Three days and three nights

Hungry for three days and nights, she cooked me a bowl of white rice porridge with sugar, which was the most unforgettable meal in my life.

/kloc-when I was 0/9 years old, my father asked me to go to Guangzhou to go to my cousin, saying that my cousin got along well there and worked as an executive in a company. I want my cousin to arrange a job for me. However, I didn't know until I went there that my cousin was an executive. He has no real job of his own, and hangs out with a group of people all day.

My cousin probably didn't expect me to come to Guangzhou, because he boasted to my dad that he was an executive in a company during the Spring Festival. Go to him when you get there.

I can see that my cousin is a little embarrassed, but I didn't know the details before. He took me to a rented house of less than 5 square meters and let me stay first.

After my cousin went out, I looked at the wet wall and a messy bed, puzzled. It stands to reason that an executive should not live in such a humble place! It wasn't until a week later that I realized that my cousin didn't have a job himself. What I said to my dad during the Chinese New Year was just some words to save face.

One lie needs another. I didn't expect my cousin to value face so much, but he is still my cousin, and I can't blame him.

He didn't help me find a job, but he asked me to help him pay the rent and asked me for money if he lost at cards.

A week later, my cousin really couldn't hold on, because she had to buy me a box lunch every day. In fact, he can't even support himself.

In order to explain his lies, he lied to me that the company he worked for went bankrupt because of poor management, and now he is unemployed and can't give me any more work. He also said to let me go out and look for it myself. I wanted to come, so I went out to try my luck, but I really couldn't go back to my hometown.

In the days that followed, my cousin seldom went back to the rented house until the landlord came to collect the rent and said to me, "Your cousin said he couldn't come back recently and asked you to pay the rent for him this month."

I asked him how much he would pay. The landlord said 400 yuan, so I quickly went out and asked my cousin to check. My cousin said that he had gone out of town with his friends and would not come back for a few days. He asked me if I had money to help him pay the rent first, and then asked me if I had found a job.

I thought to myself, a rural child, where to find a job in this strange place. My feet have worn out these days, and I haven't found a job yet. People either think I am too young or think I have no work experience. I felt a little reluctant to touch the only 800 yuan left in my pocket, but I gritted my teeth and paid a month's rent.

Actually, I was a little disgusted with my cousin. Besides taking care of me the other day, he almost left me in the rental house and asked me to help him pay the rent.

A few days later, my cousin returned. I seem to have made some money and said to take me out to dinner and meet some friends.

To tell the truth, I can tell at a glance that his friend is not a good person, swearing and not talking, but still full of ruffians.

From their conversation, I vaguely heard that they had gone to collect accounts for others the other day. I suddenly felt panic in my heart. I hope my cousin can help me find a job! Now it seems hopeless.

I told my cousin that I wanted to go home. He hesitated and said, "Why don't you join us? Earn a little is a little, anyway, I won't delay looking for a job. "

I thought I might as well go home and farm instead of wandering around the society like you!

After dinner, my cousin took those friends back to the rental house and began to play cards in a circle. I fell asleep in the corner.

My cousin woke me up in the middle of the night and asked me to give him 200 yuan. I vaguely saw those people didn't leave. I knew my cousin must have lost all his money and thought I had only 400 yuan left. What if I give it to him? But my cousin has obviously lost his red eye. Regardless of these problems, he grabbed the money from my hand and said, "Go back to sleep!" " "

Those people left at dawn, and my cousin is still sleeping there. I found 500 yuan on the pillow. It seems that he won a lot back last night. I wanted to say goodbye to my cousin, but I didn't wake him up because he couldn't sleep. I bought him breakfast, put it by the bed and went out.

I was going to buy tickets at the railway station. I saw a handyman posted at the door of a casserole shop, so I went in and asked. I didn't expect the owner to let me go to work tomorrow.

When I returned to the rental house, my cousin was eating fried dough sticks there. When I saw that I asked if I had found a job, I said that there was a casserole shop for me to go to work, including food and accommodation, and I would move there tomorrow.

It is not difficult to work in a casserole shop, but the working hours are quite long, from morning to evening 1 1, with a few hours' rest.

At that time, it suddenly occurred to me that this amount of labor is similar to farming at home, only 1000 a month. Why run so far?

After working for a month and a half, I'm going to resign. The boss said that if I leave now, I can only get a month's salary. I thought it would be a month, a month! At this time, I am particularly homesick and want to leave.

I went to see my cousin and said goodbye. Found the rented house locked. I didn't know my cousin had left until I asked the neighbor next door. I heard that I went to Xiamen with my friends. I thought I would go directly to the railway station to buy tickets without saying hello.

When evil comes, it is always silent. I experienced the darkest three days and nights in my life.

I queue up to buy tickets at night. The departure time is after 12 am. I don't know where to take my luggage. At about 8 pm, I fell asleep in the chair in the waiting room. However, when I woke up, my wallet was gone.

I panicked, and an aunt next to me asked me if I had been stolen. She said there were two men sitting next to me at about 10 in the evening. At first, she thought we were together, but then they left in a hurry.

I said my wallet is missing and the train ticket is still in it! Aunt sighed and said, "Young man, you must pay attention to safety when you go out. There are not only good people in this world. "

I went to the security room at the station to explain the situation. A security guard told me that there are too many people and things here, and it is difficult to find lost things. Why don't you report to j!

I slouched out of the railway station. It's past morning 12. I heard the long sound of the train, and I scolded the thief in my mind. If it weren't for them, I would have been sitting in the car by this time.

