Kara Wai, my people, my country: The return of Hongkong made me stop begging!

In the exciting film My Country and My People, there is a heroic policewoman, Kara Wai. You can't believe that she is almost sixty years old. Combined with the film interview, she said, "I really can't wait for a second. I have been waiting for more than fifty years. "

To some extent, her life is very similar to that of our motherland.

Even through hardships, I can grit my teeth and stick to the road ahead. Kara Wai begged at the age of 3, worked as a dancer at the age of 65 and 438+02, made a movie at the age of 65 and 438+07, became a film queen at the age of 22, died at the age of 33, committed suicide by swallowing medicine at the age of 40, revived at the age of 44, won a golden statue at the age of 50 and a double golden statue at the age of 57, and running all the way was on the road of exploding acting skills. ......

From begging for women, counterattack to Oscar for best actress.

Kara Wai was born in 1960, ranking fifth.

It was the poorest and most miserable time in the family, and the family slept on the streets and begged for a living.

My father was very rich in Shandong when he was young. He came to Hong Kong with his wife, belt and gold, but he was simply cheated out of all his property.

Kara Wai's four brothers and sisters were sent out to learn martial arts, and there were three younger brothers and sisters to support.

Three-year-old Kara Wai is the pillar of the family. She followed her mother to beg in the red light district to support her family.

In those days, Kara Wai spent ten years.

Most people can't imagine such a life, walking for more than ten hours during the day to beg; At night, I went back to my home made of rotten boards and didn't have a chance to go to school.

Such a girl may have to passively accept her fate and beg for a living all her life.

Or maybe, because of her lovely appearance, she became the most common bar girl in the red light district and was disabled for life.

Kara Wai is different.

Without a chance to go to school, let her father teach her to write in the sand; There are many foreigners in the red light district, so she learned to speak fluent English.

She sells chewing gum. She has a clever mind and a sweet mouth. Others can't sell 100 yuan in eight hours, but she sells 200 yuan in four hours.

She has never been lost in the noise, and life in the red light district has given her great control over herself:

"I don't want to see girls in bars drinking, gambling and taking drugs all their lives."

At the age of 12, Kara Wai buried his dream in his heart, that is, to become a star and earn money to support his family.

To this end, she went to a nightclub as a dancer. Without a dance foundation, she was chosen to go abroad to participate in the competition nine months later, so she was appreciated by director Zhang Che.

The first audition was the scene where Mu Nianci's father and daughter were arrested in The Legend of the Condor Heroes. Kara Wai cried heartily. When he saw so many conversations, he was not shy.

Results/Kloc-At the age of 0/7, she unexpectedly got the role of Mu Nianci and signed up as a Shaw actress.

As a dancer, her monthly salary is 1500 yuan, and as an actress, her monthly salary is 500 yuan. As the main source of income at home, her mother naturally won't let her go, but Kara Wai resolutely went: "I am in 500 yuan now, and I will be 1500 yuan next year."

As a result, in the second year, her monthly salary was 50,000.

Many female stars can't accept martial arts and think acting is too hard, so they run away from the game. Kara Wai was in high spirits. She is smart, quick to learn, can bear hardships and is more resistant to beatings.

At that time, there were no protective measures for playing opera. A scene about to be hit in the stomach, the script was put in the stomach as protection, and was beaten by a big man for more than forty times. Kara Wai just got punched, went out to vomit, and came back to continue being beaten.

Despite being killed, Kara Wai is still in a state of "I hope I can be a heroine with high spirits".

Since then, her position as a beating woman has been established.

Being able to bear hardships is of course the main reason for Kara Wai's success, but more importantly, she is good at learning.

Things are clear, everything is learned, and people's understanding is an article. In the university of this society, the wisdom she got was "getting out of the mud without being stained", and she had to leave the world of bar girls;

What she realized was "looking at the long term", ignoring the basic salary of 500 and seeing the future of the star;

What she has mastered is "drawing inferences from others". She learns everything quickly and adapts to everything well.

