Immigration agent Liu Xuan

The most intolerable thing for female college students with inferiority is their best friend.

One night in May 20 12, a murder case occurred in a garden community in Shenyang. According to police investigation, the murderer's name is Yang, a senior girl from a university in Shenyang. The victim is also a girl named, who is Yang's classmate.

They used to be good classmates who were like sisters, but why did they kill each other with their own hands? Things have to start from four years ago. ...

A country girl with inferiority meets a rare friendship.

Yang is 23 years old and was born in a poor rural family. His parents can't do farm work because of their poor health, so they make a living by selling fruits in the street. Yang, smart and sensible, has been doing well in school. In the summer of 2008, she was admitted to a key university in Shenyang with excellent results. Because of her poor family, Yang's parents borrowed from the east and the west, which paid for her first semester's tuition.

When Yang came to the dormitory with her colorful quilt on her back, she felt embarrassed. Because other girls' quilts and sheets are all four-piece sets of the same color, only her quilt is from the country. On Yang's bunk is a Dalian girl named. Younger than Yang 1 year. Her parents are engaged in seafood wholesale business in Dalian, and their family conditions are excellent. No matter what Liu Xuan wears or uses, her things are the most expensive in the whole dormitory. Because of his inferiority complex, Yang never took the initiative to talk, but concentrated on his studies, and his grades were always among the best in his class.

One night, Liu Xuan suddenly found her notes lost. She went to buy another one, but had to make up the old notes. Yang is the most complete student who takes notes. Knowing that Yang usually doesn't like to talk, and his personality is somewhat withdrawn, she carefully opened her mouth to Yang. Yang didn't expect to lend it to her readily. After copying the notes, out of gratitude, I offered to invite Yang to dinner. Through this contact, I found that Yang is not as indifferent as everyone feels, but her inferiority is too heavy. Yang also found that although she was rich, she had no airs, but she was innocent and lovely. At that time, the two chatted very speculatively and soon became good sisters.

Liu Xuan has a monthly living allowance of 2,000 yuan, so she tries to help Yang, either by treating her to dinner every three days or giving her her her own clothes. While being grateful, Yang once told other lesbians in her roommate that she must double her work in the future.

With your help, Yang successfully entered junior year, and their friendship became more precious. 20 1 1 In the second half of the year, the school asked students to find their own places to practice. Yang contacted several places and refused to accept interns. Finally, with the help of Liu Xuan's father, they came to a middle school together and became trainee teachers. At this point, Liu Xuan has changed many boyfriends. During her internship, she talked with the most handsome male teacher in the school. Yang is still silent and never touches love. Every boyfriend is a prince charming in the eyes of girls of the same age, which makes Yang feel more inferior.

165438+ 10, a new male physics teacher came to their school, Zhang Libin. Zhang Libin people are big, tall and handsome, and once had a short marriage history. Soon after he went to school, he found a quiet and beautiful Yang. Zhang Libin has met many women, but it is the first time he has met such a dignified girl. So, I began to approach Yang intentionally or unintentionally.

Falling in love with the prodigal son, my friends have repeatedly advised me not to be wrong.

Seeing that the weather is getting colder and colder, Yang hasn't got a decent down jacket yet. One day after work, careful Zhang Libin said to Yang, "I want to buy a down jacket for my sister. She is about your age. Why don't you try it with me? " So, they came to the mall together, and Yang tried on a red down jacket, which fit me well. Zhang Libin word let the waiter wrapped up. When I met Yang Shi at school, he handed her the clothes and said, "This is for you. I am afraid that I bought it and it doesn't fit me, so I deliberately said this and let you try it yourself. " Yang Wenying shook his head again and again and refused to accept it. Zhang Libin grabbed her and said, "Why? Is it wrong to care about you? "

Yang couldn't help being moved to tears. Under the love offensive in full swing in Zhang Libin, young Yang soon surrendered. After the first taste of love, she was very happy, and people all over the world wanted to know that she was in love. But Zhang Libin told her, "Don't tell anyone about us until the relationship is confirmed, because it is difficult for me to switch jobs with my girlfriend." Yang Xin believes it.

