My ex-boyfriend just knocked me up for revenge.

I have been dating my first love Chengyang for more than three years, and we really love each other. But at that time, I always dreamed of going abroad. Since college, I have taken TOEFL, GRE and went to the consulate, and failed every time. To tell the truth, my parents have always opposed me being with Chengyang since I started dating him.

After graduating from college, they often set out to give me blind dates. My parents found me a man who is said to make my dream come true: the man has emigrated to Australia and wants to find a girl to marry as soon as possible. I didn't take it to heart at first, but this blind date really tempted me. Tony looks young and handsome, not annoying at all. More importantly, the foreign life described in his mouth is more attractive than I expected! I didn't refuse his invitation again, but went out several times without telling Chengyang and Tony.

Every time we have a good chat, Tony always encourages me: "You will soon get used to life abroad. It is so unfair to you here! " After a few meals together, Tony said that he would go back to China. Before he left, he said to me, "Wait for me, and I will come back to marry you in half a year." I was really impulsive at that time, and felt that Chengyang had no future in our small town for life. I made an appointment with Chengyang the afternoon I saw Tony off. I didn't beat around the bush and told him the reason for breaking up-I naively thought that "honesty" could at least minimize the harm to him.

Unexpectedly, Chengyang's reaction was so great! In just a few days, Chengyang quickly turned from sadness to anger, and then became hysterical. After quarreling for more than half a month, my life has been a mess. I can't think about whether I can really spend the rest of my life with a "stranger" like Tony-I'm willing to pay any price as long as I can let me appear in my life! So, every time I talk to Tony on the phone, I urge him to come back early in a coquetry way.

Tony came back early, and our marriage formalities were soon completed. My family has already arranged a "farewell wine" for me. Although we are already "husband and wife", we live in our parents' homes separately. Apart from socializing with relatives and friends, we have little chance to be together-I can't get rid of my inexplicable fear of Tony! Every time two people are alone, I immediately hide.

Somehow, as long as he is a little closer to me, the word "prostitution" will jump out of my mind at once! After several embarrassments, Tony always looks at me suspiciously. On the night of "Farewell Wine", I just came home with my parents and suddenly got a call from Tony. He said, "Why don't you come out tonight? I booked a room at the Hilton Hotel. " Then he hung up.

I am completely at a loss, and my mind is full of the figure of Chengyang. Finally, I stayed at home. It was not until the next morning that I finally took a taxi to Hilton. Who knows that the front desk of the hotel said Tony had checked out, leaving me only a note saying, "I don't think we will be happy in the future, let's break up!" " "After that, Tony and I met again, and I found myself surprisingly calm and went through all the formalities very quickly. From marriage to divorce, only 22 days! Women's private words (//sifanghua.cn)

In this way, I became a divorced woman for no reason. I began to miss the days when I was in love with Chengyang. I really want to take the initiative to find Chengyang, but I dare not, so I have to "deliberately" contact those old classmates who are close to him, hoping someone will tell him. When I saw Chengyang again, he really heard my story from his classmates and then called me on his own initiative. The moment I heard his voice, I suddenly burst into tears!

Over the past year, I was full of grievances and couldn't find the opportunity to talk. I kept repeating on the phone: "It's all for you, I can't accept others!" However, Chengyang didn't seem to be moved by it. He simply replied, "I already have a girlfriend. If you are sincere enough, maybe I will give you another chance. Let's see what happens. " I thought it was just an angry remark that would soon disappear.

From then on, I became Chengyang's underground girlfriend. I thought that with Chengyang's unswerving dedication to me and my sincere repentance, he would definitely come back to me soon. But I didn't expect our "love" to become very abnormal. I always wait at home, waiting for his call, waiting for him to be free, waiting for him to meet me on a whim.

While waiting, I lived in my old memories and imagined that he would change his mind. Gradually, I found that Chengyang seemed to have no "progress" with me. The intimacy between him and his girlfriend has never been hidden from me-when dating, Chengyang often seems absent-minded and keeps texting on his mobile phone. I put up with all this. But one day he drove me to the suburbs, and the girl on the way sent me a short message. Chengyang conveniently handed me the mobile phone and said, "Give me a message, just write' I'm fine at home, I miss you too, give me a kiss'." Holding the mobile phone, my tears came down on the spot.

Just over three months ago, I found myself pregnant. I was lucky enough to think that I could stay in Chengyang with my children. However, I was the last person who walked into the operating room disappointed. After the operation, I completely lost confidence in Chengyang. In fact, I doubt whether there will be a future between Chengyang and me. Now I have fallen into despair. If he stayed with me to get back at me in this way, then I think his purpose has indeed been achieved.