committees and school broadcasting centers.

Every day is "thriving", leaving early and returning late. At the end of the day, the schedule is full, so you can count down how many things you did today and who you met. ......

At the end of my freshman year, I looked at a mountain of certificates and trophies on my desk. My heart is full of a little sense of happiness and accomplishment. Although mixed with unspeakable disappointment, I really think I have gained a lot and realized my value.

Maybe God has specially arranged some people to guide you on your life path, and it's up to you whether you take that path or not.

During the summer vacation, I met Grandpa Wang by chance, a retired editor in his 70s. He will come to my house every day in his spare time to chat with us.

I especially admire his beautiful calligraphy, his eloquence and an optimistic and positive heart.

He is a journalism major, but he is familiar with dialects in major regions of China and can communicate with local people fluently. Once I asked him why he was so good at mastering so many dialects. He told me that most of the reasons are interest and his unremitting research and efforts over the years.

Because we are both studying Chinese, he gave me many questions to test my relevant professional knowledge, but I hesitated and choked for a long time without saying it. Is that feeling "embarrassing" enough?

That time, he pulled me aside, looked at me seriously and said, "Son, you must learn your major well in college. Only after graduating from college will you seize the opportunity that others can't. "

"Do universities have to learn a major well? Don't many people say that universities should work hard for the president of the student union, make more friends and adapt to the melting pot of society in advance? "

This question has puzzled me for a long time, but after I chatted with Xiaofeng's brother that day, I seemed to understand a lot.

Brother Xiaofeng is now the leader of a design company in Shanghai. But he is an ordinary sophomore. He said that he never thought that he could achieve this achievement today. He felt that he relied on opportunities and all his efforts during his college years.

Four years of college, one year of confusion and three years of hard work. He stayed in the dormitory for a year as a freshman, and was awakened by the "noble people" by accident. He began to work hard and stayed in the library for three years. In addition to learning his own professional knowledge, he also dabbles in other professional knowledge, leaving early and returning late every day. At that time, many people didn't understand, but now everyone understands.

He drifted in Guangdong for several years, and finally moved to Shanghai, a big city. He interviewed many companies and failed many times. Later, even he didn't expect that he was "seen" by a foreign interviewer in a company. After work, when Xiao Fengge mentioned this to the interviewer, he said to Xiao Fengge, "I am not interested in your academic qualifications, but in the integration of your good spoken English with your professional knowledge and other fields, which many university interviewers did not have at that time."

Brother Xiaofeng patted me on the head and smiled and said to me, "Sister, the work I did later has little to do with my major. The first job offered by the company, I looked puzzled. But I didn't refuse. I went. At that time, in that big room, the instructor drew this picture and that, which scared me. Oh, I have never learned those things, but I still wrote down everything he said, and went back to learn that theoretical method to let others finish the first task smoothly. Later, I also made up all the skills I needed for my job, but I want to tell you that my major is the' root' of all your knowledge. You must learn well and dabble in many aspects. "

I asked my brother, "How can I improve my eloquence if I don't take part in the speech contest?" How to adapt to the society without joining the club and the student union? "

He smiled and waved to me and said, "Sister, you are wrong. Once you really have some talent and knowledge, you can naturally say it. " And I want to tell you that society is society and campus is campus. Remember, they can never be compared ... "

At that moment, I seemed to be awakened.

That night, I stood on the balcony for a long time and thought a lot.

Looking back on the past year, I am very happy, but am I really full?

Busy every day, when introducing myself to others, I am from this department and that department. It seems amazing. Is it useful? It is also possible to get a lot of certificates to get extra points and a so-called scholarship when taking the comprehensive exam. But I don't think these are what I want. What I want belongs to me.

Think about my English grades. My foundation is not bad. I failed CET-6 next semester. Where's my passion? After studying professional knowledge for a year as a freshman, I can't even solve simple problems now. How about going running every night? We agreed to practice calligraphy, okay? Look at the dusty guitar in the corner. I dream of having a guitar that can travel around the world. ......

"These are impossible? Are they all ghosts? "

Looking at the flashing neon lights on the road, thinking about the lost time, tears flowed out unwillingly.

"Cry, what are you crying about? None of this can be achieved. "

"No, no, no, I don't want it. I want to be what I want, I want to do what I like ... "

Yes, I must. I can.

I believe I will be happy on the way to realize my dream, because this is what I like and what I want.

"I don't want to accept the life specified by my parents, and I don't know where to go. In the face of other people's views, there are always countless reasons to refute, feeling that others don't understand themselves, so day after day, year after year, waiting for time to give themselves a clear answer. Such people will either compromise with their parents or take the rest of the road chosen by others. Even if people do the same thing as most people, they just want to get a short sense of security in the crowd. After the last big wave, several people went ashore, but such people will still be beaten to the ground, recede like the tide and evaporate, and no one will remember them again. Everyone should take the initiative to take responsibility for their own lives, instead of waiting numbly. "

I like Liu Tong's I am waiting for you in the future very much. Before, I was hesitant to do things. Thinking about this won't work, and that won't work.

Did I do it? How do I know the result? How ridiculous! I didn't do it. I didn't do anything.

I have read such a passage: "The reason why you are unhappy is;" I can't stand the present situation, and I can't change it. I can be as lazy as a pig, but I can't be as lazy as a pig, be complacent intermittently, and be persistent and lazy to death. "

Do it, forget it, do what you like and stick to it. Who knows the end of the future?

Haha, shall we refuel together?