I found that Yang had recently become radiant and cheerful, and felt a little confused, so I asked her if there was any happy event at home. Yang couldn't restrain his inner excitement. He secretly told his friend that he was in love with handsome Zhang Libin, and repeatedly asked to keep her secret. Liu Xuan asked suspiciously, "Falling in love is aboveboard. Why didn't he let you talk? " ? In addition, I have only heard that it is difficult to transfer jobs when I am married, and I have never known that it is difficult to transfer jobs when I am in love. "

Yang, who has a strong self-esteem, suddenly became a little unhappy and said simply, "Since he won't let me talk nonsense, he must have his reasons. Anyway, he is good for me. " Liu Xuan has repeatedly advised her to be rational and not to be easily deceived by men. Yang thinks it is a kind of jealousy not to see her happiness. Never loved before, as if I would never be happy all my life. So from that moment on, she had a bad feeling about Liu Xuan.

One day after dinner, Liu Xuan and her boyfriend went to ktv to sing. On the way to the bathroom, she inadvertently glanced at another private room through the glass door, and Zhang Libin was teasing a coquettish young woman with her arm around her. Liu Xuan was surprised and went back to her private room. She told her boyfriend everything she saw, and told her boyfriend that Zhang Libin had fallen in love with Yang. Her boyfriend was also surprised and told her that as far as my colleagues at school know, Zhang Libin divorced a two-year-old child because he was fooling around. When she heard about it, she was very worried about Yang.

After the singing, Liu Xuan and her boyfriend saw Zhang Libin and his two friends each holding a young girl and leaving by taxi. Liu Xuan was more careful and secretly asked her boyfriend to ask the waiter in the karaoke bar if these girls came with some guests. The waiter told them that many girls who come here to sing are actually stage girls, and they can take them home for a few hundred dollars a night. Shocked, Liu Xuan angrily scolded Zhang Libin all night. Seeing her so excited, her boyfriend advised, "Just advise Yang not to associate with him tomorrow, and don't say that you saw him looking for a lady." Liu Xuan asked innocently, "Why?" The boyfriend said helplessly, "Even if you tell her, she will blame you in her heart." Liu Xuan was very confused.

The next night, please Yang and go back to the dormitory together. Walking on the road, Liu Xuan asked how Wen Yang and Zhang Libin got along. Yang shyly replied that they have a good relationship and have broken through the last line of defense between men and women. Liu Xuan was surprised and asked her if she had met Zhang Libin's parents and friends. Yang shook his head blankly. Liu Xuan told her with indignation not to associate with Zhang Libin again, and said, "If a man loves you, he will be anxious for you to meet his family and friends. But he has been avoiding you, obviously playing with you! " After hearing this, Yang was very unhappy and said nothing.

Liu Xuan asked her if she knew that Zhang Libin was actually married. Unexpectedly, Yang said angrily, "Of course I know. He confessed to me. So what? That's just his past. I don't mind. He loves me now. " Liu Xuan asked her, "Since you knew it long ago, why didn't you mention it?" Yang said unhappily, "I really don't understand why you are always bent on destroying us." Why not look at his advantages? " Looking at Yang Naive, he shook his head with a sigh.

In mid-October, the school will have a winter vacation. Liu Xuan and her boyfriend went to his hometown Qingdao. Before leaving, she asked Yang Zhang Libin if she invited her back to her hometown for the New Year. Yang didn't want to be laughed at, so she lied and said, "He invited me, but I didn't want to go. Let's talk about it after graduation. "

Later, Yang, who was deeply humiliated, begged Zhang Libin to take him to his home for the New Year, but Zhang Libin refused on the grounds of letting the children adapt slowly. In order not to make Yang angry, he spent 1000 yuan to buy Yang two clothes, and vowed that his feelings for her were dry, and Yang burst into tears.

