What's it like to be lovelorn?

At first, I felt that life was much easier. You will find that you don't care about anything and don't have to look at each other's faces to live. You will wonder how this kind of life doesn't feel precious before falling in love.

But soon things changed, and you began to feel uncomfortable and breathless for no reason. Before breaking up, you may feel bored and anxious when you think about each other. After breaking up, every time I think about the other person's mind, I will think, "Why isn't TA mine? Why didn't I find such a good partner before? "

Then you start to feel anxious and uncomfortable, and don't know whether to get back together with each other. Your brain must have been stopped. If you stop for a while, tears will flow inexplicably.

I don't know how other people feel, but I often feel very uncomfortable and can't breathe. I often cry for two hours in the afternoon. During that time, my colleagues were afraid to mess with me.

Sometimes I dream about ta in my dream, and I wonder if I have ever been sorry for ta before, and then I will start to cry out of breath, but I will wake up like an ordinary person soon, so I often brush Zhihu during this time, because brushing Zhihu drives me to think, so I won't feel uncomfortable.

But as soon as I stopped, I felt that I had lost ta.

As if all the colors were dim, I was abandoned in the wilderness by the whole world.

If so, how can I breathe the air?

I can only return to the world if I don't miss her.

I don't know how she feels. I don't know if I should win her heart. I won't ask these questions on Zhihu, because I know no one can give me the answer.

No one knows the answer except myself.