My grandfather composition

Today, I called grandpa again. I heard that grandpa is sick now and feels a little dizzy. "Look at the buildings opposite, they seem to be spinning."

When he couldn't maintain his balance, he held my brother's arm tightly and leaned on him.

Just like when he grabbed his grandfather's hand and went home at dusk.

We are still two people, but the world has become different.

The little man back then has become a big man now.

The good man back then has now become an old man.

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Grandpa’s arms are very long, which makes his body very small. Perhaps, he was also a strong man back then, but today, he has become an old man, as a grandfather.

He can no longer be as adventurous as he was when he was young. Because he is old, but also because he has concerns in his heart.

Grandpa has become gentle. A few years ago, he still had a hot temper and liked to drink strong liquor and smoke hookah. There was strength between his eyebrows and in his eyes.

Before, he would tell me war stories. "Suddenly, there was a 'bang' sound, and soldiers broke in." At that time, my grandfather was a big man in my eyes, with a pair of big palms waving randomly in the air.

A few years later, he only liked to hold my hand and tell me about culture and customs of various places.

When my brother told him about playing basketball, he immediately answered, "People in Zhongshan like to play basketball the most. People in Xiaolan, old and young, all like to shoot with a racket." Go. There are several places in Guangdong where people like to play various sports. One is basketball in Zhongshan Xiaolan, and the other is football in Taishan. It’s good to play basketball.”

Later, he said this three times. Grandpa has really changed.

He is no longer irritable, or in other words, no one makes him irritable anymore. Our family's immigration must have made my grandfather wipe his tears in secret. We have lived together for so many years, how can we just let go of this relationship? Grandpa must still remember our naughtiness and want to see us one more time.

But we may not be able to see each other again.

Grandpa’s health is getting worse and worse, which is worrying.

We just came out of the United States and do not have enough financial ability to return to China. Grandpa stays alone in the house every day. He gets up early every day, walks to the bathroom and passes our room. He must feel sad when he sees no one in it, right? Every day I wake up alone, eat alone, sleep alone...the excitement is no longer there. We will no longer hear the sound of us getting up to go to school in the morning, we will no longer see us noisily fighting for food during meals, and there will no longer be an atmosphere of competing for TV channels at night, and no one will say "good night"...

Our presence seems to be still there, but where are the people?

Grandpa sometimes sits in a chair and is in a daze. He was looking at the memories of his grandchildren. Those lovely faces were no longer in front of him now. Perhaps, we once made people angry and made people think, "It would be great if we were not here." However, when we are really not here, grandpa, or in other words, our hearts are like fallen leaves, with nothing to rely on. Next to.

When I think of the traces of the past, I am really about to cry. Standing in the house in the countryside, he just felt that this house was so strange. Every pillar, every lamp, is the same as before. However, the people from that time are no longer there. Sometimes when he walked to a place, he would think, "At that time, they were playing poker here." At that time, I and the others were playing stones here. "...If we were still here, what would they be doing?

I don’t want my grandpa and all my relatives to grow old. I wish they could always be by my side and everyone could be happy together.

However, time is ruthless, and I cannot keep a grain of sand in my hands.

There are some things that we must face, even with tears in my eyes, I have to walk through these roads.

My eyes are a little blurry.

The world in front of me seems to be changing every moment.

Same air, different time. p>If I could go back to the past, I would definitely stay with my grandpa. I would not let him be alone. I would not let him be alone... Unfilial.

But can time go back? Now, I can only wait for the time to return to China. When I go back, I can spend more time with my grandfather! Time really can’t pass?