Later, Yang called to show off that Zhang Libin had bought clothes for himself. Liu Xuan said jokingly, "Don't buy you off with two clothes. He is very complicated. " Yang ran into another nail and shouted, "You always say he is not good. What evidence do you have? " Liu Xuan told her that she saw him looking for a lady with her own eyes. Yang hesitated for a long time on the phone and hesitated to ask, "How did this happen? Are you sure you are not mistaken? " After getting a positive answer, Yang was angry and embarrassed.

Hung up the phone, Yang immediately called Zhang Libin and asked him about finding a young lady. Zhang Libin was shocked and denied it on the phone. He also said, "Since you don't even have this trust in me, why are you still with me?" Yang, who didn't believe it, was more suspicious of his motives and spent the Spring Festival in contradiction and anxiety.

Affection and righteousness can't stop the devil in my heart.

After the new semester began, Wen Yang and Liu Xuan came to the school to submit their internship reports. Liu Xuan asked how to deal with Wen Yang and Zhang Libin. Yang hesitated to tell her that she and Zhang Libin had broken up. Liu Xuan heard a sigh of relief, "such a man, what a pity! I really don't understand, how can you have a crush on him? " Yang's words made me feel ashamed. That night, she wrote in her blog: "Why did the man I like become scum in the eyes of others? Is it because I am humble that people always want to find flaws in him to feel that the world is normal? "

In order to contact Yang conveniently, Zhang Libin bought her a mobile phone. I was curious about the origin of the mobile phone, but Yang couldn't hide it, so she had to admit that she still had contacts with Zhang Libin. Liu Xuan grabbed the phone with anger and fell to the ground on the spot. For years of friends, Yang didn't have an attack, but she hated her arbitrariness and strength in her heart.

After careful consideration, Yang believes that the main problem lies in seeing Zhang Libin looking for a young lady. She is determined to get to the bottom of this matter. See Zhang Libin again, Yang kept asking. Zhang Libin was upset and had to admit that she went to sing with some friends that day, and everyone else brought a young lady. He also brought a ... Yang believed Liu Xuan in despair in order to appear "gregarious" and was even more embarrassed in front of her.

Zhang Libin repeatedly asked Yang who told her the secret. After learning that it was Liu Xuan, he said contemptuously, "Why did you listen to her like that? Her family is rich and beautiful, but she just doesn't want you to be happier than her If she finds out that you are happier than her, she will destroy it. This is jealousy and human nature. "

Back to the dormitory, Yang silently shed tears. For more than three years, she has been hoping to compete with Liu Xuan and show herself in front of Liu Xuan. But now the only happiness and happiness has been exposed as false. On the other hand, even though she knew that Zhang Libin had made a mistake, she still loved him hopelessly, which gave Liu Xuanan an excuse to laugh at and despise herself. The more Yang Yue thinks about it, the more he feels sad and embarrassed. For an instant, she hated the injustice of fate.

Because of the strong opposition, Yang had to pretend to have cut off contact with Zhang Libin on the surface. But she still sneaks out from time to time to meet Zhang Libin. Every time he comes back from a tryst, Yang feels humiliated. If Liu Xuan finds out, Liu Xuan will look down on himself even more. In her mind, she became a witness to her shame and felt more and more embarrassed.

20 12 One day in mid-May, in order to facilitate Yang to live with her, Zhang Libin asked to rent a house with her. When they were looking for an intermediary company hand in hand in the street, they were accidentally hit by Liu Xuan, who was out shopping. As soon as Liu Xuan saw that Yang was still with Zhang Libin, he said rudely, "Wen Ying, go shopping with me." Yang was so embarrassed that he threw her aside and said, "Go by yourself. I have something to do. " Liu Xuan left very unhappy.