I lay on the bench outside the station all night, ate the only bread in my bag, and thought that in order to let my parents know that I didn't come for nothing, I didn't even want to buy a bottle of water, so the money was gone.

After dawn, I want to go back to the casserole shop to win the sympathy of the boss and return the half-month salary I owe, but the station is far from there and I am lost in a strange place.

I walked along the street and asked several people who didn't know the place. I wanted to find another job, but I didn't see any recruitment place after walking all day.

Night fell again, and I came to the beach by the sea. I didn't eat all day, but strangely, I was not hungry at all, probably because I was too nervous! The beach is full of laughing people. Compared with them, I feel more lonely.

When nobody was around, I took off my socks and my feet were worn out. The sea at night is like a dark abyss, and the waves sound like the devil's ridicule.

When I came the next night, I was walking on a pedestrian street. I haven't eaten for two days. I feel a little numb, but my spirit is thinking quickly. It feels like my soul is leaving my body.

Passing by a fried bun shop, I stopped, looked at those fried buns that had just been baked, and swallowed unconsciously. When the shopkeeper saw me stop, he asked me if I wanted to buy fried buns. I shook my head. He probably saw my embarrassment and handed me two in a paper bag and said, "Are you hungry?" ? Take it to eat! At first glance, you are a foreigner. I tell you, this is a scenic spot. It is almost impossible to find a job. You have to look in the suburbs. There are more factories there. "

I took the steamed stuffed bun and bowed to him, because I couldn't even say thank you at this time.

I found a roadside to sit down and began to eat those two steamed buns. Steamed buns are made of carrot meat. It took me a long time to swallow them, and then I went to the nearby public toilet to drink two sips of tap water. But then there was a violent nausea, and everything I had just eaten was spit out. My stomach has begun to reject these greasy things.

And then I passed out. I looked at myself in the mirror and cried. Eyes blank, face gaunt. I regret coming to this city and hate the thieves who took my wallet.

Thank the girl who once saved my life.

On the third night, I didn't feel hungry, the esophageal tube contracted obviously, and I couldn't even swallow saliva. I think I can't go on. I have to find a way to get some money to go home, or I may die in this strange city.

I stopped at the gate of a nightclub and watched the rich people come in and out. Suddenly I feel that fate is particularly unfair. Why do some people spend a lot of money, while others are hungry and accomplish nothing? An evil idea began to spread in my mind. I looked at two girls coming out of the nightclub.

They should live nearby, because most people go out by taxi and walk away.

At this time, it is already more than 2 o'clock in the morning, and there are not many pedestrians on the road. I began to follow up unconsciously, but repeated ideological struggles made me hesitate. Finally, a girl turned around and found me.

She gave me a look, and her immature face was full of sophisticated expressions that did not match her age. She stopped and looked at me warily. At that moment, I felt particularly guilty and ashamed, so I slowly lowered my head.

She pulled another girl to me. When she saw me looking out, she said, "What do you want to do to us? I tell you, there are surveillance everywhere. "

Seeing that I didn't speak, she seemed to guess something about me and asked me, "How long have you been like this?" Maybe I can still help you, but no one can save you if you mess around. "

This sentence deeply hit the most vulnerable place in my heart. I told myself my experience and said that I just wanted to go home.

Hearing this, the girl was silent for a while and suddenly said let me go with her. The girl next to her quickly pulled her and whispered that it was not appropriate to take me back.

"He's starving. What's wrong? "

This is the most touching thing I have ever heard in my life. The girl asked me to go with her without saying anything. I followed them to a small apartment they rented.

I still don't know her name, but her voice and appearance are forever engraved in my mind.

The girl asked me to take a bath first. When I came out, she had cooked a bowl of white rice porridge. She said that hungry people can't eat at once, so they must drink some porridge.

Later, I thought, she must have had a similar experience, because people who have never experienced hunger will not understand this.

I slept soundly that night, and after a night's rest, I recovered some strength. I woke up from the faint perfume, and my heart was full of shame and remorse.

When the girl saw that I was awake, she turned around and said through the half-open door, "You are awake! Hurry up and get something to eat. We will work the night shift. I'll take you to the station and go home at noon! "

There is boiled white rice porridge on the table. She told me that I can't eat greasy food yet, and I can't eat it until my body gets used to it. I was embarrassed to say thank you to her, but she interrupted me before I could say it.

"After a person try not to travel, the outside world is not so beautiful, if only I could make a living in a nearby city! So that life will not be embarrassing. "

I finally said "thank you", and she said thank you for what! Everyone gets into trouble sometimes.

I don't think she is older than me, but her manners are much more mature than mine. I said I borrowed the fare, and I'll send it to you if I leave an address.

She seemed to hesitate and said, "It's not too much. Don't pay it back. Actually, I'm from the countryside. I know what you've been through. I hope I can be more careful in the future. This society is far more complicated than you think. The porridge is getting cold, so drink it quickly! If it is not sweet enough, add some sugar. "

I cried when my eyes were hot, and I cried and drank the porridge in the bowl. I think this is the best porridge I have ever drunk in my life.

I am grateful to this kind girl I met in my life, although I didn't know her name at last. But her appearance is forever engraved in my heart.

One day many years later, I set foot on the train in Guangzhou again, following the footsteps of that year again.

The old nightclub disappeared, and the small apartment became an office building. I stood for a long time where I met. Maybe the girl is a middle-aged mother now. Maybe at the moment, she is drinking a bowl of white rice porridge with sugar at the table, with a sweet smile on her face.