It is precisely because of this that Kara Wai, 22, won the Best Actress Award at the 1 Hong Kong Film Awards for her film "Elders" after five years in the industry, and she is also the only actor who has won this honor for her role as a female image.

Overcome the demons of depression and win the best actress in the "Golden Award" again.

After winning the Academy Award, Kara Wai enjoyed many years of scenery, and the Women's Department began to work every day.

Of course, when she first started working, she was beaten and kicked again and again in the studio at a high temperature of more than 40 degrees every day.

At the worst time, her foot was broken and she didn't have time to put on a plaster. She sat on the staff's hand and patted her upper body, and her broken foot wobbled below.

On another occasion, when shooting the scene of jumping from 16 floor, there was only one safety rope to protect it. Body double ran away from the chicken, Kara Wai stood up and let the martial arts coach kick himself directly from behind.

Over the years, she was hurt all over and her left ear was completely deaf. Broken nose, can only breathe through the mouth.

The most anxious state of modern people is that they wake up every day with car loans, mortgages and arrears, and they can't wait to wake up again.

Kara Wai is even worse. I wake up every day knowing that I will be beaten for more than ten hours today. ......

Her contemporaries are Cherie Chung and Maggie Cheung. Relatively speaking, their career as actors is much easier. Slowly, she began to doubt: "I play for more than ten hours every day." Why are others so comfortable and I am so miserable as the protagonist? "

"Why" is like a spell, which has become Kara Wai's demons.

Inner doubts have not been answered, and there are problems in the external environment.

In the 1990s, the martial arts market in Hong Kong gradually declined, and literary films rose rapidly.

At first, Bernard Shaw was worried that the painstakingly created image of "Kara Wai hitting women" would no longer exist, and she had never been provided with literature and drama resources.

Later, the heroic image of a woman was out of date and she could only play some third-and fourth-tier roles.

Kara Wai couldn't accept the gap and refused to accept the program. Soon, Kara Wai, 33, was forgotten by the public.

From the attention of ten thousand people to being forgotten, this blow is fatal to Kara Wai. Since childhood, she has always been the eldest sister in front, and it has become a habit to take care of her family and be needed.

The cognition that "no one needs her anymore" made her afraid to go out and suffered from depression.

She also worked hard, opened a beauty salon and begged humbly every day, which accelerated her anxiety symptoms.

At the age of 40, she committed suicide by swallowing more than 30 sleeping pills.

Fortunately, my mother and sister found her abnormality in time and saved her.

When she woke up for the first time, she saw her mother and sister crying their faces, and suddenly realized that she had done something very wrong.

Kara Wai, born again after death, told herself:

"To live, we must abide by the rules of living, live well and live well every day."

Kara Wai once said that his life is equivalent to two lifetimes of others, and the dividing line is suicide at the age of 40.

In her initial life, she ran for the livelihood of her family. She is good at learning and not afraid of hardship, which saved her.

Second, in order to pursue spiritual values, she is also good at learning and is not afraid of suffering to save her.

She began to actively treat depression, went to college to study acting, and in order to film, she reduced herself to the boss of a film company.

Then she returned to the empty cup mentality. As long as she is a good actress and has no bad roles, she plays every supporting role well all her life.

In 2009, she played a possessive mother in demons.

Kara Wai said: "This role is too accurate for me. I am in a bad mood. Why can't I play? " It seems to be tailored for me. "

Sure enough, because of this play, Kara Wai won the Best Actress in the 29th Hong Kong Film Awards.

When receiving the award, she burst into tears and confessed her psychological journey of suicide that year. She even said, "I am confident now. I know that I belong to a movie. Even for a day or two, as long as I am a good role, I will try my best to do it well."

That year, she was 50 years old. Twenty-eight years ago, she won the first Academy Award for Best Hostess. It was like a lifetime ago.

