Looking for An Su? A silent article published by Tencent. I saw it on my mobile phone today.

At this time, we sat side by side on the small sofa and watched Stephen Chow's king of comedy. At that time, Cecilia Cheung was as clear and pure as a midnight epiphyllum, with a lovely baby fat on her face. She plays a young lady in the play. "king of comedy" really didn't blow. It amused us again and again, and laughter filled this rented Xiaoping room. It's so warm to look at the smiling face around you.

At half past twelve, the film began to draw to a close. I turned my head and said to you, Mo, I am so distressed. She loves the sky and hates it, but she is forced to leave him by life. When I watched Piao Piao leave Qiu Tian and cried hysterically in the car, you know, my heart hurts. But fortunately, they finally got married. While I was feeling, I enriched the expression on my face that I should be sad and happy in the conversation. Finally, I said, let's get married in summer.

You smiled at me in the dark, held me in your arms, put your chin against my hair, and said simply, of course, fool. I looked up, pecked your lips and spoiled you, so when you said we were going to get married, I was always ready. Hehe, you pinch my face, gently, like your gentle tone, and so on, baby.

Wait a minute, this sentence is coming again! I pretended to be okay, broke away from your arms and used the excuse to go to the bathroom. Looking at my slightly broken face in the mirror, I finally shed tears. In the summer, it has been seven years since I started holding hands and hugging in my second year of high school. I've been waiting for you to propose to me one day, but you didn't. I thought you were embarrassed and spoke, but you gave in again and again, said it again and again, and waited again and again. Wait, wait, wait. When exactly do you want me to wait?

Yes/summer

I sat up in the dark and fumbled for the cigarettes and ZIPPO beside the pillow, but I couldn't find them. It must be hiding again. She always said that smoking was harmful to health and I was not allowed to smoke. In the silent night, I heard her breathing gently, just like a baby. This woman who has been with me silently for six years, I lowered my head and kissed her sleeping face gently.

Two hours ago, she asked me that again, when will we get married? And I can only say helplessly, wait. Watching her go to the bathroom with a lonely face, my heart began to hurt again. I know that if she doesn't say anything, she will blame me. Although two people have lived like a young couple, marriage is the best witness of our love. So, An Su, you know, I actually want to get married more than you do, and I hope to give you a happy Gary the Snail that belongs to us at once. But now what ability do I have to marry you? I have no money, no house, no car and even a rented place to live. Letting you marry me now means making you suffer. I don't want to see you be a woman who worries about rent, rice, oil and salt all day after marriage. I just want you to be my little woman happily. Therefore, in the face of your desire for our future, I can only choose to give in. I can only say, wait.

Wait, my baby Ann, please understand me. When I work hard, I will propose to you as soon as I make money and buy everything. I will make you the most beautiful bride in the world, and then we will go to Paris, romantic city for our honeymoon. Ann, what do you say?

Yes/suan

When I got a call from Ding Lan, the world outside the window was sunny. She asked me to meet at Shuiyunjian. I put on a simple light makeup for myself and then took my bag and petty bourgeoisie to the cafe. When I got there, she had ordered a cup of mocha mint for me.

Ian, is there anything you can't say on the phone? I pulled open the chair of the seat and looked at the smiling woman opposite. Hehe, seeing that you are so happy, is there anything happy to share with me? Of course, this is a big deal. Ann, you see, while speaking, Lan put her right hand in front of me, and the light on her ring finger flashed and glared in the sunlight coming in from the window. Ear is her happy to cheerful voice, Xu Fan and I are getting married next month. Xu Fan is her boyfriend.

Hehe, dear Lan, congratulations on becoming a housewife. I give her my best wishes, she said with feigned anger. I'm not going to be a housewife. I remember when I was in college, Ding Lan laughed and played with me in all my spare time except the time with Xia Mo. At that time, we often sat on the top floor of the school back to back and agreed to get married together when we grew up. If one of us gets married first, the other one must be her maid of honor. Recalling the past with a smile, I suddenly remembered the conversation between last night and summer, and my face could not help but darken.

Haven't you decided yet? A good friend is someone who can read your mind at a glance. Looking at those slightly concerned blue eyes, I nodded sadly. Blue saw that I was unhappy and changed the subject. An Su, anyway, my maid of honor is you. Oh, hey, when the time comes, you can ask Xia Mo to be the best man. Maybe next month will be your wedding.