Yang was so stirred that his mood suddenly fell to the bottom and he was absent-minded when he continued to look for a house. Finally, Zhang Libin found a one-bedroom apartment near the university town, and the rent for one month was in 600 yuan. Yang is too expensive. Zhang Libin said: "As long as you are happy, I am willing to save some money to make your stay more comfortable."

Yang Rang was very moved. Back to the dormitory at night, Liu Xuan asked her what she had done. Yang told the truth and said, "The rented house is in good condition, and there are all kinds of home appliances and elevators. Li Bin said that as long as I am comfortable, he is willing to spend more money. " Liu Xuan expressed doubts and suggested going to the house to have a look. In order to save some face for Yang, I immediately took her to see the newly rented house.

The two took a bus to the community where the rental house was located. When I entered the room, I didn't expect Liu Xuan to say, "How can you be so happy under such conditions? What's so good about this house? It doesn't face the sun, and its area is small ... Wen Ying, you are so cute! " Yang didn't expect to say something like "It seems that he is really good to you". However, her contemptuous words made Yang feel almost collapsed.

Yang asked why she and Zhang Libin really loved each other, but they never got her blessing. Liu Xuan replied, "A teacher who set an example went to a karaoke bar to find a young lady. Can he be sincere to you? " ? How can I bless you? "Said to Yang," he has made a mistake, so why don't you forget about it? Seeing that Yang insisted on this, he said angrily, "Good intentions are not rewarded. I didn't do it for you. "Wen Ying, you are hopeless, which makes me look down on it more and more!"

The sentence "You make me look down on you more and more" finally annoyed Yang completely. She grabbed Liu Xuan who turned to leave and said coldly, "I advise you not to tell anyone about me and Zhang Libin." Gave her a look as if she didn't know Yang. She walked away without saying anything. Silent refusal and contemptuous eyes finally made Yang accumulate anger for too long and ignited a raging fire! She lost her mind, turned and ran into the kitchen, picked up a sharp fruit knife and rushed to the corridor to pull Liu Xuan. Liu Xuan didn't expect that she would tear it up with a knife when she left. Angry Yang desperately pulled her back to the room, closed the door, and was not allowed to speak, so she stabbed her in the stomach ... Liu Xuan shouted in horror: "Wen Ying, you-"and then lost the ability to resist. The poor girl didn't even understand to her death why Yang, who regarded herself as her own sister, committed suicide.

Crazy Yang stabbed a dozen times until the other side fell limply, and there was no voice in his mouth, and he also collapsed to the ground. Later, she washed away the blood on her hands and body, locked the door and left the scene in a hurry. When she went downstairs, she called Zhang Libin and told her that Liu Xuan wanted to borrow the house they had just rented, and told Zhang Libin not to come home recently. I don't know why Zhang Libin promised, but Yang pretended to go back to school as if nothing had happened and asked for leave on the grounds of something at home.

A month later, Liu Xuan's body was found. When being investigated by the police, Yang seemed incoherent, which attracted the attention of the police. After the case came out, it was only in Wen Yang that Zhang Libin married another woman in her hometown when she went home for the Spring Festival at the beginning of the year. This sad girl, facing the trial, just asked the police officer again and again why Zhang Libin lied to her ... and Zhang Libin fled back to Shijiazhuang immediately after learning about it and never came back.

From a psychological point of view, Yang's impulsive stabbing is an overreaction after her self-esteem was frustrated, and it is also the inevitable result of her long-term depression and inferiority complex turning into impulsive irritability, which leads to aggressive personality disorder without timely adjustment. People are sighing and shocking this tragedy that should not have happened. How to strengthen the education and guidance for teenagers has once again become a heavy topic.

A person's growth is not only academic, but more importantly, how to adapt to different environments, how to get along with others, and mental health. How to release their psychological pressure, ease their contradictions, let their thoughts go out of the "dead end" and prevent them from going to extremes should really arouse widespread concern and thinking from all walks of life.