Why didn't I miss home at all when I was abroad?

It should be said that after I really left my parents after graduating from college, I really didn't think about home. On holidays, everyone in anxious to return struggles for tickets and train tickets to go home. I felt a little different at that time because I didn't care.

Including now, I have been overseas for almost five years and have never thought about home. Every time I go back, my parents want to meet before I go back. However, even if we meet, there is nothing to say, and there may be disputes in a few days.

I can't help it Completely unable to communicate different views. Since adolescence, I have almost only quarreled. Actually, I'm very unhappy. Say it more carefully, just like the vicious attack that everyone says: What skills did you have before going abroad? It's amazing that you are independent abroad and your wings are hard.

Now I think it's childish. I like to impose my values on others, but I deny that I didn't mean to. This is for your own good. Actually, it's quite pitiful when you think about it. Parents who feel that their cognitive level is low are pitiful.

As far as I know, none of my overseas friends, almost all of them come from highly educated families and have a good relationship with their parents. Listen to their opinions when looking for a job, and talk when you are confused. When I can't, because I will be more sad. So I don't want home at all. I solve all the problems myself. I am my home.

I hate noisy crowds, but there are too many people in China. I have respiratory diseases, and I have been coughing up phlegm since I came back to China. I like driving and playing with cars, but the road traffic order in China is completely uncomfortable and I can't play. I like clean, tidy and comfortable public toilets, but they are often not as good as I want in China. I love rules and hate non-compliance and intrigue, but it seems impossible to avoid them in China; My taste is light, and I pay attention to food safety and nutrition, which is much higher than the so-called delicious, but the food safety in China seems to be a bit big.

So, I don't think there is anything missing in China.