I smiled, I hope so. At this moment, Ding Lan suddenly asked me with a serious face, Ann, do you remember that man named Gu Zeyi? Gu Zeyi? I looked at Lan with wondering expectation and nodded gently, as if I had heard of him. Who is he? Do I know him? Lan looked at me with a little disdain and scolded me. Look at your pig-like memory. When people chase you, it's a desperate and dark person. Have you forgotten a boy who is so infatuated with you? Finally, she added, An Su, you are really not human!

Gu Zeyi, I remember. When he was a sophomore, he fell madly in love with me without knowing whether he had taken the wrong medicine. What I remember most is that he tied dozens of hydrogen balloons to his body, and the five characters "An Su I love you" were written on the balloons. Then he jumped down from the rooftop where Ding Lan and I used to go, waving a bright blood-like rose in his hand while jumping, still growling, An Su, I love you, love you. Ding Lan and I were at the scene at that time. The first time I saw this posture, I was almost scared silly. Besides, she's crazy about me. When he held the flowers in front of me expectantly, in the face of the eyes of so many young men and women watching this farce, I scolded urgently and angrily, you are crazy, who wants your flowers? There happened to be a tall boy passing by me. I didn't see him clearly, so I pulled him as a shield to Gu Zeyi and said loudly that I had a boyfriend. Please stop playing your boring love chase game. Later, he really stopped pestering me and never saw him again. But the "boyfriend" I used as a shield was mistaken for my real boyfriend, and that was Xia Mo.

Ding Lan took a sip of coffee and said, An Su, do you know? Gu Zeyi told you that he was rejected, which was very humiliating. Just two weeks later, his family immigrated to Canada and he went. I didn't expect that Xu Fan and he were brothers who were closer than brothers since childhood. He will also attend our wedding this time. We met again some time ago. We haven't seen each other for years. The temperament he has cultivated in these years abroad is enough to charm thousands of girls. By the way, he asked me about you. It seems that people are still obsessed with you.

I took a blank look at Ding Lan's joke. Maybe people ask you about me to get back at my shame. When I was young, I was too young to think about how I would feel after hurting him who had a crush on me. I only hope that when we meet again at Ding Lan's wedding, he will forget my ignorance.

Yes/summer

I'm a little nervous at work today. I made a mistake in the document and was taught a lesson by my boss. In this law of the jungle society, the spirit of the past has long been polished to the point where you can't see the edges and corners. In order to make a living, I have to choose to accept it. I remember when I graduated, my tutor once said to me: Grandpa is a grandson. When you enter the society, don't be impulsive, you must learn to bear it silently, so you will succeed one day. I didn't understand the meaning of this sentence until now. I have to put up with it for the sake of life and An Su. I believe that one day I will get ahead.

When I got home at nine o'clock in the evening, Ansu was sitting on the sofa watching the TV series Dwelling House. Maybe she was so absorbed that she didn't realize it when I walked in the door. What a crazy woman! To avoid scaring her, I knocked at the door with my hand and she turned to look at me.

Welcome home! She gave me a look and turned to continue watching TV. I went to hug her and tried to kiss her, but she quietly dodged. Because I am always busy with my work, I am cold to her. I sat next to her and lit a cigarette.

She was silent, turned and hugged me. I said yes. What's the matter, Ann? She whispered like a kitten, "Ding Lan is getting married next month, and I will be the maid of honor." . I want to ask you, do you have time to be the best man? I see. I nodded, put out my cigarette and stroked her soft hair. Of course, I have time to be the best man of the bridesmaids. Muttered to myself, baby, wait for me, wait for me to marry you as my bride.

She nodded gently in her arms.

Yes/suan

Ding Lan's wedding is only a few days away. During this time, I accompanied her to try on the wedding dress and calmed her pre-marital phobia. I am really tired. I am sad to say that everyone has lost a lot of weight. I smiled happily. My dear classmate Ding Lan is getting married. No matter how busy and tired I am, I am worthy and happy. I can be thin. When I said this, I also got a kiss from the beautiful Ding Lan.

Suddenly said to me in the summer night, Ann, I'm afraid I can't be the groom. Hearing this, I almost jumped up and asked him anxiously, what's the matter? I only heard him whisper that the company would send me to G city for business in about half a month. This is also an opportunity for my company to give me a promotion, and I will make good use of it.

Looking at him in front of me, I still love him, but now I feel that he has become so strange. In summer, when did you start to put your work first in your life, and when did you forget to consider my feelings?

All right, Summer, you go. I looked him in the eye and said word for word, I wish you success in your career.