Later, with her outstanding performance in "demons", she swept seven awards including best actress in various film festivals.

Zhang Ziyi praised her as a god, but she said that many things in life are trivial.

Because of her superb acting skills, Kara Wai was called "Demon Red", and Zhang Ziyi even praised her as a god.

But the veil on the screen can be lifted, and Kara Wai is indeed a suffering woman.

Everyone says that fate is fair. Bitter here, sweet elsewhere.

But Kara Wai is really difficult. The family is heavily in debt and love is incomplete.

The success of my career is the result of Kara Wai's hard work and pain.

A large part of the money she earned in her career was used to support her family, a pair of parents and seven brothers and sisters.

In this world, there are always many people who are unfair and contribute the most to their families, and they are often the people who are complained the most.

Her father died young, and she fell in love with her mother, but she didn't know how to express her love. Because her brother and sister were sent away when they were young, they all hated Kara Wai for their parents. The only ones who have a good impression are her six sisters who have been begging with her since childhood.

For a time, her brothers and sisters misunderstood her because they had done something shameful to gain a foothold in the entertainment circle.

Because of this, Kara Wai was attacked with a knife. It was six sisters who stood in front of Kara Wai, holding knives in despair and shouting for her: "Sister really bought money with health. If you want to kill her, kill me first. "

Compared with those children who have been sent away since childhood, Kara Wai, who shoulders the responsibility of supporting his parents, is the most indebted child to his parents.

Kara Wai's love is not smooth. Even in her bones, she has always been a little woman eager to be loved.

Many years ago, she had a rich second-generation boyfriend and got along well. Then she broke up over an album.

That photo album was shot by Kara Wai at his own expense.

Boyfriend was disgusted and said to her, "Don't come out for dinner today, there are many friends."

The next day, Kara Wai broke up. Her point of view is straightforward: "It's useless for me to like you again, because you don't respect me."

She is firm: "I made a photo album to let people know that I can be a woman, and the photo album has a healthy effect." What's so ugly about being naked? It's just that lecherous people wear colored eyes. "

Kara Wai * * * has three relationships, the other two, a relationship ended because of the death of his lover;

A sister-in-law relationship broke down because the comparison between her and Fang Hong was unacceptable to the other party.

Every time we break up, the next day is not difficult.

Her explanation is very distressing. She said, I have strong control over myself since I was a child. Since it is not mine, I am no longer sad. A woman who is always paying for her family, even falling in love has become a burden.

The host who interviewed Kara Wai will be deeply impressed by her great vitality. Lu Yu said, "You give me a wound, and I'm finished." Li Jing said, "One life of yours is equivalent to ten lives of others."

Life is always bitter, and some people can't stand it, such as Kara Wai's contemporary actor Lan Jieying. To some extent, their fates are very similar. Teenagers become famous, out of breath, family and love are not perfect, suffering from depression.

Lan Jieying had no choice but to go to the other extreme of life, while Kara Wai chose to go upstream.

Today, 59-year-old Kara Wai is alone and lucky to have her sister by her side.

The career has won a lot of honors, but it has also caused a lot of physical pain.

But now, she exudes women's wisdom, dignity, charm and elegance.

After a rough life, many people say that she is a legend.

But, she said, "all this is God's best arrangement. At the age of 60, as a woman, I am confident that I can grow old gracefully. Everyone is a legend. "

She once talked about her experience of "driving up the mountain in foggy weather, afraid of falling off the cliff, but safe in the end".

She said: "There are many fogs in life. Sometimes you are surrounded by fog and you can't see anything. You are scared, but as long as you persist, the past will not happen. This is also my belief: many things in life are actually small things. At that moment, you will think it is a big deal, but after that, it is actually a small matter. Is this life? "

Kara Wai, worthy of our admiration, is not only the dedication and awe of acting; It is her attitude towards the hardships of life, and more importantly, she has a heart that loves the motherland forever.

Happy birthday to the great motherland!