How to overcome the negative influence of family background?

Someone once told me that born in such a family, we can only try to get rid of it.

One's birth cannot be changed. I don't know where your dissatisfaction with your family comes from. Anyway, I am an unspeakable reason myself.

I feel very uneasy about those things. I don't care about him, but he has been influencing me. In my quiet life, I suddenly make waves, and every time I think about those things, I can't help but get hysterical. I once wondered if I was being driven crazy. I don't think I can take it anymore. I want to escape, but I don't know where to go. After all, under the present circumstances, I have to rely on him.

My family background has brought me negative effects that you can't imagine. I may look normal every day, but I thought I was eccentric a long time ago. I am withdrawn and don't want to communicate with others. I am eccentric, inexplicably angry, inexplicably irritable, and disgusted with the outside world, always trapping myself in a closed space. But few people know this. I try to keep myself normal, at least in the eyes of others.

Occasionally, I feel that I can't stand it, and I will go crazy. I can't stand it, and it has reached the limit. At this time, I will choose to go out for a walk, or it is more appropriate to escape. Changing a space and an environment can really test a lot, which can make me escape from things I don't want to face for a while.

It's okay to look at the sky. I recently found that the sky can really make people feel better. They often change. They are boundless, but they are always beautiful.

I only have one thought now: I want to graduate, work and be independent as soon as possible, so as to get rid of my family to the greatest extent.