An Su, he suddenly growled and hugged me tightly. I felt his body shaking. Believe me, everything I do is for you and our future.

Future? How long will this future wait?

Mo went to G city as scheduled. On the wedding day, Lan wore a pure white wedding dress and looked like an angel. She was incomparable in beauty. I have to apologize to Mo because I am not the best man. She patted my hand and blamed me, fool. What are you talking about? My good sister also told me that I was sorry, and I would be angry. Say that finish, she smiled again, summer want to can't be the best man, but there is another candidate.

It was at this time that I met Gu Zeyi again. Now, he has long lost his childishness, a suit collar, and exudes the unique flavor of a mature man. Seeing him coming towards me with a glass of red wine, I bowed my head unconsciously.

An Su, is that you? He stood in front of me. I looked up and saw the light in his eyes. I nodded. It's me.

Is/ gu zeyi

After Xu Fan and Ding Lan's wedding, I have an appointment with Ansu. I almost cried the moment I saw her. This girl who has lived in the deepest part of my heart for eight years has never forgotten her, even though I am far away from her.

I said, An Su, you know, during the military training of my freshman year, I planned to escape from the back wall of the closed campus in order not to be basked in the sun. I have always been good at it, but I missed it. I fell from a wall more than 3 meters high. When I thought I was going to die of pain, I happened to pass by here, and you helped me step by step to the infirmary. From then on, I fell in love with you like this.

I didn't want to confess to you because I was afraid it would disturb your life. When I was a sophomore, I learned that my family was going to immigrate to Canada. I was afraid that if I didn't say anything, there would be no chance. I asked many boys to teach me to make love crazily and attack you boldly, thinking that this would impress you. As long as you say a word, I will stay for you, but what you said that time really hurt me. Two weeks later, I left China quietly and went to Canada without you.

In Canada, I talked about a girlfriend, and every smile has your original appearance. Later, she realized that she was just a substitute, so she broke up with me resolutely, and I didn't stay.

I thought I'd never see you again. Last month, Xu Fan said that he was getting married, and that woman is Ding Lan who is often with you. So I decided to come back for their wedding. In fact, my greatest wish is to see you again.

I chose a ring for you when I came back this time. I thought I would give it to you when I saw you. I'll try whether you accept it or not. After that, I look forward to holding the ring in front of her like those roses when I was a child.

When Gu Ze left, Ann suddenly choked up. She buried her face in her hands and said softly, can you wait for me to think about it for a few days?

Yes/suan

How many things can seven years change? Seven years turned that naive Gu Zeyi into a mature and handsome man, seven years turned that sunny Xia Mo into a workaholic, and seven years turned me into me no longer.

In summer, did you know that my parents divorced when I was 8 years old? You don't understand, my biggest wish in single-parent life is to have a complete family again, which is why I am so eager to marry you. I stand outside the door of happiness and knock on the door again and again, but you always say, wait, wait inside.

If our love really has a shelf life, I think it will be seven years! Gu Zeyi's appearance was only one of the fuses for our final breakup, but it accelerated my desire to leave.

When Gu Ze put the ring in front of me, I thought I was moved. At that time, I said to myself softly, An Su, this is the life you always wanted.

So, Mo, I'm sorry. Let's break up.

Yes/summer

Ansu called me and said that when we broke up, I was having an important meeting. I quietly hung up the phone and quietly ended the meeting. After work, like all lovelorn men, I went to the bar and got drunk. Stumbling back to the hotel, I shouted like a madman, An Su An Su, why are you doing this? Why did you break up with me? Why did you leave me?

When I calmed down, I began to seriously think about things between us. Ann, I have been trying to make you live a better and happier life, but in the end you chose to leave me. Maybe what I want to give you is not what you want, so you will push it away. I suddenly remembered the sentence you said when I watched king of comedy that day, "Piaopiao loves Qiu Tian, but she was forced to leave Qiu Tian by life." So, An Su, is it because this life is not what you want, so you will choose to leave me and give up our feelings? All right, An Su, I will let you go and let you pursue the life you want.

Postscript:

Three months later, An Su and Gu Ze got married in the church. When they left the auditorium, someone gave An Su a package, which the man said was from G City. Trembling, An Su carefully opened the package layer after layer, which contained a heart-shaped necklace. In the sunshine, An Su saw the small word "An" engraved on the peach heart.

Do you want my future life to be safe or tell me that "safety" is in your heart?

Looking up, An Su looked at the dazzling white sunshine and suddenly felt a deep pain in his eyes.